Song Used: I Think I Love You, By: The Partridge Family (Iskipped some parts of it to make it fit better… =P)
Notice: If you don't like song fanfic's you can ignore the song, the fanfic makes sense without it. (But I recommend reading it…)
Kaoru was tossing and turning all night long, his dreams weren't giving him the peaceful slumped he longed for. They kept him feeling awkward, even when he was asleep. His naked skin, bathed in the moonlight, was rolling around his silk sheets, much like he was doing in reality; he was rolling around his sheets and his brothers naked skin was rolling around him.
I'm sleeping and
right in the middle of a good dream
when all at once I wake up
from something that keeps knocking at my brain.
Right at the pinnacle were Kaoru would find release. were moans filled his dreams and escaped his lips of reality, Kaoru woke up.
Before I go insane
I hold my pillow to my head
and spring up in my bed
Kaoru's heavy breathing dominated the silent room now that his moans had vanished. His eyes grew in size as he realized what his dream was about. He the closest thing next to him and smooshed his face into it, trying to wipe the dream away but his attempts were futile.
screaming out the words i dread,
I think I love you!
He took his face out of his pillow and looked down at the person who had been one of the two people in his dreams. He knew he loved his brother but he didn't know he was in love with him.
This morning I woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with
and so I just decided to myself
I'd hide it to myself
and never talk about it
"Oh god." Realizing how wrong this was Kaoru got out of the shared bed. He sat on the edge and covered his face. "Hikaru can't know. Nobody can know. They wouldn't understand, they'd think I was a freak. Hikaru would think-" He wasn't able to finish the thought. Just thinking that Hikaru would think he was weird made his chest ache. What if Hikaru started to hate him for it? Kaoru couldn't bare thinking about the certain rejection.
"No. Nobody will know. It'll be my dirty little secret."
So what am I so afraid of
I'm afraid that I'm not sure of
a love that there's no cure for
i think i love you
With that Kaoru got back into his bed, making sure to stay as far as possible for Hikaru as he could. He wasn't able to go back to sleep no matter how hard he tried, counting sheep, closing his eyes and pretending to be asleep, but in true Kaoru didn't mind much, as long as he wouldn't have to have those dreams again.
Is that what life is made of
though it worries me to say
That I've never felt this way
"Kaoru, wake up. Wake up!" Even though Kaoru was already awake when Hikaru woke he pretended to be asleep; it was customer for Hikaru to wake him up and he didn't want to give any clues that last night caused an understanding that was life changing. He turned sleepy eyes to Hikaru, yawned and smiled a hello; just like always.
I don't know what I'm up against
I don't know what its all about
I got so much to think about
I think I love you.
The boys both got ready to school like normal but if one were to look closely they would notice that Kaoru gave Hikaru longer glances than usual, only when he was sure the other boy wasn't watching, and how a light dust would cover Kaoru's face every time he did.