Can I just disappear into the darkness?
Walk away and not return,
not tell anyone where i'm going,
Or who i'm with?

Can I lose myself in this place,
This maze that i'm in,
A maze of emotions,
Turbulent and uncontrollable.

Strong, vibrant emotions,
fighting for dominace,
To take control,
Of my very being.

But...

Love.
Love is the winner,
It dominates my thoughts,
My every action.

You are in my head,
All the time,
When I am waking,
And when I am sleeping,

I dream of being with you,
Just us,
Alone,
Under the moon.

And the bright stars,
Pin-pricks in the night sky,
Their beauty pale,
In comparison to yours,

Your ethereal, dream-like beauty,
So perfect I believe I have imagined it,
But I did not,
For you are as real as this poem.

But you live,
In a different reality to me,
Where I cannot be with you,

My eyes only see colour when I am with you,
Without you I see only pale greys and blacks,
You light up my sky,
With your radience.

I write this,
And I hope you see this one day,
So you can see,
What I feel.