A/N: First fic. Be gentle. ;; R&R, though!

Shiver: Ellie's POV
"You build me up,
You knock me down."
Paige pushed me down onto the bed.

"Provoke a smile,
And make me frown."
I smiled. It was the first genuine smile of mine in ... well, months. Even with Sean, nothing was right, but everyday I put on my fake smile and pretended to love him. But my smile faded, remembering all that Paige had done to me.

"You are the queen of runaround,
You know it's true."
After Dean, I guess she went a little insane. It was constant sex on the downlow.

"You chew me up,
You spit me out."
Paige had used me once. At a party, when I was drunk. It was, of course, a blur now. I didn't remember anything, but I knew the next day.

"Enjoy the taste I leave in your mouth."
The next day, when she had gotten me alone, she kissed me. I was surprised. She said it was a congratulations for being a "good little girl" last night. Of course, I'd walked away furious, but somewhat pleased.

"You look at me, I look at you.
Neither of us know what to do."
I knew Paige sensed my hesitation, and she looked at me. Apparently, I had a glazed look in my eyes, because she looked a bit sad and confused. I'd realized then, I didn't remember sex with her and I hadn't ever had sex with another girl, so how was I to know what to do?

"Immobilized by the thought of you,
Paralyzed by the sight of you."
Tensity hung in the air between us. I couldn't move, partly because I was clueless, and partly because I was scared. Scared this was a plot to tell everyone I was lesbian and had tried to seduce her or something. I pushed these thoughts from my mind.

"Hypnotized by the words you say,
Not true but I believe 'em anyway."
I finally moved, just to push my hair out of my eyes. Paige held her head down, and spoke softly. "Ellie, I'm not forcing you into anything. I love you, but you don't have to do this."

"So come to bed it's getting late,
There's no more time for us to waste."
She was about to talk again, but I silenced her with a kiss. She seemed very surprised, but she continued kissing me before pulling away.

"Remember how my body tastes."
She began trailing kisses down my neck, just stopping before my chest area, and nibbling that part quite skillfully.

"You feel your heart begin to race."
As our bodies meshed together as one, Paige began to get nervous now. I felt her heart pounding against me. I silenced her with a kiss ...