How many times has she turned back the clock? How many times has she pushed back against the currents of time all by herself? All for her friends. She kept going on and on. Through all the hardship. Through all the pain. Her body destroyed countless times.
All she received in return was pain.
Every time she tried to help Sayaka all she received from her was suspicion and heart ache.
Every time she tried to help Mami she was chased away and all she received was loneliness.
Every time she tried to get Madoka to litsen to her she did not litsen no matter what she did, and in the end she swam against the rivers of time with a broken heart. To try all over again.
She lost count of the amount of times she has restarted.
Even the strongest metal on Earth has a breaking point. And she has reached hers. Her heart couldn't take it anymore.
She was so tired. Tired of everything... So she turns back the clock again. And this time she was not going to warn madoka. She was not going to try and stop Sayaka Mikis witching out.
She was too tired to care anymore. No she was going to rest.
As she woke up to the ever familiar sterilised white ceiling. She turned around and went back to sleep. This time she would not be a magical girl.
She would be an ordinary high school girl. She would go to the bar and have a badly needed drink. She would sing karaoke. She would go to restaurants and eat a shit ton of food with kyouko who seemed to be the only one who didn't cause her pain...She would find herself a boyfriend, get married, have kids and grow old together. Wait she was probably older than any human alive at this point...what ever...
Yes she was going to be live the life of an ordinary high school girl from now on... No more heart ache and fighting for her life.
The amount of gold, money and grief seeds she had within her would be more than enough for several lifetimes.
She Had nuclear missiles, ICBMs and experimental weapons. Which she piflered from the US and Japan the previous timelines after her failure.
But she can't use them because it would spark a war since walpurgis-bitch doesn't have a barrier like other witches do. If she does use any of them in the open the results would be...not nice...Other witches however would not be a problem.
A nuke...a an ICBM or any of the Experimental weapons within her posession can most likely incinerate any which in an instant.
She let out a tired sigh as she escaped into the world of dreams her mind finally getting proper sleep for the first time in what seemed to be forever...