A:N I know what your thinking...
This isn't EV or WDID... I know that...I wanted to try out something and see if you guys liked it or not... It's new-ish I guess and I would appreciate it if you guys gave it a chance. The next chapter of WDID should be out Monday and EV around Thursday so be patient and bare with me :D How was that Bade reunion! I loved it.. I thought it was missing some much needed groveling on beck's part but it was still good :D and our beloved BADE is back :D Like it was always meant to be...
But anyway.. here you go... and make sure you read the AN at the bottom... :D
WARNING: SPELLING AND GRAMMER MISTAKES... PLUS SEX!
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She knocked at the battered RV door. The cold wind whipping her long brown locks around her face. She was a little hesitant at first. Sure she knew what was coming. She knew that even though he only sent a text... he was pissed , but she really didn't understand why.
How come he was allowed to have an outside relationship but she wasn't?
Usually she wouldn't be one to take this. She's the type of girl to never ever hold her tongue. "She's as tough as nails" Says her best friend Cat and she scares almost if not every body.
Then why was she scared?
If she was as tough as the reputation then why was she afraid of what he was going to look like on the other side of the door?
What he was going to do.
She crossed her arms over her chest. A little ill prepared for the weather. A storm was coming which made the winds not only harsher but a little colder and all she had on was a black tank top and a red plaid skirt.
She looked down over her body. Shifting her boots left and then right. Finally deciding that it was the waiting that was killing her.
She was about to go home. About to give up entirely and maybe he'd forget about it. For once he'd forget something.
Her head jerked up when the RV door swung open. Her blue eyes got wide. She opened her mouth to speak but all that came out was a cry as his hand fisted in her hair and dragged her inside slamming the door shut behind him.
She was bent over his hand knotted nicely in her hair pulling her and then tossing her toward the bed.
It didn't hurt...
She promises.
It was a thing she had.. that part didn't hurt. It never did. The roughness only succeeded in turning her on.
She landed on the bed face down and got up slowly biting her tongue. Despite how much she loved having her hair pulled she never loved being shoved to the ground as if she was nothing. But she didn't speak out..
not now.
She turned herself around to looked at him.
He must have been asleep. His hair was disoriented He had on an unbutton flannel shirt with no shirt under neath and sweat pants.
She sat silently making eye contact with him. Watching him seethe.
Finally she got enough courage to speak.
"Listen Beck.." She started off.
"No.. Don't." His words weren't dramatic or angry they where flat. And that scared her more then the other two tones.
"But I was just.." She tried again.
He came closer to her as she was speaking and slapped her across the face.
"I said don't..." He said again flatly. Jade brought her hand up to her cheek. Her mouth still open but no words coming out.
She had to force her self not to let the one tear that was gathering in the corner of her left eye slip down her face. Other wise.. it'd be over.
Everything she worked so hard for.
"I'll talk first.." Beck said moving around her. .
Jade just nodded her head. Her hand still on her face.
"Do you have any idea.."He stopped. She heard him let out a angered grunt and then watched the small waste basket he kept beside his bed fly across the room and hit the wall.
"Do you have any idea how I felt when I saw you walk in hand and hand with that loser?" Beck asked her moving back around to see her her face. Jade quickly put the hand that had been nursing her face in her lap. Sitting up straight.
"N-No."Jade said finally looking up at him. He had the wildest look in his eyes and now that she looked around it seemed as though what he just did with the trashcan he did with almost all of his stuff..
well not the important stuff but the other stuff was strung across the room.
"I know you didn't because if you would have felt it.. you would have died." Beck said coming closer to her. Jade tried her hardest not to cower away from him. He was right in front of her. Her eyes staring at his chest.
"I-I.." Jade stammered.
"Shhh..." Beck said taking two of his fingers and lifting her chin so her eyes to met his. Jade abruptly closed her mouth.
"I told you jade.. I told you when we started...I didn't like to share." He said his dark brown eyes boring into her sea foam green ones.
"I Know but." Jade tried again.
"If you knew then why were you with him? Huh? Why? Is he better then me? Is he a better fuck then me? Huh? Is he? Tell me.. tell me you fucking SLUT!" He backed away from her his fists clenching at his sides.
"No.. he isn't better then you.." Jade got up off the bed to stand in front of him. She grabbed onto his shoulder making him face her. "No one is better then you." She said grabbing one of his hands and pressing a small kiss to his palm. "no one.." She said after a couple more kisses.
She always knew how to calm him down.
Once she made it mid way up his arm she let it slowly fall from her grasp. Beck just stood their watching her skeptically.
"If no one is better then me then why? Why did you walk in with him? Why was he holding your hand?" He asked reigniting the conversation.
Jade sighed.
" I just.." jade needed to word this carefully.
"I don't think it's fair.." Jade said finally. Earning a unbelieving gasp from beck..
"you don't think what is fair?" He narrowed his eyes. Jade wanted to gulp but she didn't...
"I don't think it's fair that.. You get to walk around officially as Tori's boyfriend and I have to be alone..even when someone wants to be with me.."
"WHO! Who wants to be with you?" Beck asked. "I swear if I find them.."
"Your not listening!" Jade said finally raising her voice for the first time. "It's not fair.."
"Your not alone.. you have me.." Beck said wrapping an arm around her. She knew he hated this topic..especially since he had no reasoning for not wanting jade to have someone on the outside besides the simple fact that she was his...
"No..not in public.. not like you have tori.." Jade said moving out of his grasp.
"I don't do all the things with tori that I do with you... it's about blending and fitting in."
Jade sighed and rolled her eyes.
"whatever." She said finally in a 'I give up' kind of tone.
"Okay..well let me put it like this... If I see you walk in with him or any guy again, like you did today, I'll find them."
"Find them and what?" Jade said getting defensive.
Beck walked closer to her and this time she gave into the urge to back away from him. But he grabbed her by the arm/ The look in his eye wasn't one she saw often but it always followed something scary.
"Do you really have to ask?" Beck said in running a fang down the side of her ear. Jade shivered out of fear and pleasure.
"Now come here baby.." Beck said moving away from her grabbing her hands and leading her to the bed. Jade followed sighing on the way. Beck moved so that she was sitting on his lap.
Beck brought his hand up to cup her face.
"don't let this ruin our night..please? You look so beautiful.." He said softly. Jade could feel the anger and hatred seeping out of her being replaced with that uncertain happy feeling. She nodded slowly into his hand and brought her lips forward to kiss his.
She let her tongue carefully slide into his mouth to avoiding getting cut but he had a different plan. He grabbed the back of her neck forcing her tongue to battle with his impacting her tongue with his so it slammed right into the point of his fang. She groaned in pain and then pleasure as he began sucking on her tongue. His hands sliding up the tank top and underneath her bra to play with her nipples.
Jade could feel her self getting wet. He was already hard underneath her. He kept sucking and sucking at her tongue until when he pulled back his eyes where that bright bright brown that always enticed her.
He looked so much more feral and animalistic but also beautiful. His hair was wild and his eyes where filled with desire and pleasure. His teeth looked a little longer too.
Her breath hitched in her throat.
He must had been so close to his limit. She'd never seen him look like this. What she earlier did must have seriously hurt him.
She slid her hand up his chest and pushed off the flannel shirt. He just watched her. His eyes taking in the creamy white skin. The long silky brown hair. He could still taste her blood in his mouth and smell her arousal. She placed small kisses all over his chest still looking up at him.
She looked like a puppy trying to earn forgiveness for something it did wrong. He felt so powerful..so complete to have her under him. She was perfect. Whether she knew it or not.
Jade had made it to his neck and he hadn't moved an inch just watched her. It was some what intimidating. Her lips came to the small scar on the left side of his neck. She kissed it and got a shiver from him.. one that ran through his whole body.. She licked it and got him to murmur. She grinned letting her teeth graze it a little and he growled out. He jerked away from her. Moving to lay her down on the bed.
He towered over her.
His hand worked on ripping the tank top off her body and then her bra. Jade just watched him in awe at the speed and before she knew it..she was only in her panties. Beck lowered his head until his breath tickled her nipple. Her let his tongue come out a small bit lapping at it before completely engulfing it.
Jade hissed out. Her hands coming up to hold him there. One of beck's hands went down to the barrier of her underwear and slipping inside. His fingers moved past the lace to plunder her wetness. He groaned at how wet she was. He bit down a little when he felt her walls contract around his fingers. He continued to suck and bite at he nipple until she was riding his finger and her hands pulled at his hair. Beck grinned into his work. Listening to her pant and moan.
Her switched breast earning the same response before to long and then pulled back.
Jade mewled. Her hands pulling his head down for another kiss. He let her take control her little tongue exploring his mouth Her soft lips moving quick and roughly over his. Her kissed back hard. His fingers still keeping up their administrations. Plunging in and out of her. The wet noises filling the RV.
He could kiss her forever and honestly he planned on it. He wanted to be the first and the last Jade west ever had.. if it killed him. He wanted this kiss to go on longer but she need so much air to survive and before he knew it she broke apart to breath. He let her take in one breath and locked their lips again.
He loved her breathless.
His thumb found her clit to add to the fingering. Jade Was getting dizzy between the impending orgasm and the fact that she couldn't breath. Everything felt on edge. She felt his every touch..every stroke of his tongue.
Her hips moved faster and faster flicking over his fingers until her eyes got wide and she had to push away from the kiss. She felt like she was going to explode. Everything running through her like electricity and finally it snapped. She Sobbed out holding on to beck for dear life.
"AHH..Oh beck.." She fell back on the bed. He brought his fingers up to his lips and licked them each slowly for her to see...
"almost as good as your blood.. if not better." He continued to lick his hand. Jade spent this time to catch up on some breathing. No matter how much air she took in it never felt like enough..
Her lack of oxygen messing with her brain. All she could think about was beck. He was in her blurry vision..him and only him.
Beck watched her try and regain focus. Pulling his pants and boxers completely off and lining up with her.
Beck leaned down and kissed her softly. His lips moving slow. Jade blinked and watched her vision return and everything came back to normal. Her eyes locked with becks. He smiled a devilish smile down at her before plunging in...
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh OOOHhh.. Beck." Jade's nailed racked down his back. No matter how many times she has him it always feels like the first time.
"Shhh.." Beck said softly kissing her again Bringing his hips out and shoving back in. Jade moaned into the kiss her mouth opening and beck's tongue sliding in.
' I love you jade..' She could hear him say in her head. This had to be her favorite part about this.. or them. She shook her head into the kiss breaking apart.
"I love you too." jade said briefly before rejoining their lips. Beck growled into the kiss. His hips going faster inside of her. He was holding her to his body. Jade's nails sunk into his skin. He relished in the pain. It only spurred him to go faster and faster. Jade broke the kiss to groan out. Her eyes closing. He looked down at her. Her hair splayed out everywhere the dark brown in contrast with his white sheets.
He let him self slide in slower. Enjoying the friction it created. Inside the wet heat.. outside the wet heat. The whole time jade was thrashing about.
"Oh Beck.. Please.. Please!... Mmmhhhhh.. Oh god.." Beck growled out at her...
"What did I tell you Huh?" Beck said killing the slow pace and shoving hard inside of her. Jade's eyes snapped open realizing her mistake.
"What did I tell You?" Beck was slamming hard inside of her. Jade couldn't think let along tell him what he wanted to know. He was hitting the spot every single time. That huge dick filling her over and over and over...
"Fucking slut.. your enjoying it to much to even breathe" Beck barked out sliding out of her.
Jade whimpered.
"On you hands and knees..." Beck said simply.
Jade looked up at him feeling something surge through her. She hated making him mad...but she loved loved...getting punished..
She crawled up to her hands and knees panting. Her hair fell over to one side as she looked back at him. His lean torso.. those incredible abs.. the way his dick bobbed.
"You like what you see?" He said whispering in her ear.
All jade could do was moan.
Beck chuckled lining up with her entrance once again.
"Now tell me jade." He said shoving inside her making her cry out in pleasure.
"Who's fucking you?" Beck said with a devious playfulness in his voice.
"Y-Y-Y.." Jade said only getting out the first syllables.
Beck lifted his hand bringing it down swiftly to slap her ass. Jade gasped her head thrown back as she rode his dick faster.
"I'm sorry who?" Beck said his hips fully coming out of her before sliding back into the slick wet heat.
"You!" Jade cried out.
"Good good see I thought so.." Beck said watching the way he slid in and out of her. It was like magic really how all of him could fit inside of her. It dazzled him every time how she could still be so tight.. so hot.. so wet.
"It's taking everything I have not to transform on you jade.. but fuck.. you feel so good..." Beck said in her ear. Jade moaned out. She was always like a wanton slut whenever he fucked her. She wanted it to never end. The sensations he left on her body. The feeling of being filled by him. She didn't know how she lived without it before and she definitely wanted to experience it forever...
But it wasn't just the sex she wanted forever. It was everything. The late night calls just to say he loved her. The way he protected her through anything. The way he looked at her smiled at her.
Fuck...
she was in love with him.
Jade whipped her head back and forth the way he moved in and out. His fingers pressing into her hips surly to leave bruises tomorrow but when HE was hitting the spot nothing really mattered.
"Beck Beck Beck... Oh... Mmmmm.. Beck." Jade said she could feel it building inside of her, running up and down her spine.
Beck didn't say anything..just let out a vicious growl as he sped up. Jade looked back. His eyes were still that light brown but they had those black swirls. The kind she only saw when he was mad enough to kill.
HE was gnashing his teeth with every thrust.
"Beck..BECK..." Jade's hands gripped onto the bed sheets. It hurt but it hurt so good. She couldn't keep her eyes open or her mouth shut. He kept pounding into that one spot over and over until all she could do was scream..
"Please Beck... Oh Please Just.. AhhHH.. Beck Beck..." She was so close so close and he pulled out.
She couldn't help the angered groan she let out when he did...
it was the delirium from the pleasure.
"What The F-" She didn't get the finish. He flipped her over on her back so she was looking up at him. He looked breathtaking. He was almost glowing. His eyes so wild... anyone else would be scared but she couldn't be scared. She knew some where deep deep down he'd never hurt her...
she knew some where deep deep down that she meant as much to him and he did to her.
So she just laid back. Watching his eyes roam up and down her body. His hands slid from her chest down over her stomach down to her thighs...
"mmm beck." It was a whimper. A breathless whimper that made his eyes snap up to hers and lock.
She waited to see what he was going to do. Whatever it was it had to be quick the throbbing between her legs was killing her.
His hands moved to travel down her arms and to her hands locking his fingers with hers. She spread her legs so he could position between them as he leaned down and kissed her.
It was different then the other kisses. It was strong and sweet. She could feel the emotion inside the kiss. It made her heart skip a beat never wanting it to end. Beck slid in slowly. Taking his time to build a rhythm.
In jade's head maybe this was the closest thing to making love they ever had.
Every other time was just sex.
But this time. He seemed to want it more. Wanted it to last longer... be more meaningful. Take his time.
Jade felt another pang in her chest. Did he really think she'd choose that guy from earlier over him?
It would explain the strange behavior.
Beck got jealous but he never got that jealous.
She tried to focus on her thoughts but the speed was building back up. His head was buried in her neck nipping and licking at the usual spots that have her clambering for more...
"I love you jade..." His voice was rugged and raspy so close to her ear...
"I love you too." She said without hesitation.
Everything seemed too real to be happening. Everything seemed to different to weird. Then she felt it.
It was a stinging and then a stabbing. her hands scrambled all over his back clawing and scratching trying to compensate for this immense pain.
He'd never full on bit her before...
it had never been time.. he said.
It hurt... it hurt more then anything. More then when he took her virginity or more then he first cut her...
it hurt.
But all she could do was hold on.
Hold on and wonder how it came this far.
How this even happened.
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A:N Like It says in the summary. I don't know if I should leave this a one shot or show how they got up to this point... Please tell me in your reviews what you think...
Until next time,
Gabbie :D