fifteen year old L Lawliet lay in his bed waiting for the phone to ring, he that Beyond was supposed to call him back, L started to get worried when an hour had passed, it was very usual for B to take that long, L picked up the phone and dialed B's number, "hello?" a strange man answered, L got worried,

"Where is Beyond?" the man took a long sigh and said,

"sir, I'm sorry to say this but Beyond Birthday died in a car crash",

L dropped the phone and started crying. he picked up the phone,

"well, do you know where he was going?" L said with in a saddened tone,

the man took a few minutes to answer, "well, we believe he was trying to go to 's house, due to the fact that his GPS was set to that location......"

L dropped to his knee's, "why? how? I- I don't get it, why did this happen? how? I- I don't get it, why couldn't it of been me instead, why?" L put the phone back up to his ear,

"are you still there?" the doctor took in a deep breath and sighed,

"yes, I am still here, but may I ask who I am speaking to."

I am L, L Lawliet, I was Beyond's lover."

the doctor was silent for a moment, "sir, we need you to come in so that you can confirm that this is the body of Beyond Birthday."

L felt a sudden pain in his chest, he thought his heart was going to explode, "I will be there in two hours..." L said hanging up the phone.

L curled up in a ball and started crying, he could not take the pain of holding it in any longer,

"Why did this happen? i don't get it, why did he have to die, he promised me he would be with me forever!"

L closed his eyes and started thinking of all the time he and B had spent together, he started imaging all the things that they had done together,

he thought the words that the preacher said that day, "Till death do you part."

L sank down even lower,

"Why did he always do stupid things for me?" L felt the tears stop, he wanted to cry, but the tears just would not come out, he could feel his heart, feel the pain,

L's thoughts started up again, the engine in his head that they so called his brain, the thoughts rushing through it, they hurt him, causing him to clench his chest, laying on his side, he felt 'a' tear stroll down his cheek.

Why can there be more? Why cant I cry? Why must I be heartless? Why? Why? Why? Is this a joke? Is he playing a game? Is he trying to cause me pain? This cant be a joke, no, he wouldn't do something like that!! Would he? Is he trying to think like A? its not funny if he is,

L got up and went to the door, taking his keys off the rack that was placed next to the door. Taking in a deep breath L opened the door and walked out, forgetting to lock the door he headed for his car.

Shaking, L opened his door and got in the car, L drives a blood red Audi GT3 with pink cherries painted down the sides of it, L started up the car, and revved the engine, then he pulled out of the parking spot he had, and drove towards the hospital. With his emergency blinkers on, he was going ninety-nine miles an hour, trying to get there as fast as he could, drove down the highway until he seen his exit, L didnt want to do this, but he had to.

he pulled off and pulled into the Belmount hospital.

Parking his car in the front of the hospital (which is illegal) he got out of his car and ran to the front desk. Gasping for air, he said, "Where's…., the…. Morgue…..?" the nurse pointed and said, "room 1313, down below the basement." and L took off running.

ok guys, comment if you want, i will write the second chapter later!!!