He was the only one I ever had left
And then came death
He was the only one who could understand
I would fall down, and he would give me a hand
But now its over, I cant get get these flashbacks out of my head
Having nightmares, squirming in my bed
This just doesn't seem real
I just cant learn to deal
How did this come to be?
Why did it have to happen to me?
Why must I suffer for others' hate?
It seems like the world's life is on my shoulders
Being weighed down by other's fate
He used to help me when I was down
And tell me something good will eventually come around
Who am I to turn to now?
Will anyone understand? And if so, how?
I wish I could go back, start that day over
Maybe I could have saved a life
I should have studied that skill more
But at the time, it seemed like such a bore
I just wish to could go back,
And save the life of Sirius Black