Double personality Chapter 1, a finder series fanfic

Summary:

"I see I have your full attention Asami Ryiuchi, let me tell you a little story. I don't know how much you know about your lover and his past. But what I'm about to tell you not even your amazing Kirishima could dig out, because not even Akihito knows."

Notes:

Please be advise that this story contain mature subject with mentions of past child abuse and attempt to sexual abuse of a child.

The italic writing is Akihito's double personalities talking.
Beta done by StarXNite. Thank you so much:)

Please enjoy and let me know what you think about.

Chapter 1

Asami laid in bed naked with a Dunhill hanging between his lips, one hand holding a tumbler with amber scotch and in the other a report. His mind wasn't on the paper he was reading; he was thinking of the blond boy, his little lover next room angry and probably calling him every name in the book.

The argument they had earlier was crossing Asami's mind and he was wondering why he reacted the way he did. Was it jealousy or what, he wasn't that mad since he had the full report from his guards. But the fact that today Akihito took someone out it rubbed him the wrong way.

The report stated that Akihito finished work early and he accompanied one of his female colleagues for lunch. He invited the young reporter to an upscale restaurant fully aware that the guards were watching his every move and reports to Asami.

Akihito looked at the guards that were beside his table and smirked. He grabbed the girl's hand and stroked it a couple of times pretending that he was interested in what she was babbling about. But he was still looking at his guards like he was saying 'go ahead report to Asami, I just want to make that bastard jealous'.

The guards read through Akihito's facade and they knew that Akihito was just playing, they were hoping and praying that their boss would see the same.

When Akihito came home Asami was already waiting for him and he asked Akihito what was that about and one thing lead to another and in no time they started to argue.

Heavy words and reproaches had been thrown from both of them and it escalated to a full scale fight. It ended with Akihito running to his room in tears calling Asami a heartless bastard after Asami said something to him that he didn't intended to say.

Now Asami was lying alone in his king size bed, contemplating to go to the boy's room and apologise and admitted that indeed he was jealous.

He didn't finish his thoughts when his bedroom door opened and a naked Akihito walked inside. The boy strode very confidently toward Asami's bed, unlike the usual shy and skittish boy that he was ,seeking him after the argument to kiss and make up or better say kiss, fuck and make up.

The boy climbed into bed and straddled Asami, he leaned over and from behind he pulled out a pair of handcuffs. He cuffed Asami's wrists above his head on the headboard and smirked. Asami thought that if this was the way his little kitten wanted to kiss and make up then so be it.

He liked the endearing Akihito and he rarely got the chance to see him like this.

"Akihito, did you forgive me? You know kitten I didn't mean what I said and you are more than that to me and yes I was jealous."

That was as close for Asami to saying I'm sorry and apologize. The boy didn't say anything, and Asami couldn't read his expression this time and it was strange because Aki's feelings were like an open book for Asami.

He leaned over once more and pulled Asami's gun from the night stand and straighten himself. He looked at the gun and put the safety on and emptied the bullet chamber on the bed. Asami felt relief that the gun was empty; he was worried that Akihito accidentally pulled the trigger and hurt himself or worse. Akihito didn't like guns and seeing him with the gun in hand was very strange but Asami wanted to see what the boy is up to.

"Oi Akihito wake up! You are sleep walking!" Asami thought that his boy was still sleeping. The boy smirk "I'm not sleeping" and he traced the gun on Asami chest.

Still straddling Asami and with the gun in hand the boy said. "Let me introduce myself" He made a pause, took a deep breath and continued"I'm Akira, Akihito's double personality. Pleasure to finally meet you Asami Ryuichi". This time for sure Asami thought that Akihito was sleep walking and talking.

"Oi kitten wake up and take these cuffs off and I will fuck you until you will mumble only my name." Asami tried to break the cuffs but they weren't the usual once that he could snap off easily, he will break them eventually but it will take some effort since these ones were the real McCoy. Where Akihito got Smith&Wesson handcuffs Asami was wondering.

The boy threw his head back and chuckled. "I told you I'm not sleeping and I'm not Akihito, your boy toy for you to fuck silly."

The boy looked at the gun and gave the nozzle a lick, slowly his tongue lapped around it giving a soft moan. Asami's cock was getting hard at the boy's display.

"Tsk tsk tsk" the boy say "You getting hard just watching me licking your gun, you want me to lick the other one to don't you? Akihito is right to call you a pervert."

The boy stopped licking and traced Asami's abdomen with the gun going down to his cock making it twitch. He parted his thighs and crooked his head and smirked like Asami did to him first time "What a view..." At this point Asami was getting a bit uncomfortable with the boy's actions.

The cold gun slid to his entrance and stopped, he could feel the saliva on the nozzle and he thought how ironic would it be if he got fucked with his own gun. That thought wasn't funny and he growled displeased. "I bet you've never been tease down here, hm?" said the boy and once again quoted Asami's lines from their first encounter.

The boy nudged the nozzle teasing the tight entrance but didn't push forward. Asami was holding his breath at this point and he sighed in relief when the boy pulled the gun from between his legs. "That will not do" and he threw the gun on the bed and pouted. He picked up the bullets and held them at eye level and smirked "Maybe this will do it." He leaned over Asami showing him a bullet and his intention.

"I know when you kidnapped Akihito and held him for three days, you shoved a roll of film in his ass. I want you to feel the same humiliation like he did. But you know what Asami Ryuichi I'm not going to do that, and you know why because Akihito will be sad and suffer if I do anything to you.

He fought me tooth and nails not to hurt you or kill you when you kidnapped him. And you know why Asami Ryuichi because Akihito loves you, he will never admit it because he is such a stubborn brat with too much pride, but he fell in love with you since the first time you popped into his viewfinder.

For him it was love at first sight, despite the fact that you took him and hurt him over and over. I cannot hurt you because if I do that, I don't know what other personality Akihito may come up with and to be honest I like to be the only one, I don't like competition."

Asami had a strong feeling that the boy on top of him wasn't his Akihito. It looked like him and sounded like him but there was something in those hazel eyes that Asami never saw in Akihito's eyes before. Hard to explain but it was like those eyes could hurt or even kill someone with no remorse. This was getting serious and he wanted to know and see more of this hidden part of his lover.

*Flash back*

"Akihito was three years old when his parents picked him up from his grandparent's house. They were driving down the road, it was very late in the evening and were arguing about getting a divorce.

They were yelling and pushing the blame on each other, Akihito was sleeping in the back seat strapped into his toddler chair. His father lost control of the car and swerved waking Akihito and he started crying. The car ended up in the oncoming traffic and to avoid collision he pulled sharp to the right, he hit the guard rail and the car flipped over tumbling down the hill.

Being late in the night nobody saw the accident. The car came to a stop and Akihito's toddler chair came undone but he was unharmed and unscratched. His parents weren't that lucky, they died on the impact.

Akihito smelt something that made his nose cringe and his instinct told him to get out. He tried to break the already cracked window but the smell was getting stronger and he was too weak. Akihito passed out while asking for somebody to help him.

That was the first time that I emerged, I knew the smell was gasoline and the car would burst in flames any moment and we have to get out.

In the back seat beside me was a bag that Akihito parents packed and inside was a heavy thermos with hot coffee. I took it and broke the window and crawled of the wreckage. The glass cut my hands and feet and scratched my face, I ran as far as possible without looking back at Akihito's dead parents trapped in the car. They deserved it, after all it was their fault that Akihito was in that predicament.

I ran and reached the top, behind me the car burst in flames, and I collapsed at the edge of the road.

When Akihito came around he had suffered temporary amnesia and he was in the hospital. It was nothing serious and after a week,and nobody to came to claim him, he was put into an orphanage.

I was dormant all this time watching and waiting for when Akihito needed my help again. I'm like his inside big brother and I will let no one to hurt him." (Akira gives Asami a dark and serious look).

"Back to the story" the boy said. "A couple of months passed and Akihito was taken to a foster family. The man was a lazy loser and the woman was a slob, dirty and disgusting.

Both of them were heavy drinkers. Akihito was a very shy and quiet child and he was getting neglected day after day. In time the woman became very abusive towards Akihito and one day in her drunken mind she snapped and beat him really bad, the man didn't stop her and just stood and watched the abuse.

She fractured Akihito's left ribs and broke his right arm and then she lock him in the attic; it was cold, dark and very dusty. That was the place Akihito was sleeping and spending his days.

Akihito blacked out from the pain and that was when I emerged once again. Despite the pain in my arm and side I unlocked the door and went down the stairs. I could hear them drinking and laughing, listening to a loud game on TV.

I snuck unnoticed to the front entrance, put my shoes on and a jacket and unlocked the front door. I returned to the kitchen undetected and I still could hear them in the room. I grabbed a cloth and turned the knob on the gas stove all the way; I opened the front door and exited the place.

I dragged myself to a nearby a park holding my side and broken arm and stood on the bench. It was cold and late in the night and nobody was around. Not long after I heard a loud explosion and I could see in the distance the yellowish red flames in the sky. I hoped they burnt to a crisps and I black out from the pain on the bench.

When Akihito came around, once again he was in the hospital and I was back deep inside his subconscious waiting. Akihito recovered and he was again sent to the orphanage and again he was taken to another foster family.

This one wasn't better than the first one by far. The woman was an escort and she barely stayed home and her boyfriend/pimp was a gambler and an alcoholic. Akihito was five years old when he came in their care and the sleazy man was drooling over Akihito like he was a piece of candy.

Akihito felt very uncomfortable around him and he was keeping to himself in his room. One day the woman left and she said that she won't be back for couple of days and left her boyfriend to watch Akihito. With the woman gone Akihito felt that he wasn't safe and the dread feeling of being with the man alone scared him.

He ran to his room and locked the door. Late in the night he heard the door rattling and he covered himself with the blanket praying that the lock won't give away. The door burst open and Akihito screamed in fright and tried to run out. The man grabbed his arm and held him in place.

Akihito could smell the booze on his breath and the look in his eyes was scary and filled with lust. He licked Akihito's face like a lollipop and his big hands started roaming up and down on his little chest.

He threw Akihito on the floor and ripped his pyjama pants. Akihito was crying begging to let him go and the man lean over and bit hard on his nipple make him cry in pain.

He took Akihito's penis in his mouth and suck and lick in the little member but didn't get a response from him. He got infuriated and he turns Akihito on his stomach, he pulls his cock from the pants and with no preparations push in.

His cock wasn't fully erect, and in combinations with the booze and drugs got limp and dies. The man got angry of his impotency and kicks Akihito until he almost passes out and then left the room. Akihito was lying on the cold floor naked, scared and crying.

I couldn't take it anymore and that was the third time that I emerge from under his subconscious, enrage and ready for kill. I'm the one that protect him but I can't do anything just watch until Akihito consciousness is gone from the pain and his subconscious takes over.

It was very frustrating doing that when Akihito was little but now we can merge and come to an understanding, Akihito doesn't let me come out until is really necessary."

Asami was still lying naked with the boy on top straddle him, he was eyes and ears at what the boy was saying and to be honest he was shocked.

He knew Akihito was an orphan and got adopted by the Takaba's but that was that entire he can find out about the boy child hood past.

He was getting more intrigue and starts to like this side of Akihito a lot, almost admire it. The boy continued and Asami was eager to find out how Akira saved Akihito this time around.

"Anyway let me continued ".Said the boy.

"I pull myself together and exit the room still naked in search for my victim; he had to pay and was no dough in my mind I will let him get away with what he did.

I was sure that he will try again and the consequences will be drastic, as I told you I don't want to let Akihito down and be force to create another personality to help him out."

I heard the water running in the bathroom and splashing in the bath tub, and I knew that the creep was in there, I didn't know how I will do it because I always been very careful not to incriminate Akihito.

I walk inside and the creep was snarling at me believing that I've came to play with him. I let him believe that he was right and I see that in the shelf beside the bath tub above, the woman was keeping the hair blow drier.

I look at it and I see that it was still plugged; I stride quietly towards the bath tub smiling at the fool inside and nudge with my elbow the hair drier. It fell in the tub like a charm and I watch the mother fucker been fry to a crisp.

His body was jolting and the hair stood up making funny noises. I laugh, he remind me of a cartoon Akihito use to watch. I let him jumping in the bathtub and walk to my room and fall asleep.

Akihito wakes up to the screams of the woman coming from downstairs, she returned earlier than normal.

The autopsy reveals that the man got a large amount of alcohol and drugs in his system and the death was accidental due to electrocution.

Akihito was sent once again to the orphanage and he was there until the Takaba's find him. It took them two years to find Akihito whereabouts and adopted him.

As you know the Takaba's are related to Akihito by blood, Takaba senior is his uncle. He is Akihito's birth father older brother and he married Akihito's mother younger sister. Akihito's birth mother and her sister were twins.

Akihito regain his memories short after he has return to the orphanage the second time when he was in the hospital. He was happy when his uncle and aunt find him and adopted him. Akihito was OK and wasn't need for me to resurface until one day when he meet you and got kidnapped."

End of Flash back.

Asami was listening fascinated to the boy story and he was falling in love all over again with his kitten. He could not believe that Akihito was through so much and suffer as a child, not enjoying his child hood like normal kids, and he was glad that Akira was there to protect him.

Asami smiled and the boy look a bit surprise Asami never smiled he smirks but not smiled.

"How old are you Akira? I think you are older than Akihito!"

"You are right Asami Ryuichi I'm older then Akihito with five years, Akihito is 23 and I'm 28."

"That will explain a lot" said Asami talking to him.

"Do you have any questions for me Asami Ryuichi?"

"O... I have a lot of questions but I'd like it if you release my hands they are starting to go numb and I promise I will not jump you or do anything to you.

I like you a lot and I'm very intrigued about this new development, but I would like to talk to you man to man, maybe you can join me in a drink or two. I need one after all the things you told me, and definitely I need a smoke."

The boy leaned over and unlocked the cuff's around Asami's wrists with a smirk.

"Okay, I'll trust you Asami Ryuichi besides you should know by now what I can do and I like to take you up on that offer about the drinks."

They both got up from the bed and walked to the bar for a drink. Asami had his usual scotch on the rocks and the boy had a beer.

Asami lit a cigarette and the boy snatches it from his lips giggling. He took a drag and Asami was amused with his childish behavior.

"I thought that Akihito doesn't like to smoke?"

"Akihito doesn't like it but I do, don't forget I do what Akihito can't do, we are one and the same but our like and dislikes are different. I'm the dark side to Akihito's bright one."

He took another drag holding the smoke and releasing it like Kurt Russell in Escape from LA. Asami chuckled at the perfect imitation and took a drag from his own cigarette.

"Why do you call me by my full name?" Asami asked the boy who was going for his second beer, he was drinking fast like a fish.

"How do you want me to call you... Asami sama?" answered the boy sarcastically.

"No, that is not what I meant, I always wanted Akihito to call me Ryuichi but he is too shy and he thinks that it's too personal, at least you call me by my first name it's is not too much to ask."

"Alright Ryuichi, I'm okay with that. I wasn't sure how to address you since Akihito calls you Asami, your subordinates Asami-sama and only a hand full of people call you by your first name. Akihito always wanted to call you Ryuichi but he thinks that it's too personal and he is still unsure where he is standing at this point in the relationship.

I know that you love him but he is too dumb to read between the lines, me on another hand,I know your feelings for him and that actions speak louder than words but Akihito doesn't see it that way. He sees it like a possession and he treasured his freedom more than anything. You both are stubborn and don't want to confess and this is the result." said the boy with a pout.

Asami laughed out loud (LOL) the boy was absolutely right and he agreed with him one hundred percent.

"So you think that Akihito loves me but he is too stubborn to confess. What about you Akira? You say that you are Akihito's opposite! Does that mean you hate me?" asked Asami with a smirk.

The boy blushed red like a tomato"I don't hate you, in the beginning I disliked you because you hurt Akihito and used him like a toy but that was until you came to Hong Kong to rescue him from Feilong, then I started to like you the same like Akihito."

The boy confessed, he was more straight forward then his counterpart. Akihito would never admit his feelings so easily.

"Tell me about Hong Kong. How come you didn't destroy Feilong?"

"Believe me I wanted so badly but once again Akihito fought with me not to take over. He saw something in Feilong that made him to feel sorry for him. And Feilong genuinely liked Akihito; he was serious when he asked Akihito to stay with him.

Feilong didn't hurt Akihito when he was in Hong Kong. He slept with him against his will but he never abused him or hurt him physically. Akihito managed to open Feilong's eyes and by the end of his stay Feilong cherished Akihito's company and saw what a mistake he made taking him from you.

He felt sorry and apologised to Akihito many times for what he did to him and his friends and trying to take revenge on you by take him away."

Akihito didn't talk about what happened in Hong Kong and Asami didn't inquire either, now he was getting the full story.

"On the boat when I came to get you. Was it you or Akihito?"

"In the beginning was Akihito and he was really nervous about you and Feilong getting together and having another blood bath.

Feilong reassured him that everything would be fine and he even offered Akihito to gamble a bit to relax. He said that he wanted to apologise to you for what he did if you did not kill him first.

I emerged when Yuri shot your secretary and Akihito collapsed. I took the gun and run after the Russian. I shot him but my aim wasn't that good and I only injured him.

I grabbed the deed and ran to look for you, he followed me and opened fire, he caught up to me at the stern and shot me. I blacked out and that is when you got to Akihito and the rest you know."

"I like you more and more. Imagine the things we could have accomplished together, maybe you can work for me" said Asami pouring another drink and handed the boy another beer.

"That would not be a bad idea Ryuichi. Don't forget if I get hurt it's Akihito that is hurting and vice versa, you want to risk it? Besides give Akihito more credit he can do the job and he is good at it."

Asami contemplated for a minute and the boy was right he didn't want to risk his lover. He will look at Akihito from another perspective and give his boy more credit not treat him like a brat.

"How long will Akihito be like that?"

"Do you mean that the two personalities will merge one day?"

Asami nodded his head and sipped his drink.

"Yes, it's possible for that to happened but that is entirely up to you Ryuichi. Akihito is seeking stability in the relationship with you. He doesn't want to be seen like a possession or a play toy.

He wants to be respected and seen as an equal. If you will give him all that then there is no need for me to exist separated ,I will merge with him. He will be better, stronger and more confident".

The boy laughed and Asami asked what was so funny.

"I sound like six million dollar man 'Gentlemen we can rebuild him, we have the technology, we can make him better, stronger, faster'".

Asami smirked. The idea of the two personalities merging into one sounded very exciting. Imagining Akihito stronger, better and more confident in his feelings, that he could really stand up for himself not that he would need to do that.

"Since we are on the subject I was thinking of proposing to him or adopting him into my family registry, but I don't know how he will react to it and I'm worried that he will not take me seriously and try to leave me thinking that I'm making fun of him."

"No, that is not the case with Akihito and that will be the ultimate proof for him. He wants to be seen as an equal by you and proposing to him will clear all his doubts and uncertainties.

Don't worry Ryuichi, Akihito wishes deep inside for that to happen, but for now he sees himself as a play thing and he doesn't know where he is standing."

Asami leaned over and took his lips into a soft kiss, the boy moaned and opened his mouth to welcome Asami. They deepened the kiss and soon both were out of breath and stopped for much needed air.

Asami took the boy by the hand instead of throwing him over his shoulders like a sack of potatoes like the usual and pulled him toward the bedroom. The boy smirked"Now we are talking" he said and followed Asami to the bedroom.

TBC.