I found myself standing in the woods, between a wolf and a vampire. Any normal girl would have been terrified, but I am anything but normal. I saw the tears as they filled the russet wolf's eyes. I could fill my eyes as they began to get watery too. What had I just said? Did I really tell Jacob that I would choose Edward over him? Is that what I really wanted?

He turned and ran into the woods. His tale between his legs as if he was defeated. My heart ached for him. I wanted to run after him, pull him close to my chest and tell him that I was wrong. That I wanted him… I wanted us.

"Bella," I heard Edward's velvet voice call my name. I had forgotten that he was there.

I didn't turn to him. I couldn't let him see me shed a tear for Jacob Black. I couldn't let him know that I was in love with my best friend. I swallowed hard at the lump in my throat, but it wouldn't move. Had I made a mistake? I had said the wrong thing?

"Bella, Love,…" Edward called again. "I can get him for you."

I turned to face Edward. His hand was tilted a little like Jacob's tail. His eyes golden eyes looked down at me. He knew that I needed to be with Jacob, and he understood how much Jacob really meant to me. I couldn't say anything. I just nodded.

It felt like the wind had blown gently by me. Edward was gone just like that. He was running into the woods alone to find Jacob and bring him back to me. The thought of the two of them alone in the woods sent chills all over my body. Without me there, they wouldn't have anyone to stop them from killing each other.

After ten minutes Edward returned alone. My heart suck into the pit of my stomach, I wrapped my arms around my waist. Was this is it? Would I never see Jacob Black again?

"He went home, Bella. He needed to get dress. He said I could drop you off and he would make sure you got home safe and sound. I'll be there waiting on you, Bella. But take your time. Make sure this is something that you want. That you want me."

Once again I nodded. The car ride to Jacob's was silent. I wrapped both arms around my chest, for comfort. But nothing was comforting me. Every part of me ached. Every part ached for two different sets of arms, ripping and tearing me into Jacob's Bella and Edward's Bella. I had no ideal who's Bella was bigger. Would I ever know?

Jacob sat on the front porch at Billy's. His head was down, gently turned towards the woods. I sat in the car staring at him for a moment. It was as if I was paralyzed. How could one girl be so in love with two different men?

"I'll see you at the house." I said as I opened the door and got out. He nodded and I heard the Volvo pure as it speeds away.

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