AN: I suffer from mental illness and read others peoples interpretations of characters I idolized dealing with something similar to me makes me feel stronger. I also love to write so I wanted to try my hand at it. This may be triggering but I hope it will make you feel less alone. If you feel your self being triggered at any point STOP and look at cute puppies. Also this is my first Fan Fic so expect it to be bumpy at first(or all the way through). I also may disappear into thin air and be gone for weeks on end because of my wavering levels of motivation and time.

Warning: mention and illustration of self harm and mental illness

Main Couple: Solangelo

Disclaimer: Mental Illness is not cool or desirable. This story is to comfort those who have a mental illness, explain to those with a friend or family member with one and to give me an healthy outlet. Okay I think I've covered everything.

This story starts after the battle with Gaia, every one believes Leo to be dead.

Will POV: Will is cleaning up the empty infirmary after the chaos of the battle. Hamilton is blasting through his speakers as he hears a shout from the front doors. He turns down the music and hears Reyna shouting. Will dashes to the doors. Reyna is dragging a reluctant fading Nico.

"Reyna what happened?" Will asked with panic in his voice as Nico tries to slip away.

"He was injured in the battle."

"The battle? He should have come to me earlier."

"I'm fine" Nico cries as he passes out.

' Shit, Reyna help me get him into this bed" Will ordered. They easily lifted will onto the bed." He's way too light."

" I know." Reyna expresses.

As Will prepares an IV he turns towards Reyna and asks " Can you go run and get Kayla? I'll need her help with him."

"Got it" Reyna says breathlessly as she sprints away.

Will gently places the IV of nectar, unicorn horn and sleeping draught into his arm and secures it . Will then gently starts to peel off Nico's shirt so he can examine him. There was a giant sword slash starting on his shoulder and running down on his chest that was visibly infected.

Will whispers" Sorry Nico." as he takes a scalpel and opens the wound. Pus and blood begin to stream out. Will washes away the pus and blood until the blood runs clean than he stitches the wound up. Will finishes the stitches then prepares to finish the examination.

Kayla yells" Will I'm here". snapping Will out of his zone.

" Oh, Hi Kayla! Can you run inventory and get some blanket for him while I fix him up?"

"No problem."

Will turns back to his patient and begins to finish his examination. He lifts up Nico's sleeve and finds that self inflicted scars litter his arms.

" Oh, Nico" Will sighs with a tear in his eye.

Hazel:

As Hazel knocks another arrow and she realizes that for the first time since she realized her powers she feels at peace, she has started to heal. With a smile on her face she releases the arrow and hits the bullseye.

Percy's POV:

Percy is standing in front of the mirror in the Poseidon cabin willing him self to look into the mirror. He slowly turns his head to his reflection. He see's the Percy from Tartarus that controlled the poison, the Percy Annabeth was afraid of.

"Gods, what have I become?" Percy cries.

Annabeth POV:

Annabeth is cleaning up her cabin before lunch.

Malcolm peeks in and inquires" Are you almost done?"

"Be out in a sec'

As Annabeth is about to leave she reaches out to touch the door to confirm it's still there. It is , she shakes her head and continues. Ever since she came back from Tartarus she is confused between what is real and what is an illusion.

Jason:

Jason is hacking away at dummies in the arena. Each dummy is for a failure, Leo dying, not be able to protect Nico, letting two of his bestfriends fall into Tartarus. When the last dummy falls Jason looks around the races to his cabin.