A/N- This is my first FanFiction. Please read with an open mind. There will be an additional a/n at the bottom!
We got a new fucking nurse. Nurse Evelyn decided to retire or some shit. Good for her though she deserves it. Hey, dont you fucking dare question my badassness! She took care of me and Sarah when the asshat of a sperm donor left. Ma was crazy(crazier) than normal, and Evelyn helped man. She's gone and that means I cant sleep in her office anymore. But you know that new nurse was smokin'.Maybe she'll want to take a ride on the Puckerone. No! Be cool Puck. No more Cougars. For Beth. And of course not because the last cougar I banged made me maybe fall in love and then broke my heart. Nope. I dont do "love." I'll bust your face if you say otherwise!
Theres no chance in Hell I'll be going to math class. Ben Israel has been going to that class for me since freshman year. I have a badass 92 and the teacher is too fucking stupid to notice.
So Im sleeping when I hear the piano. That piano man spends way too much time alone. Doesn't Brad have a life? Then I hear someone sob. And Brad might be a pussy piano player, but it was way too damn girly to be him. I didnt want whoever was up there to know I was there, so I ducked and climbed down the stairs to the stage. I was gonna give this person so much shit. Being all emo in the autorium. So lame.
Remember back in 7th grade
Endless games of truth or dare
Double dates in shay's arcade
I close my eyes I'm there.
I think my mother took this picture
Back when we were all just friends
Memories that fade and flicker
Burn again when I pretend.
It's Berry. I've never heard her sound like this. So scared. Its probably about that Nada school. Who would want to go to some school about zero? But B is obsessed with it. She stops playing the piano and presses "Play" on her iPod. She stands center stage with her ugly singing/crying face.
Life is short and life is strange
Troubled now and troubled past
Times have changed they rearanged
And little girls grow up so fast
She puts her hand on her stomach. Probably to help her breathing or something she's always going on about. She is crying hard now. She always makes me wonder how someone can cry this much and still be the best singer ever.
Feel it how it grows inside me
Wait... What the fuck?
Swirling ball of anguished cries
Haunted, daunted, so unwanted
Feel its anger in me rise.
Dream a dream and end another
Life is there to interrupt
Someone out there call me "mother"
Look at me dads I'm all grown up.
All her life she script and saved
And now of course it comes to this
If only Ivy had behaved
Or ever stopped at just a kiss.
I'm so fucking confused. Rach never even let me touch her boobs.
It hits me paralyzing shutter
Face the music take a bow
Just another unwed mother
One more sad statistic now
She goes into the chours again. I feel fucking numb. Part of me is praying this is just some dumb singing and acting excercize. But I know she isnt this good of an actress. Hudson knocked her up. well I hope it was Hudson. I've seen this look though. It looks like someone punched her puppy. Actually, she looks like she just found out she was pregnant at 18. My feet start moving but I am still crouching. Im at the edge of the stage but I know she cant see me. Im sure she wouldnt even be able to see fireworks.
Little lies and big decisiions
Who to tell and where to go
Follow someone elses vision
or trust my own 'cause I dont know
Am I supposed to love this child
Is it just that simple then
Tell me how this change will happen
Tell me how and tell me when
Tell me how and tell me when!
Dream a dream and end another
Life is there to interrupt
Someone out there call my mother
Look at me I'm all grown up!
Rachel just drops to the floor. Her knees will probably be bruised. Although I don't think she will care much. I'd never admit this to anybody, but I might have some manly as hell tears in my eyes. Fuck you, she's my friend!
Story ends in total damage
Its an unforgiving world
17, how will I manage
How can I?
I'm just a girl.
She is crying uncontrolably. Shaking. I clear my throat a few times while drying my eyes. She eventually notices me and quickly jumps to her feet. She wipes her eyes with her sweater, like she is trying to hide them.
"Noah, what are you doing in here? Shouldn't you be in class? I understand how out fellow students have cases of so called 'senioritis,' but you have been doing so well with going to classes. You wouldnt want to tarnish your record again, would you? You're 18, so it wont go on your juvin-" I crush her into my arms. She was rambling which she alwalys does when she is anxious.
Berry freezes for like half a second until she wraps her arms around me in a death grip. She is crying into my shoulder when the bell rings. Neither of us move. Its just glee and Schue is probably too worried about his wedding or kissing Blaine's ass. I remember when he used to do that to Finn and Rachel.
"Babe," I dont even recognise my own fucking voice. Damn I'm a pussy. She looks up at me and my heart breaks. Her big brown eyess are soaked and super fucking red. I wipe herr tears with my thumbs and kiss the top of her head. "Rachel, Do you know for sure? I mean are you really...? " I couldnt even say it aloud. Her eyes instantly fill with tears.
"Um, I havent taken a test or anything yet, but I forgot all about my... you know." I nodded at her. Even in this situation. Even in this situation, she refused to talk about raggin' it. "But I was looking at my kitten relationship calender, and noticed I'm three weeks late. Were always so careful, Noah. I'm on birth control, and we always use a condom whenever we perform in intercourse. What about Broadway? I just messed up my NYADA audition. My life is over!" She starts crying into my shoulder again. Glad she is done talking though, 'cause I cant handle hearing about her and Finn.
"Honey, just stop it. It will be okay." See? Pussy. "First you and me are heading to the 'Sev'. Im gonna buy us some grape slushies, some dip, and a test for you. Im gonna be there for you, babe." She nods at me and it seems like the tears have stopped. " Plus there's and upside to this. If its positive, at least there wont be a baby gate situation again. Its not mine!" I smirk at her and she seems to agree.
"Very true. At least I'm not some loose teen like Quinn. Finn is the love of my life. Hell if Quinn didnt get into her car accident I would have married him! You know, I really love him. Maybe this wont be so bad. No. Wait! I'm not married, I'm not 25! I dont even have my Tony! Noah! Get off your ass, we need to go! Now!"
Any other day, her swearing would have made me half hard. But with that bat shit look on her face, I decided not to question anything she says.
A/N 2.
I had a dream about this a few months ago. I just decided I had to write it. It is cannon up until "Dance with Somebody." Parts of the next few chapters might be included. A warning, although I do enjoy me some Finchel, this will bash Finn a tad. Alright, thats it! Please read and review! Thank you!