The Things You've Heard

You're too little, now, to understand

why he cries alone in bed.

It will be a long time before you know

why he would rather be dead.

But even now you hear

what goes on beyond the door.

The hushed cries of a boy

who doesn't fight anymore.

Curled up and alone beneath your covers

you listen and you wait.

Over the years this is the spot

in which you learn to hate.

Hate the man who sees your brother

and knows of his devotion.

Hate the man who uses your brother

and takes advantage of that emotion.

Because how good of a man could he be

to make that boy cry?

How good of a man could he be

to make that boy lie?

And when the noises stop he will be back

and he'll lay down beside you without a word.

He'll pull you in close and never let go

and you'll forget all the things you've heard.