Lose yourself
Chapter 1 Cry for help
Disclaimer: I dont own hikaru no go and this is not a song fic so :P and please read and reveiw.
PLEASE NO FLAMES ok .
Warning: yaoi, possible suiside and possible drinking problems.Eeeek no flames. no da
parings: aki/hika and slight way/isu. on da
Normal: No da.
Normal speech: "No da."
Thinking: No da
Yelling: "NO DA"
Whispering: 'no da'
Now to the story. no da
Hikaru was scared the sun was setting and he had no one to trun to for suport. His perents died in a horible
car acident and every one went to the funeral and every one told hime how sorry they were for his perents
death, but that every one didnt inculde one Akira Toya. Akira was the only person he really wanted to see at
the funeral. Now Hikaru walked down a street lit with dull red lights an his atire was one of those of some
one in deep depression, a black polo shirt, black pants, black eye liner around his eyes and lips and no smile.
After the funeral no one had seem or heard from him, he walked in to one of the clubs that lined thestreet and
ordered a drink and lit a cigerette.
Akira stood outsideof Hikaru's apartmentand pounded on the door. He had missed the funeral because one
of his his tutoring sessions went on longer then it should haveand now he was convinced that Hikaru was
avoiding him. he pounded on the door again. "HIKARU, ARE YOU HOME. IF YOU ARE OPEN THE DOOR!"
there was no answer. After a couple more minutes of pounding and yelling he decided to give up and he made
his way down to the lobby and out to the street where he seen Waya and Isumi. Normaly he wouldn't talk to
Waya but he was concerned for Hikari. "Oi Isumi-san do you know where Shindo is?" Akira asked.
"Sorry no. No one has seen him since the funeral we guessed that he wanted to be alone so we didnt bother to
call." Isumi said slightly surprised
" We did see him walking to the red light distrect though." Waya added. Before any thing else was said Akira
was off, running to the red light district in search for Hikaru.
Akira was out of breath when he got there it was not that often that he ran from one place to another or that he
had to run for that mater. The street as i mentioned before was lined with clubs and bars so it was hard to tell
which one Hikaru went to. Going on a wim he decided to first cheak the green dragon. Akira walked through the
door and was imediately blinded by the bright lights of the dance floor he took a look around and imidiately found
the one he was looking for. He ran up to the blonde-banged boy and spun him around in his seat. "HIKARU
SHINDO, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?" Akira had o yell to make himself heard over the loud music.
"WHY DO YOU CARE. YOU DONT EVEN CARE THAT MY PERENTS ARE DEAD!" Hhikaru yelled back at him.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DONT CARE OF COURSE I .. " Akira was cut short by a slap in the face from Hikaru.
Akira lifted a hand to were he had been slapped and looked at Hikaru in surprise.
"YOU WHEREN'T AT THE FUNERAL. THE ONE PLACE I NEEDED YOU THE MOST AND NOW YOU COME
TO SEE ME AND SAY THAT YOU CARE NOW! A FUCKING WEEK AFTER THE FUCKING FACT THAT IT
HAPPENED. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF MY LOSE, WHERE WERE YOU
WHEN I DID THIS!" Hikaru lifted a band that covered his wrist to show where he had talken a raser and tried to
kill himself. "WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU!" trears were now streaming downthe sides of Hikaru's face as
he placed some money on the counter and ran out the door leaving a very shocked and confused Akira in the bar.
bum bum bum
A/N: Soooo what ya think this is only the beginning so dont fret. no da. It took some time for me to actualy right
this because i cept getting interuptted by my mom and brad and my brothe and supper and cooking and well
every thing. no da. the reason behind this story is because i am kinda depressed my self and the reason i chose
Hikaru to play this part is because i cant see akira do ing that kinda shit. no da. so please reveiw it is always nice
to hear from fans of hikaru no fo anf get flames from them. but please no flames thanks.