Forgotten Memories

by Sethosaur

With the guidance of Naminé, Xion has forfeited her existence in order to restore Sora's memories... only she still exists. This one shot is a short collection of Xion's thoughts on her decision to leave Axel and Roxas, and her "feelings" towards Roxas and Naminé now.

I knew they would forget me. That's what I signed up for after all. It's just... I never thought it would be like this.

I did a good thing. I was never supposed to exist, and now I don't.

I don't exist.

All I am, all I ever was, was his memories of her, right?

It's always been her...

Now that I'm gone, forgotten, he can finally remember the one who really matters. He can finally be with her again.

Naminé...

She was the one who told me who I really was- what I really was. She told me where I belong and how to get there.

She told me it would be for the best... for everyone.

So, I did it. I did a good thing.

I don't exist.

At least... I wish I didn't.

They forgot me, as they should. I don't deserve their friendship. I don't deserve a place in their minds, their hearts...

His heart.

All I ever was, was memories. And now, I'm not even that.

I'm forgotten, as I should be.

I don't have the right to want him. I don't deserve his love... she does.

I am nothing.

He should be with her... I left, and now he should be with her. She is light, and goodness. She is selfless and pure. I was a creature of the darkness. I had no heart... I have never, and will never have a heart. But she does. They belong together. I'm happy to see that he's finally found her.

I did the right thing.

I did the right thing.

But then... why does it hurt so much?

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