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Bella's decision

Jacob

"Help me stop it" he whispered. "Help me stop this from happening."

"How? By offering my stud services?" He didn't even flinch when I said that, but I did. "You're really sick. She'll never listen to this."

"Try. There's nothing to lose now. How will it hurt?" It would hurt me. Hadn't I taken enough rejection from Bella without this?

"A little pain to save her? Is it such a high cost? "

"But it won't work."

"Maybe not. Maybe it will confuse her, though. Maybe she'll falter in her resolve. One moment of doubt is all I need."

"And then you will pull the rug out from under the offer? 'Just kidding, Bella'?"

"If she wants a child that's what she gets. I won't rescind."

I couldn't believe I was even thinking about this. Bella would punch me- not that I cared about that, but it would probably break her hand again. I shouldn't let him talk to me, mess with my head. I should just kill him now.

"Not now." he whispered. "Not yet. Right or wrong, it would destroy her, and you know it. No need to be hasty. If she won't listen to you, you'll get your chance. The moment Bella's heart stops beating. I will be begging for you to kill me."

"You won't have to beg long."

"Listen to me. Don't get your back up yet. Okay? Just listen. What if...?"

"What if what."

"What if this wasn't a one shot deal? What if it wasn't all or nothing? What if you just listened to Carlisle like a good girl, and kept yourself alive?"

"I won't-"?

"I'm not done yet. So you stay alive. Then you can start over. This didn't work out. Try again."

"I don't understand... What do you mean, try again? You can't think Edward would let me...? And what difference would it make I'm sure any baby-."

"Yes." I snapped. "Any kind of HIS would be the same."

Her face just tired and got more confused. "What?"

But I couldn't say anymore. There was no point. I would never be able to save her from herself. I'd never been able to do that.

Then she blinked, and I could see she got it.

Her hands dropped to the disgusting bump that was growing there.

"Carlisle..." she whispered "Jacob's right. This was a mistake, could you get it out please." Her voice cracked and a tear ran down her face. I leaned forward and kissed the tear away- she looked up and smiled. She was so fragile.

Then, Carlisle carried her off without a word.

I was a good thing Rosalie was hunting, she would have ripped my throat out at the first chance she didn't need this to set her off.

Edward stood there like a marble statue the whole time Carlisle was working on Bella normally he would be by her side. But he wasn't. Strange.

I could smell her as soon as she walked into the door, the stench was unbelievable.

"I'm Home! Where's my yummy mummy to be?" Rosalie looked like an excited puppy and Emmet had a smug grin on his face.

Looks like they had been doing a lot more than hunting.

It had been two hours and the wait was agony. I didn't want my Bella to be rotting all because of that parasite.

As Carlisle carried her down the stairs, a wave of relief flushed through my whole body-I couldn't help myself from grinning.

I darted across to her and held her in my arms.

"Jake. I've realised what I want." Her voiced was all croaky, but she sounded like my Bells "You..." her cheeks flushed a crimson colour.

In the other room I heard an outcry of sobs and one ear piercing scream.

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