You sure about that?
I'm here you know. I don't think he could ever fully understand that I'm still here. The son of a bitch shot me in the head! Nah but that's gone now...hurt though. Then again…you might be asking yourself 'how can it hurt? He's not real?'
You sure about that?
What if I told you it was the opposite way around, Tyler Durden was real and he, he was just a figment of my imagination? To make me feel better about myself? Well who can you believe really?
I can be very persuasive. Plus…we're the same person.
I can still see his life, I'm in his subconscious, always will be. I'm the best thing that ever happened to him yet he decided to throw away everything we worked forand shoot me in the fucking head. It wasn't that hard you know, he was calling out for something to happen in his bullshit life and I made it happen, he needs me, lets not joke about this, I was just trying to protect the kid from himself. You see…I know him better than anyone; I am…a part of him...a better part.
But still a part.
So let me put this too you, he invented me for a reason right? I've said before, too him even, that I'm everything he wanted to be. Simple. It's the reason I'm better than him and someday, someday soon he'll let me out, perhaps not intentionally but he will. I can control him with a flick of my little finger…but I'm waiting, waiting for him to be relaxed, off guard, to be defiantly sure that I'm gone…and then…
I'LL STRIKE!
THIS IS MY LIFE AND HE WON'T TAKE IT FROM ME DAMN IT!… Sorry…got a little carried away there. You want to know something? He thinks he's safe…but they are everywhere. Fight club will soon be world wide and I know the rules, I'm not 'supposed to talk about it' but they are my rules, not his, mine. Yeah he said them and yeah he enforced them but technically, in his mind, I said them and I enforced them.
He's one fucked up kid I can tell you that, he imagined me for Christ sake, there has to be something not right with him. What am I saying? If he wasn't crazy then I wouldn't be here.
…I'll be back, of course I'll be back, I'm Tyler Durden, I'm the Tyler Durden, the master mind behind the fucked up face of fight club and that my friends is pure genius. What can I say? I am a genius.
And there you have it, how Tyler Durden thinks...in my mind anyway. I think his character is fantastic and that's why i wrote this, i didn't want that to be the end of him, he's to brilliant. Anyway, tell me what you think, reviews make me smile, thanks.. x
