Careless Whispers

Chapter 1

His lips traced the confounds of her neck taking her higher into the heavens as she felt like a young goddess. She never knew that when she first met Damon Salvatore that the sex would be this amazing. It was actually more than amazing it was everything and she never wanted it to end.

Damon shoved Elena up onto his lap as his lips found hers in a search for human contact. She could never imagine needing more than this. If she had her way they would never leave this bed. His lips tasted like heaven and hell at the same time. She knew she shouldn't have been involved with him after all her family wildly disapproved of Damon, but she didn't care what they thought. They didn't know him like she did and they hadn't had him inside of them like she had multiple times sometimes in a day.

She giggled as he flipped them over so that he was on top of her. He leaned in closer so his lips could land on hers as she lifted her head up to met his lips. His energy flowed through hers as he pushed her further into the mattress. Their remaining clothes felt off as he positioned himself to enter her. She waited in anticipation as he shoved himself inside of her making her feel like she was the queen of his world.

His pace picked up as the sex got faster and more vigorous. Finally after what seemed like too little of a time he came inside of her as she gave him one last kiss before he rolled off of her. She was glad that her parents had a conference out of town this week or else she never would have had this experience.

She cuddled into him feeling his warmth thinking that she never wanted to stop living in this moment. Their life was perfect and she felt like nothing could ruin that. She had never been so wrong in her life.

Her stomach nodded as she squirmed out of his arms to rush to the bathroom. She had been doing this for a few weeks now and it was starting to concern her. Elena landed on her knees nearly missing the toilet as she threw up the contents of the lunch they had ate earlier. What the hell was wrong with her?

Like the gentlemen he was, Damon held her hair as she puked and when she was finished he handed her a piece of toilet paper to wipe her mouth on. After she was finished she flushed the toilet as Damon helped her up and carried her to her bed. He was so sweet to her like that. She had no clue what she had done to deserve him.

He lifted the covers over her as he looked down at her concerned just like he always did.

"We should really get you to the clinic or something. This has been going on for at least two to three weeks now and I'm starting to get worried."

Normally whenever Damon got too concerned she waved him off and said that if it got worse that she would go to the clinic, but she never really did, but now that she was truly concerned she decided that it was finally time to give in and go. She just hoped that whatever was wrong with her that it would all be okay. It had to be okay or else she didn't know what she would do.

Elena stared at the blank wall as she tried to process the news that the doctor had just given her. She couldn't believe that this was happening as Damon squeezed her hand to assure her that he was there, but she didn't want to believe this was real. She couldn't believe this was happening.

"No, I-I can't be pregnant." she said to the doctor in more of a whisper.

The doctor looked at her in dismay as she flipped back to Elena's test results.

"Well according to the test results you're eight weeks along. If you want to schedule an ultrasound we can do that next."

Before Elena could say anything Damon's voice came in

""We'll do that, thanks doctor."

"Congratulations." the doctor said leaving the two alone.

"This can't be happening." Elena said putting her head in her hands.

"Elena, I know that you're scared and I am too, hut you'll see soon that this baby will be a blessing."

"Whoa, what are you talking about. We're not keeping this baby, we can barely afford going to college at this point much less raise a child."

"What are you trying to say?"

"I'm saying that maybe we should consider our options here."

"You mean like an abortion? Elena you can't do that to us. You can't do that to this baby."

"We can't do this to a baby in the first place Damon. Maybe she really consider this choice."

"What about adoption than?"

"Would you really want to giver this baby up after getting attached to it for nine months Damon. I know you. You wouldn't."

"Well obviously you don't know me, because if you did you would know that I don't want to kill our child. I love you Elena and I know we can do this if you would at least try this with me. Please don't take this away from me."

Damon's hand stretched out to touch her stomach. His hand felt warm on her stomach as he gently rubbed it as if he really did want this. Elena pulled away suddenly leaving Damon dumbfounded and placed her arms over her stomach so he couldn't touch it again. She didn't want this to be real and neither did he, he was just in shock at this moment was all he would come around soon when he found out what a truly dumb idea this was. She couldn't raise a child when she was just barely one herself.

"Are you seriously choosing this baby over me? After everything we've been through I thought you would at least see my side of this thing."

"It's not about you anymore Elena. This baby is just as much my child as it is yours and if you get rid of it. If you kill our baby than I'll never forgive you. You'll just be the monster who killed our baby."

"Damon-"

She stepped closer to him, but he took a step to the door and touched the handle. They had had their fights before, but this one was by far the worst. She couldn't lose him because of this. She needed him more than she ever needed anything in her entire life.

"I love you Elena, but I can't watch you do this to our baby. If you chose to have an abortion than that's your choice not mine, but I can't just stand there and watch you do it. I'm done Elena."

"Damon!" Elena cried as he went out the door.

Her back hit the door as she slid down it. She couldn't believe this was happening. Her life was falling around all over her and at this moment she had no clue what she was going to do.