This was my take on what Nina felt like when she first arrived. I'm...kinda going through the same thing. It sucks. I went through it last year, too. Anyway, here's "Breakaway":

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

I felt like an outsider. I grew up in a small town, and I knew everyone and everyone knew me. I had mean girls at my school, yeah, but none of them were this bad.

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

Patricia just didn't understand me. She hasn't gotten a chance to really understand me. I didn't know why she hated me. What did I do wrong? I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. Things happen! And not all of them are good.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

I just wish I could go home, just get away from everything: my parents death, a new school, no friends, lonliness. I need to take a chance. God, Nina! Just kiss a boy, laugh out loud, go to your happy place. I just need to get away for a while. I need to breakaway.

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway

I wish I could just go home. Then I could go to the beach, have fun for once. Live my life. My parents died when I was 5. Now I'm 15, and I still miss them like crazy. I wish they were still here, so I could be with them.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

I wish I could spread my wings and learn how to fly. I wish I could touch the sky. I wish that I had one friend. "Everything will get better in time," Gran said. She just didn't understand.

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I want to get out into the sun, out from under this dark cloud. I won't forget my parents, or my gran, or my twin brother, Eddie, who was taken away when we were young because he had anger issues. I need to get over this, all of it, move on. Not forget it, just push it away for a while.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

I just need to get away from everything. Fabian is being really sweet, maybe he'll be my best friend. Maybe not. I hope he stays like this, it'll be nice just having one friend. For now, at least.

I really needed to get this out. My life really sucks right now. You don't want to know, trust me. Review please?