Lonely Day
Disclaimer: This is my first attempt at fan fiction. I own nothing. It belongs to George Lucas. I'm just borrowing characters. The lyrics to the song is by System of a Down. I am not in this for profit. Please don't flame.
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most lonliest day of my life
He's gone. He left me so very alone. My friend, my mentor, my master. All I feel is grief. Who am I to turn to now? I must fufill his dying wish is to train the boy. How am I to train Anakin?
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
This is a day I can't stand
No words can comfort me now. It hurts too much. This wasn't supposed to happen. I want him here, he promised to see me knighted. He promised me so much. But now he is gone.
The most lonliest day of my life
The most lonliest day of my life
I want to see him again. To hear his voice, to look up and see those blue eyes. He was full of kindness and compassion. Now I won't see him anymore. I have no desire to go to his funeral.
Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
A day I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most lonliest day of my life
I am angry. A Jedi should not feel these feelings, but how can I help it. I can't help the pain. Nobody can help me. How can they understand what I am feeling? Council has provided no help for my grief. They don't know what this feels like. They don't understand.
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
I do not want to train Anakin. I'm not ready to. He is dangerous, too old to be trained. I promised you I would train him, I promised. I promised you, how can I break it?