Hi there this is my very first fanfic ever so please be kind i promise to update regularly and please feel free to give me constructive criticism when required.Please let me know what you think good or bad pretty please.

Ive rated this fic as T as it may contain some minor adult themes.

And just to let everyone know I in no way shape or form own anything to do with Lois and Clark the new adventures of superman or the Superman franchise ...

She awoke to the smell of bacon frying a familiar smell now here on the farm, she never in a million years thought that she Lois Lane would find it so terribly easy to conform to a small town Smallville life.

In some ways she didn't have a choice but deep down she knew she was where she had always wanted to be, granted maybe in another time and place this could have been a totally different more comforting scenario.

She cast her mind back almost four years had passed now since the night her beloved Clark, her rock had left her to venture to New Krypton, Oh how she missed him, how she longed to feel him touch her like no other man could again, if only for just a second.

That's why she had found it so easy to come to the farm, to Smallville to be as close to him as she possibly could be.

By living with his parents she felt the bond still connecting them and she knew that Jonathan and Martha felt exactly the same as she did.

They had taken her in as a daughter when she had needed them most and would never forget it. Even if she wasn't officially their daughter they all knew this wasn't the case, in all their hearts including Clarks she was his wife and he her husband the way it surely would have been if fate hadn't torn them apart.

She knew someone would come into her room shortly to rouse her from sleep she just wanted to lie there a little longer in Clarks room, dream about him, maybe recall again their last night together it made her feel so many emotions sad, happy, content, fulfilled god she missed him. She wondered if she might see him again " Stop it Lois don't do it to yourself" the voice inside her head told her no matter what happens you and Clark will never stop loving or missing each other but right now there are other things to think about.

Just as she was about to let her mind wander off again to think about him she heard tiny bare feet running into her room "Mommy Mommy get up its breakfast time".

"Good morning sunshine how are you this morning did you sleep well".

"Yes mommy I dreamt about flying again mommy I wish I could really fly not just in my dreams" "I know Clark sweetheart".

She looked over at her son with such loving eyes, these dreams where happening more and more often now and she wasn't sure how to handle them, without Clarks support and answers how was she even supposed to start asking the questions.

"Mommy I'm hungry" "Okay honey lets go downstairs and see what grandma and grandpa have whipped up for us" with this Clark junior had sped off down to the kitchen to see his grandparents.

Lois stopped herself for a second wanting to go back to her daydream recalling again her last night with Clark. It was also the first night for the two of them it was the first and last time they finally gave in waiting and gave themselves to each other.

What a night it had been Lois had never experienced such love and raw desire ever in her life she had had other lovers before but this, this was something else it was a magical all satisfying time that neither of them would ever forget.

For Lois she was given a gift that night which she only wished Clark could be a part of, she knew if he knew if he knew of his sons existence he would surely be devastated to have missed out on so many special moments.

What was done was done and her love was working for a cause he believed in and she respected that and him.