This is my first solo attempt at a Fanfic; however, I have co-written A Night To Remember so check it out hope you like.
Disclaimer: If only if only the wood pecker sighs (first person to review with the name of the movie that is from gets a prize) Edward was mine and Twilight as well, but it isn't so instead I just tamper with their lives MWHAHAHA
Chapter 1:
The wind whistles through my hair as I make the familiar walk to my meadow. IPod in ear and book in hand as I make the familiar journey to peace and serenity. Peace is so hard to find when Emmett Cullen is you brother and you are the only girl in the house. I moved here from my beloved Arizona with said brother after Renee died of cancer and she didn't need to be taken care of anymore. That was one week ago and I was immediately shipped here to Forks, Washington. I've had to come to this dreadful place every summer while leaving Renee to the "capable" hands of the doctors. I found irony in the name of this forsaken town because every time I was here I wanted to shove forks in my eyes. I sigh as I realize complaining is just going to bring me down and make this harder.
My meadow is the only place I can truly be myself without worrying who else I might be hurting. I come up here every time I am in this town, this is my first time since I moved here last week. I had tried to come sooner but I had to help Emmett settle in. (he was a year younger but enjoyed acting incompetent at times). The main reason wanted to make the trek to meadow isn't for peace but more because I am hanging on to a past friendship that was ripped to shreds-despite my efforts- with Charlie and Renee's divorce.
Flashback:
I am running to the meadow tears streaming down my face. I already texted Edward telling him to meet me there, he was the one who should me this place and it was our refuge. Knowing he would already be there anxiously waiting I pushed my 12-year-old legs harder. Edward was my best friend and confidant I told him everything as he did with me. I reached the clearing and saw him my beacon, my strong arm that kept me standing when I couldn't do it on my own. His back is faced to be but I can tell he is nervous. I step on a twig and he turns around seeing my tear stained-face.
"Bella what's wr-" I through myself into his arms and cry as he rubs my back.
"Charlie… Renee…Divorce…Edward I'm moving." I look into his piercing green eyes seeing the shock turn to anger and feel his grip tightening around my waist. I lay my head back on his shoulder and we cry together for awhile until final Edward breaks the silence.
"NO! That's not fair! Stay Bella stay with me. Carlisle and Esme will let you live with me. Alice would love a sister. Bella, please…don't…" We both start crying hard clutching to each other for dear life.
After I have cried out all my tears I escape from Edwards arms leaving him shocked and looking hurt.
"NO!" I scream at him I don't know why but I do. "How can you ask me to abandon Renee like that. I'm moving with her Edward, I have to and I want to." I am so angry, not at Edward but rather the situation so why am I taking it out on him now? I turn and run back home leaving a hurt Edward behind as I accept what is to be my future.
End flashback
A tear slides down my face as my pace slows. 5 years, 5 years since I have talked to him, and not by lack of him trying either. When I first moved he called every night but ignored it knowing that if I talked to him it would make a hard thing harder on both of us. I silently berated myself all the time for loosing my one and only friend the only boy who had been there for me since we were born in the same hospital one day apart. We use to be inseparable and then I let the divorce ruin us. I came to this meadow hoping that one day I would see Edward, but that was a died hope since his family moved to Colorado before my first summer visit, but I still had hope.
I finished the hike lost in thoughts of my dear friend, whom I may never see again, when I reached the clearing. I let out a long side and looked around at the trees and the flowers going around in a complete circle when my eyes rest on a familiar face with piercing green eyes. The book slips from my hands and I gasp.
"Edward?" I ask tentatively as I take a cautious step forward.
"Bella is that really you?" His voice hitches with excitement and a smile lights his whole face as I nod lost for words.
A/N: I hope you like it. Review please. Even if you hated it and thought I should burn for posting such a thing. Also, let me know if you think I should continue.