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Accidentally On Purpose
By zombiepandachan
Chapter 1
Ikuto's P.O.V.
"I can't" I said
"You will" said the man. I couldn't see his face. The room was too dark for me to see, even with my cat-like senses.
"I can't kill Amu, why should I?"
"Because, I'm giving you a privilege, to be there with her for the last minutes of her life"
"But…"
"But 'what' boy" He chided
"I..I love h-her..."
He burst out laughing
"There is no such thing as love, if something does not exist then how can you believe in it?" He said
"Just because something doesn't exist doesn't mean you can't believe in it" I threw back
"Do it"
"No" i kept a stern expression on my face, so the man couldn't see how scared I was; scared for Amu, the one and only love of my life.
"Fine then I will"
"NO" I was yelling now. I don't understand why she has to die, she hasn't done anything wrong. I only kill people like rapists or pedophiles or terrorists(A/N tourists XD)and people like that.
"Then you do it, you will be able to spend her last minutes with her"
"Kill me instead, don't hurt her" I was willing to do anything for her
"Pfft, kill our best person; Nah, and Ikuto, is this the first time that you've rejected a job?"
"Why do want to kill her anyway?"
"Because you love her, you idiot, if you kill her, you will be better at your job!"
His words formed a lump in my throat and echoed through out my head. 'Because you love her, you idiot...'
"Is that all you care about, this stupid company?"
"Of course not, I care about my multiple wives as well, maybe before you kill your pink haired girlfriend; I should steal something from her"
I thought for a minute, taking in what he had said. Then it clicked.
"NEVER, I WILL NEVER LET YOU DO THAT!"
"Maybe forcibly…"
"DON'T YOU DARE" I slammed my hands on the edge of the visible desk, rattling everything on it. Knocking a picture frame over and cracking the glass.
"Then do it"
"NO!"
"If you don't, I will kill your family and hers as well as Amu, plus you'll lose your job"
"Ju…don…you…nev…"I was speechless; I didn't know what to say. If I didn't kill Amu then they'd kill my family, her family and herself, plus I would have no job. On the track of that he'd probably make sure that I'd never get a job ever again.
"YOU WILL KILL HER"
"NO"
"Fine I'll make you a deal, I will allow you to kill her painlessly, but in return I'll halve your pay for this job"
I said nothing.
"I will take that as a yes. You will do it"
I kept my retort to that to myself.
"You have twenty four hours plus you should have the necessary tools to assist you"
"…"
"Leave" he flicked his hand in the light ushering me away.
X-x-X
Amu's P.O.V.
*ding dong*
'Whatever, if I leave it they'll think no-one's home' I thought
*ding dong, ding dong*
'How dare they interrupt me in the middle of my fave' TV show'
"KEITA…*ding dong*… BAKA, BAKA, BAKA, HENTAI…*ding dong*…DAI JAEN!"
'Grrr, persistence thy name is doorbell'
"Amu, I know you're home" I heard a husky voice say through my apartments front door
"I-Ik-Ikuto...is that you, Ikuto?" I said, loud enough for the person on the other side of the door to hear. I smirked 'My job has begun...'
"Yeah, it's me"
I ditched the couch, just as the show finished and the ending song came on. I ran to the door and opened it to see the man that I had 'missed' seeing for three years while he was overseas playing his violin.
"Yo"
Ikuto's P.O.V.
*SLAP*
"What was that for?" I asked raising my voice. I was really confused now.
"You show up at my door" She answered "After three years of no communication what so ever and you say 'yo', what about 'I missed you' or something like that"
'Ok, probably deserved that' my conscience, named Yoru, said.
"I'm sorry and I missed you…is that better" I said. She seemed to think about it before replying and smiling at me, oh how I missed that smile of hers.
"Hmm…okay" before jumping and straddling my waist and snogging me.
'Wanna take this inside?" I asked after about five minutes of snogging in her doorway, smirking (of course)
Shut up you pervert" she said, playfully
"Aww, Amu that hurt" I chided
"Shut up and snog me" She said and I crashed my lips onto hers.
-Later-That-Night-
"Ikuto-koi, please stay, don't leave me here alone" she asked me after dinner that night
"I want to spend the night with my boyfriend, please Ikuto"
"Well, I got nothin' else better to do" I stated. She squealed in delight and then cleared the table.
"Should I go choose a movie for us to watch?" I asked
"Sure, as long as it's not a horror movie" she said
"Well I think I know a movie that we can watch. I bought it for you earlier today"
"Ooh can I see it?" I gave her the case from my backpack
"I love this movie, are you alright with it though?" she asked me.
"Personally I don't mind, as long as I'm watching it with you"
"You are so corny" she said, shaking her head "Go put it on" and she walked back to the sink.
From the kitchen to the lounge room I walked to find the two large couches and TV in the same places as they've always been. Or from when I last visited.
I put the disc into the player. And sat or more accurately, sank into the couch.
"Come on Amu, its starting"
She yelled a response from the kitchen about being a minute so I paused the movie and waited.
One minute.
Two.
It was now very quiet, too quiet in fact.
Three.
Four…or not.
Amu jumped over the back of the couch and tackled me, laughing. I now know why she was being so quiet. I felt really awkward because she hadn't gotten off me yet and she had her breasts resting on my head. I couldn't put how much I wanted to feel them in a scale of one to ten.
'Stop Ikuto' my conscience or Yoru, whatever he is or called, said 'if you do, she'll either except that you want that, or she'll kick you out, more likely reaction two'
'Shut up' I thought back
I finally decided to lift my hand and touch her. She flinched at my touch but then melted away and moaned. She scrambled into my lap and looked at me. Like in a movie, we lent in at the exact same moment and kissed. I think we both forgot about the movie that was playing. I think that I had played it accidentally when Amu had jumped on me, but we were too busy to notice. She lifted her hands and placed them around my neck, occasionally tugging at my hair. I put my hands around her waist, pulling her closer to me. Then she broke away for a breath. I kissed down her neck, venturing lower, but she stopped me.
"I'm sorry Ikuto; I'm not ready for that. Yet". I smiled, truly smiled not smirked, smiled at the beautiful 19 year old girl in front of me the and kissed her softly.
"It's okay, I can wait" I told her
"But Ikuto you are a 21-year-old guy who is probably dying right now, wanting to do it, but only holding back because… I don't know…" she was almost in tears.
"Amu" I held her face in my hands and stroked her right cheek. "It's Ok, I mean it" I told her repeatedly, hoping that she understood that I really, truly meant it.
"Come on, let watch the movie" I swung my legs up onto the couch so I was lying down and I pulled Amu to my chest from her sitting position so she was now lying down as well.
-Even-Later-That-Night-
I reckon I dosed off around halfway in the middle of the movie. Amu fell asleep a little bit before me
But all I know is that someone was in the apartment with us.
X-x-X
Amu's P.O.V.
I woke up on the couch with Ikuto hugging me. Wait, Ikuto? He stayed! Im really happy now. It means my pay will be awesome!. I squinted my eyes at the bright sunlight coming through the cream coloured curtains and assumed that it was about 10am. Crap. I have work this morning. I tried moving but that made Ikuto tighten his arms around my waist .Ow. Can't breathe. I twisted so I was facing him and stared at him. He looked so cute asleep. I ran my fingers up and down his cheek, telling him that I was awake.
"Ikuto-o"
I got no response from the sleeping boy
"Ikuto-o-o"
Still no response. I lifted my head to his ear and yelled
"IKUTO"
"You know, it's perverted to watch someone sleep"
"Shut up, you used to, before you went away and I need to go to work today"
"Skip work and stay here with me"
"No, can I get up?"
"No"
"Fine, if I don't go to work, can I get up? I need a shower"
"You know, you drive a really hard bargain, Amu dear"
He released me slowly. I jumped out of his arms and ran to the bathroom. I stuck my tongue out at him before closing the door and locking it.
x-X-x
I walked over to the mirror and reached for my head, pulling off the pink wig, revealing curly red hair, then to my eyes, taking out honey yellow contacts to see bright-but-not-too-bright green ones
"Hello Saaya"
Ikuto's P.O.V.
She stuck her tongue out at me before closing the door and locking it. Bummer. Oh well, that means I can't do anything perverted
'Again, if you do that she might throw you out'
'Shut up conscience' I thought
'Might as well go make breakfast then' Finally a sensible comment.
'Ok'
I walked into the kitchen and looked in the fridge. Wow. Quite full. Nothing smelt off or bad. I smirked. Low fat milk of course. I decided to make pancakes for our breakfast, since she cooked dinner last night. I took the eggs and milk out the fridge and went searching for the flour.
*Thump… thump*
The footsteps were so silent, I almost didn't hear them, but they were there. I could still hear the shower, so it wasn't Amu. I walked to the pantry. Wow. Also full, like she's only just moved in or something.
*Thump… thump*
I could almost hear him smirking behind me. I'd bet all the money in the world that I knew who it was.
"Hello Ikuto"
"Tadase, how nice to see you, come to kill my girlfriend have you?"
"Why do you think that?"
"One, you didn't knock, two, you're wearing all black, three, that beanie doesn't suit you and four, I know that the last time we met you said that if Amu chose me over you and that you'd kill her if you couldn't have her."
Shit, there went the water tap, meaning Amu is out the shower.
"I think you should leave Tadase"
"Why should I, I'm here on a job"
"I doubt it"
"Yeah, you're right, I just want my revenge"
"So you're gonna kill Amu"
"Yeah, like you said yourself, Ikuto, I'm gonna kill her 'coz you have her"
I slapped my forehead. Why didn't I kill him when I had the chance?
"Ikuto, what do you want for break-" Amu stopped in the doorway of the kitchen when she saw Tadase in the room.
"You" she said it calmly but with a hint of poison in her voice
"Leave my apartment, NOW" her voice now completely poisoned
"Amu, you know that you love me more than him"
"No, I love Ikuto" I smiled, but quickly snapped back to the current situation
"Fine be that way" He reached for his pocket and pulled out a dagger.
My eyes widened with fear
x-X-x
Saaya's P.O.V.
The dagger looked old with its wooden handle darkening with age. He lifted his hand to throw it at me. Ikuto was behind him with what looked like the start of breakfast. Wait, why am I thinking about that now? My stomach grumbled. Oh, that's why. Anyway I stared at Tadase, telepathically telling him to stop but I know that that's never going to work. I looked to Ikuto. He looked deep in thought, like someone would be if they are doing really hard maths, which is probably really easy for him. He'd told me that he'd breezed through school, almost topping every class except biology, which he averaged, and music and sport, which he topped. He furrowed his brow eventually looking at Tadase who was slowly approaching me, dagger in hand. He took one last look at the ceiling before diving forward and knocking Tadase out of the way.
"IKUTOO!" I yelled. I had lost sight of the dagger by then. Then something hit my stomach. I staggered for a minute trying to find my balance again from the knock. Then I moved my hand to my stomach. It was warm. And wet. I looked down to find my hand red and the hilt of the dagger sticking out my stomach.
Then everything went black.
I didn't even feel the floor.
X-x-X
Ikuto's P.O.V.
I jumped onto Tadase, knocking him to the floor.
"IKUTOO!" I heard Amu yell.
I tried looking for the dagger in his hands but it wasn't there. We fell to the floor Tadase hitting his head on the tiled floor must've knocked him out on impact. I stood and looked at Amu. She was wobbling around like something hit her. She then moved her hand to her stomach. My eyes followed her hand. I saw the dagger's hilt. No. no. no. no. no. no. no. This can't be happening. Tadase must've thrown the dagger when I knocked him over.
Shit.
Amu wobbled again and fell forward. I rushed forward and caught her, like I always do when she falls over, but trying to avoid touching her stomach. I then picked her up bridal style and walked into the lounge room and placed her gently down on the couch. What now…call the Ambulance. Phone. Where's my phone? I checked my pockets. Not there. I looked around the room. There, on the coffee table. I twisted around and reached down for it. Then it went off playing my ringtone of my favourite song. The ID caller said that it was my sister, and Amu's best friend, Utau. Geez. What does she want?
"Hello?"
"Ikuto, hey, it's Utau, your sister. Remember me? You haven't called me in like. Ever. Anyway I was wondering if you know where Amu is because she's not answering her phone."
"How many times did you try calling her?" What the fuck am I thinking? I should be thinking about Amu, not Utau calling Amu.
"Twice today, and about four yesterday" Amu groaned in her state of drifting between conciseness and sleep. I need help. Urgently.
"Ok, if you want to talk to Amu, come to her house now and help her"
"Why, are you there too?"
"Umm, yeah"
"Ok Ikuto, what happened?"
"Why do you jump to conclusions like that?"
"When did you do it?"
"Utau, I was only here last night, and we didn't do it, so she's not pregnant"
"What happened then?"
"Tadase threw a fucking knife at her, and she fainted"
"Shit, how long ago, doesn't matter, I'll be there in a second, wake her up and keep her awake, don't let her sleep, bye" and she hung up before I could say goodbye
"Bye" I said to the beeping noise telling me that Utau had hung up. Amu groaned again
"Ik-Ikuto?" she said groggily
"Yeah, I'm here" I fell to my knees and grasped one of her hands with both of mine
"It-it's cold" she said
"You'll be alright, I promise, I'll do anything to help you, I swear, I'll do anything, just leave me, you can't, I don't care that I was sent to kill you, I could never do that, ever, I-"
"I love you"
I stopped, with my excuses and looked at her, deep into her large honey eyes
"I love you too"
She winced in pain which made me jump. I felt something wet slide down my cheek. What's that? Am I crying? That's never happened to me before. She used her other hand to brush my cheek with her hand
"Don't cry, please" she started to close her eyes.
"Don't fall asleep, you can't" I said
*BANG BANG BANG*
"That'll be Utau" I told Amu, then I thought 'where's the ambulance?'
"IKUTO LET ME IN!" Utau yelled through the door, continually banging it.
"IKUTO!"
"Ok Utau, I'm coming!" I moved to get up but Amu grabbed my wrist
"Wait…don't bother the doors' open" she said, letting herself in.
"AMU!" she ran to her best friend, knocking me out of the way
"Shit, Ikuto what happened?"
I explained what happened to her, without much detail but enough for her to feel how much I cared for Amu. Utau then raced into the kitchen to see Tadase still on the floor. I tried following but Amu tightened her grip on my hand so I couldn't go.
X-x-X
Utau's P.O.V.
I half ran into the kitchen of Amu's apartment, wanting to see her best friend's ex hurt badly or better yet, dead. In the lounge I could hear Amu and Ikuto whispering quietly but I wasn't able to hear what they were saying.
"Oii Ikuto, did you call the ambulance?" I asked
"Yeah" he answered.
"Ok I'm gonna wait outside for them, and I'll try calling again as well"
"Hmm…" he is so nice, caring for Amu like that. He even ignored me for her.
I walked out the door with my phone in hand, to call the ambulance again, then im gonna have'ta deal with Tadase…
x-X-x
Wait a second, what's this?
A text message came up in my phone.
From Amu
TO:SingaGirl16
FROM: AmuletBrokenSoul15
hey Utau, hav U had any contact with yur brother lately, coz i stil mis him
just telin U that i've gone home 2 see my parents
b bak in a week or so
lots'o'luv
Amu
What the hell is going on.
"Iku-" I felt a strong hand over my mouth.
Shit.
Tadase's P.O.V.
Am… am I dead...
Did I kill Amu, if she's dead I can go to heaven with her… yeah… that'll be good… or did I miss and kill Ikuto?... Shit if I did that he'd kill me every day for even thinking about Amu. Uuggh, my head hurts. I heard someone at the door of the kitchen.
'Stay still Tadase' my conscience commanded me. Unlike some people I listen to my conscience
"Oii Ikuto, did you call the ambulance?"
I heard somebody say, it sounds like Utau; she must've come to see Amu. After I heard her walk out of the room I attempted to get up, and succeeded. I searched around the kitchen for something to help me with my last problem.
A knife.
x-X-x
Ikuto's P.O.V.
I was sitting by Amu on the floor when Utau left holding Amu's hand. We shared few words, but most were 'I love yous' and small phrases like that. She knew she was dying, and we both knew that I couldn't do anything to help her.
"Ikuto"
I had my eyes closed, trying to believe that this wasn't real, that Amu wasn't dying, that I never met that horrible man who gave me this stupid job, that I was in her place, me dying instead of her. She could live without me, I wasn't good for her, I'd just hurt her every time I left. She doesn't deserve me, she deserves someone better.
"I want to take the dagger out, it'll stop the pain"
She moved her hand to do so but could never be able to bare that, she couldn't die, I don't know how many times that small phrase repeated in my head 'she can't die'
"Ikuto, please let me, you know that I'll always be watching over you"
"No"
I gripped her left hand tightly with both my hands, shaking my head. She moaned in pain once after about a minute, and I realised my mistake. By gripping one of her hands with both of mine she could still use her other to remove the dagger.
"I love you Ikuto, so so much, my hunk of man…ho ho ho..."
Just before I lost her, I kissed her soft, pink lips one last time
'She's gone…' I could barely bring myself to think those words, let alone say them. For the second time in my life that I could remember, I cried.
'Now what?' My conscience finally spoke after about two minutes.
"Time to check if Amu's murderer is ready to die himself" I realised that I said that out loud as I wiped the last of my tears away.
X-x-X
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