A.N. This is the original version of this story. I did not want to delete it because I felt that it was kind of funny to see the awful writing style that I once loved so much!
Bloodlust: The Original Version
So this is the first and only Vampire Knight story I have ever written so please tell me what you think! I found it a few days ago in an old folder on my bookshelf and thought it was okish enough to post, it got me an A in like 7th grade so I guess its good enough for people to read. Anyways, I wrote this before the first season of the anime was even over so please excuse my previous lack of knowledge as to how the series actually ends.
Please review. I accept any form of reviews, even flames! Also note: flames will be printed and sent to all of my friends so we can laugh at how ridiculous said person is acting!
You have been warned.
"Are you sure?" He asked in a strained whisper; his grip subconsciously tightening around her waist.
"Yes.' Her breath tickled his ear. 'I've been ready for days." She said, slightly embarrassed.
"You thought it would come to this?" He asked, his lips brushing against her neck.
She couldn't answer. The obvious pain he was in caused her to choke up. She simply nodded her head, regretting it when she felt his hand grip the back of her shirt tighter. He was struggling for control, had been for years. Why it took her so long to notice it was beyond her. She had known him for over four years now. They had never been great friends, even less as siblings, but she still cared for him more than anything. Ever since the day her adopted father brought him home, scared, tired, and drenched in his parents blood, she knew he would be important to her, she just never guess this much.
"I can't." He said through clenched teeth.
"What? Yes, you can! You have too! You will be killed if you don't!" She screamed at him, gripping the front of his shirt tighter. "Please, don't make me watch you die!" She cried, her eyes pleading.
"You think I want to watch you die? Do you think I want to be the one who killed you? How do you know I'll be able to stop? Pleases don't make me do it." He begged, burying his face into the crook of her neck, against his better judgment.
She didn't know how to respond. She stood there stunned by how desperate his voiced had sounded. She almost gave into his desperate pleas, but the consequences of that decision would be too great. "No." She was shocked by the harshness in her voice. "You are not giving up on me. You have to do this!" She yelled at him, pushing him away from her. She pulled a dagger from inside her boot, and slashed it across her palm; wiping the blood that poured out across her neck.
She gasped when she looked up and saw his glowing red eyes across the room. He was trying to get away from her but the part of him that longed for her blood was keeping him bound to this room. "What have you done?!" He hissed out, feeling the last of his self-control slipping away.
"I'm making sure you live!" She whispered, walking towards him. He stumbled backwards until he reached the wall. "I told you I'm not going to watch you lose yourself and die. You never asked for this, and I was only able to watch you suffer.' She said, placing her uncut hand on his chest. 'Most of the time I didn't even know what was going on, but now I do, and I can finally help you."
"I don't want your help!" He yelled, his eyes flashing between red and lavender. His hand deceived him as he reached out to run his fingertips over the blood on her neck.
"Maybe not… but you need it." She said, tilting her head back to expose the bloodied skin of her neck.
His eyes flashed a brilliant red before he had her pinned against the wall opposite of were they had just been standing. He let out a sorrowful whine before he attacked her neck, his fangs piercing her delicate ivory skin. She gasped at the pulsing pain at her neck. Her fists were clenching and un-clenching where he held them pinned above her head. She gave a small sigh of relief as the pain turned into a twisted type of pleasure. Everything was becoming blurry, her mind was cloudy, and she couldn't focus on anything. She felt weightless, as if at any moment she would simply float off from the face of the earth. She knew he wouldn't be able to stop before she was dead, he had starved himself for to long, and despite all that had happened, she regretted nothing. She was suddenly unable to keep her eyes open and her legs had given out. They both fell to the floor with a thud, his mouth never leaving her neck.
'At least he will live.' She thought, as all feeling left her and she was cast into a world of eternal darkness.
He released his hold on her neck when he felt her body go limp. "I'm so sorry Yuuki." Zero cried, pulling her lifeless body closer to him. "I never intended for it to end this way."
