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BPOV age 14

"Edward, do you know what today is?" I asked curious as to know if he remembered

"Yes, we met in kindergarten 11 years ago today" I was gob smacked to say the least; he is the only boy who ever remembers anything I everything that happens. I then realised I was staring at him.

"WOW, you never cease to amaze me Edward Masen Cullen" he cringed at his full name which made me giggle.

"You know you are the only person who is allowed to get away with tha-" Edward was cut off with the sound of his older brother and male best friend Emmett coming in through the front door, you could always tell it was him, with his booming laugh that could put a smile on anyone's face.

"Alright little bro, Bella" he gave me one of his usual bear hugs which stopped me from breathing. I saw Edward was grinning the cutest crooked smile ever.

EPOV aged 17

15 years I had known her and I was still yet to tell her how I feel about her. Everyone knows but her, I wish I could finally get the balls to tell her how I feel.

"Hey Ed, you ok" the sound of her voice was like music dancing across her tongue.

"Hi Bella, I'm not feeling too good, how about you" Bella face flashed with concern.

"Doesn't matter about me what's up. Oh I know you hate celebrating your birthday but you are turning 18 that calls for something special and I have the greatest gift for you" She perked up a little forgetting I wasn't well.

At that moment I felt even worse Bella's new boyfriend Jacob came walking in, I hated him so much, he was such a dog and wasn't good enough for Bella.

"'sup mate" his voice went through me, I didn't even think her was worth my words and I didn't know what Bella saw in him. At that moment I realised I was lost in deep thought so I looked up and gave him a nod. "Babe do you mind if I speak to Eddie for a minute" Bella nodded, kissed Jacob on the cheek and walked off.

"What do you want" I asked with a considerable level of venom in it.

"I need you advise about Bella" he said with a smirk on his face and I pale crimson in his cheeks.

"Okay, you aren't like dumping her or something are you?" I can't begin to tell you how much I wish he wasn't even in her life at all.

"Na mate Na, I need to get her a gift for our one year anniversary next week" I remembered that Bella hated receiving gifts but she loved seeing the faces of the people she cared about upset, so she sucked it up.

"You have known Bella for like 18 months; you have been dating for 12 how do you not know that she hates gifts?" I was really angry for some reason and I knew I had to calm do so I went to find Bella.

*knock knock knock* Bella answered her bedroom door, with her beautiful smile.

"Hey Bell, can I talk to you for a minute?" she looked a little sceptical but agreed anyway.

"Sure Edward you know you can talk to me anytime"

"It's about Jacob" her face dropped.

"I know what you're going to say I have heard it all before, I just don't understand how you cant be happy for me, I mean I was happy for you when you decided to go out with that slut Jessica I mean although she was trash I just supported you, I mean that's what friends do right? And plus we are more than friends were family ok?" the thought of her being jealous of Jessica made me want to smile, but that wasn't why I wanted to talk to her.

"Bella that's not why I'm here, Jacob is-" I was cut off by my pixie twin Alice.

"Bella, Edward why is Jacob down stairs smashing up the kitchen" we looked at each other and ran down stairs.

"Jake! What are you doing?!" I had never heard Bella shout like this before.

"It's all his fault!" Jake pointed at me, so many emotions flying across his face. "why can't you just be happy for us for once, get over it, she doesn't like you, she loves me and you need to deal with that, you're like a blood sucking leach that no one want around, you seriously need to find your of bitch" when he said that I had enough and I pounced on him, how dare he call Bella a bitch, who did he think he was.

"EDWARD, JACOB STOP NOW OR ELSE!" Bella made me snap out of it.

Jacob and I stood up with Emmett holding on to Jacob and Jasper holding me

"Jacob look what you have done to our house, our family, you need to understand, Edward is my best friend, he is my brother and my roommate, if you cant deal with that then you have to leave because if you are going to make me choose its going to be him every time, I'm sorry. So you can either get on civilly or you can not get on at all. The biggest thing is I don't know if you know how badly this makes me feel, but actually I can't, I'm sorr-" Bella ran upstairs crying, I had never seen her like this and the worst thing about it all was I had caused it, Jasper let me go and all I could think about doing was running after her.

BPOV

Why did they make me feel like this? My mom always told me, if a guy makes you cry you don't take him back.

"Bella, its Edward can I come in please" his soft voice was tinged with pain, sorrow and apology.

"Edward, you don't even realise do you?" Edward came in and the look on his face made me want to bawl and just have a breakdown there.

"Please can I sit down?" I nodded and he came and sat next to me on my bed "Bella, I don't expect you to ever forgive me but I could start by apologising." Edward seemed nervous and I wanted nothing more than to be extremely pissed off with him but I couldn't.

"Do you know what Edward? I'm the one who should be apologising it was my fault, you had been warning me about him for ages and I chose not to listen" Edward look totally confused which made me giggle. "the thing is Edward, oh this is harder than I thought it would be but I'm totally in love with you, the only reason I was dating Jake was I thought he would make you jealous, and I went for a guy who I thought I wouldn't like but I fell for him and I fell hard, I knew what Jake was like but I thought you would do something about it, and last year when you were dating Jessica and then Lauren I felt like something was missing and I realised there was an Edward shaped hole in my heart"