New Leaf

Info: Jeff Hardy has just began moving into a new home with his son Willow, in hopes of escaping his abusive alcoholic ex husband Aj. (Written in Jeff's point of view.)

I walk into our new house, telling myself that this is a good change; a new start. No one will ever hurt us again.

Willow unpacks his toys and belongings in his new bedroom. He turns to me as I bring in another box. "Are we safe now?" He asks in his little squeaky voice.

"Yes baby, we're safe."I assure him. His little eyes light up as he runs over and hugs me.

He looks up at me. "Are Aunt Julie and Uncle Shannon coming soon?"

"Yes, they'll be here shortly."

I go out to the living room and begin to unpack as I wait for their arrival. My stomach still feeling a bit upset from the stress. I walk over to the kitchen and take a Rolaids. My mind starts to wander. Could I be? No, there's no way. I haven't slept with Aj in months.

I sip my water slowly and return to the living room to unpack some more boxes before they arrive.

About half an hour later:

The doorbell rings. I walk to the door and look through the peep-hole nervously. "It's just us. It's okay Jeff." Julie says with a warm smile.

I open the door and let them inside. Julie walks inside and catches a glimpse of the bandage on my neck. "Jeff, do you need help changing that?"

I nod and sit down on the couch pointing out the first aid kit. Julie grabs the first aid kit and walks over, sitting next to me.

"I can't believe Aj would do this to me." I say as a tear slips down my cheek.

Julie wipes my face and smiles. "It's okay, you're safe now. That's all that matters Jeff."

I nod. I know she means well, but deep down I still love him. It just hurts that he'd do such a thing to me, in front of our son. I snap out of my thoughts and look up at her.

"What did Vince and Linda say about me missing work?" I ask.

Shannon smiles. "They said to take as much time off as you need to."

Willow comes running down the hall. "Uncle Shannon!" he shouts jumping into Shannon's arms. Shannon smiles pulling him close.

"Are you guys hungry?" he asks, already knowing his answer.

"Yeah!" Willow squeals.

Shannon smiles. "Go get ready and we'll go."

Willow jumps down and runs as fast as he can to his room.

I smile at Julie as a wave of nausea hits me. I pick up my water and sip it slowly praying for it to pass.

On the way to dinner, another wave of nausea hits me. I wind down the window for some fresh air. My stomach feels as if it's doing flips.

"Shannon, pull over." I blurt out.

Shannon pulls over and I barely get my door open as I throw up.

Julie gets out and goes to my side. She rubs my back. "Are you getting car sick?" she asks quietly.

I shrug as she helps me clean myself up. I trade her places and sit in the back seat. My mind races as I lean my head against the window and close my eyes. What is wrong with me? How can this be? Am I possibly…. No I can't be…. I can't be pregnant again…

Shannon looks back at me as I open my eyes. He sees the fear in my eyes.

"Are you okay Jeff?"

"I'm not sure…"

"Do you still want to eat out?"

"Yes."

After dinner, we return home. I start putting willow to bed. "Are you having a baby?" he asks me as I tuck him into his bed. "I don't know sweetie." I answer.

He smiles. "I hope you are. I want a little brother or sister."

I smile a little and kiss his head. "Goodnight baby."

"Do you want the door open or closed?" I ask as I walk to the doorway and turn out the light.

"Open a bit." He whispers.

I smile and pull the door so it's open a crack. I go to the living room and lock up before returning

to my room.