From the Sun ♥betaed by Pepq-kun♥

I have been looking at you for a while. You probably are confused by that.

We're friends, Zhou Yu. We've been friends so long, so long that I can hardly recall the period of time.

We both are married to Qiao's sisters, the most beautiful sisters in this world. Cute and strong wives that still could make us happy. I wonder how's it possible for us to have such a luck, after all we've gone through together.

Together...

I look down at my lap and I see her beautiful face. She's sleeping on my lap so serenely, her long eyelashes making a perfect contrast to her smooth, pale skin. My Da Qiao, my beautiful lady. The only woman who ever understood me, the only one who ever stood beside me when you turned your back on me when we had fights. She was ready to give her everything to me, she was even ready to carry a child for me, though a so called doctor had said that she has some disorder in her uterus which could lead to that that we are never able to have any children. Despite that, she never was downcast. She always set all her belief on me, all her trust.

I slightly touch the red paint on her cheek with my fingertip, my mind empty. And I'm thinking so hard.

You know what, Zhou Yu? I still need to carry her away, she's bleeding on me. Her blood will stay on my clothes forever, I know that. And that way also her memory will remain. Of course it will remain. She used to be my everything, my soil and my sky, my air and stardust in the nocturnal sky. Everything beautiful.

And now she's dead. She died because of something selfish and because she suddenly wasn't the meaning of my life anymore.

She died because she was too blind for love. She was too blind to notice that her husband had lost all the control of himself.

Her true love ended to that when her husband killed her with a poisoned dagger. Poison was the one to make her numb so that she didn't have to suffer anymore when a dagger cut her throat open. She was so peaceful all the time, so tranquil that her husband even was in tears a moments after that. Everything had happened so quickly and so silently she didn't even fight back like she already knew that it was meant to be.

Deep love and trust for another person cost her life in the end. No need to use her eternal and deep love and make her break down into sorrow.

I couldn't have born it, that broken look in her eyes. I had to do that, Zhou Yu.

I had to kill my own wife just because of another person.

That person was you, moron.

I hate you so much that I would like to kill you because for making me kill my own wife. I hate your perfect smooth face and the way a small smirk upon your face could make everyone kneeling in front of you.

And the at the same time... I love you as my friend and as my blood brother. I'm addicted to you in a strange way. I can't let go of you.

And that's why I'm carrying my precious wife on into the near forest. I'm going to bury her and cry for her. For long moments and I'm not going to stop until all the pain inside me is gone.

After that... you really think you can keep going on without me? I'm sure you might be surprised of what I'm going to do now. Yes, Zhou. I'll press that same dagger that killed my wife, against my own neck.

And the rest is for you to figure out. I'm ending this letter now, there's not a much of time anymore.

With love and respect,

your brother Sun Ce.