as the blade falls
As I look into the blade
I see my life for what its worth
its worth booze drugs and gambling
as I stare I figure
all my life all I've done is drag people down
I don't know why I bother waking up
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as I watch the blade fall I wonder
why am I scared
as I watch the blade fall I wonder
why did god create me if I was meant to be evil
as I watch the blade fall fall fall
I close my eyes
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as I stare at the blade i start to cry
I hope that my son will forgive me
but I think he wont
I wish and wish I wasnt such a coward
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as I watch the blade fall I wonder
why did I ruin there lives
as I watch the blade fall I wonder
will she be able to pick up the shattered remains of her life
as I watch the blade fall fall fall
then everything goes black