A/N: Here is an new story, based on the song 'Still Here' from - 'Stereo'. It's a song I can put my own feelings onto. I hope you all feel the same way. Enjoy :)
It's like someone is watching
Like someone is close
I can feel you, so near
"I know It's been a few years, but I'm still not over it. I still miss you every day. And I know that you know that. It's stupid. Really stupid. But I can't help it. You were the only one."
I'm reaching for something
Please give me a sign
I'm getting warm, but still cold
"Since you are gone, my world turned dark. Is there any light left? And if there is, should I take it? I don't know. Should it make me forget? I don't know. I'm scared. I don't want to forget. All those memory's we have together? No, I won't give them up. Not for a million years." I laugh. "Did you hear that? Ha! I had everything I wanted before I knew you. And now… I want to give up everything, to see you one more time. Just one more time"
Every shadow I see looks more and more like you did
Why do you have to be so far away?
'Cause I'm still here
Who will be there if I need you today?
'Cause I'm still here
"It's so hard to live without you. I don't know if I can survive without you. I've done it though for a few years. It was so difficult to tell everyone around me. Now everyone is trying to let me forget you. But they can't. They can't even forget you. So why try to let me forget?"
When I'll talk, will you listen?
'Cause if everything's said
Why am I still waiting?
I cry. "I miss you. I wish you never went on that one stupid task. You would still be here, and we don't have to miss you." I sobbed. My tears sliding down my cheeks and onto the soft earth on your grave.
And the shadows I see look more and more like you did Why do you have to be so far away?
'Cause I'm still here
Who will be there if I need you today?
'Cause I'm still, you know that I'm still here
"I cry every night, because I miss you. When I'm at work, I smile, but deep down, I'm dying, because of you."
All the time, I saw you try to make it undone
And your toughest fight, but you carried on
And I know that you've been telling me to hold on
"I wish… I could touch you one last time. Hug you one more time. Kiss you one more time. Love you one more time. But I know it can't happen."
Why do you have to be so far away?
'Cause I'm still, you know that I'm still here
Oh, I'm still here
"I will always love you, no matter where you are. I know you are there, waiting for me."