Hey there my fellow fanfiction readers! This is a songfic I'd like to call, "I Never Told You" by Colbie Callait (I've been using her songs a lot, huh?)
This took place after Sam and Freddie broke up in iLove You. I hope you enjoy it, And you can listen to the song while reading this songifc, but I'm pretty the song would end before you even finish this one. Yeah, just go to a repeater website to listen to it over and over again. :DD
Disclaimer: I don't own the song OR the show iCarly, so stop staring at me.
Freddie's P.O.V.
(A/N Oh, and pretend Freddie and Sam DIDN'T say "I love you" to one another. Just trust me.)
Weeks had passed since Sam and I's break up. It was a confession for our love, but, we never did confess. I was scared, she was scared, we were scared if one loved another, but that other one didn't love them back.
I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
I miss Sam's blue eyes staring into my brown eyes every time she kisses me at night, after crawling into bed with me. I miss her in my arms.
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe
We'd kiss again in bed, and I would feel her smiling against my lips. We'd breathe each other's breaths, as we continue kissing passionately under the covers.
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
I didn't even say a simple "I love you" to her. I was scared she wouldn't say it back, so I held it inside me, until I was sure my love for her would soon fade away. But it never did.
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
Then we broke up. We broke up and she never knew I loved her. We broke up and I still miss her, her love, my love to her. After all the things we've been through together, we put it to waste by breaking up, and I still miss everything about her, even when she's not around to look at.
I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
When I see her blue eyes, I close mine, because she makes it hard for me to see. The fierce glow in them makes it hard for me to see… to look away from her gaze; it's too beautiful.
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
I belonged to her, but soon we drifted away. When I'm not around her, it's like I'm not me. Myself isn't myself because she's not here.
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
I never told her I loved her. I never did, and now, I lost my chance to tell her. I'm such a coward. Such… a… coward…
But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
I should have told her I loved her. But I didn't I kept it inside me, not telling her, hearing her say it was midnight already. I had a sudden urge to grab her and hold her there, telling her, screaming at her, saying I love you, but I couldn't. I was too scared.
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you
We broke up and I never got to say I love you. It's too late now. I couldn't say it now. I miss her. I miss everything about her. I still want her to be here, with me, in my arms, me whispering sweet nothings in her ear. I love her.
If only I could've told her that.
Very repetitive, I know. But, it's basically what the song is about: Not getting to say what you want to the person you want to talk to, and it being too late.
Well, thanks for reading!
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