OK I SAT DOWN AND THIS IS WHAT CAME OUT... ENJOY

You know I wish I could have told everyone the reason why I left but I couldn't. That day will forever be in my memory. That day I had to leave everyone I ever loved behind, the day my heart broke for my family. My time on earth was over, I was called back home because of the war. A war that would never end, a war that was fought over for centuries. I lost many friends and lovers because of this war, when the end did come, I was no longer just a young boy I was a man of war, a commanded of a great and powerful army an army of the heavens. I was human along ago, I was born of our lord in 1232. I wasn't anything special. I was a young boy born of a poor woman and a warrior father that was taken from us. I became ill at the age of 15 with a sickness that pledges the land killing everything it touched. I was at death door when a man came to me. I was offer life if I was to lead his army into the battle that raged in heaven. I had lost everything I ever held dear to my heart so I agreed not knowing what was to come my way. I fought that battle until I couldn't anymore. My heart grew with sadness and hate-ness for the lives of those who had come to their death by my blade. As I watched my love die in my arms, I plagued to my God to spare me this heart break to end my ever-ending life. Let me be reborn until I was needed once more and I was.

"No, I said no! I will not do this! I am already in trouble because of you guys so No!" I yelled as I walked in 2j and slammed the door in my friend's faces. This was so damn stupid and I wasn't going to do it again! I am already grounded because of my wonderful, loving and STUPID, STUPID boyfriend. I heard the door open and I rolled my eyes before I turn back to face my friends who has those looks on it. You know the ones.

"Please Logie… it won't be the same without you!" Kendall begged as he came closer to me with those damn greens eyes that I would cave into any minute now. I stood there as he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him. I let out a sigh because I knew I was going to give him. I gave in as soon as I looked into those eyes and smile. Kendall he knew. "Wonderful!" Kendall yelled out before he leaned into my ear and brushed his lips against it. "I knew you would sexy… like always." Kendall pulled away but not before, he brushed his lips across my ear again earning a very soft moan for me. He knew that was one of my little kinks.

"You're an ass you know that." I said looking into his eyes. Kendall knew he was and that why he did that to me. I couldn't help but shake my head.

"So, tonight then" Carlos and James yelled out at the same time running to the couch. I watched as they ran, jumped on the couch, and grabbed the controls. I was standing there when I soon felt Kendall's arm wrap around me. I smiled at his touch. Kendall spond me around and crashed his lips on my mine. I felt that warms come from them as always. I pushed Kendall back alittle bit as his back hit the table. Kendall pulled from me and smiled.

"Well, that was new…"

"Yea it was…" I told Kendall grabbing his hand and pulling him into the room. I pushed him into the room and kicked the door shut. Kendall stood there until I walked back over to him and pulled him into another kiss. This time it was one of those I need you kisses. It wasn't sweet or soft it was more of I want to fuck you right now kisses as well

. I walked Kendall back until his legs hit the bed. I pulled from him and pushed him down onto to.

"Ok, I am so damn turned on right now… I never seen you like this." I didn't say anything. I went right for his soft skin on his neck. I started with little kissed before licking and sucking. I could hear Kendall moaning at the feeling of my lips on his skin. I smiled to myself before I pulled away earning a small little sigh.

"I am not done…" I said as I leaned up and pulled Kendall with me. I lifted his shit up and threw it somewhere in the room before I pushed him down once more. I kissed all down his body and dripped my tongue in his navel, which caused him to moan out in pure pleasure. I then undid his pants and moved them down his legs with his boxers. "Well then…" I said licking my lips. I didn't give Kendall time to respond to anything thing. I brought my lips to his member and lick down and around the tip. Kendall grasp at the action he wasn't expecting it so soon. I was never this bold with Kendall but something inside me had snapped and I knew what it was. I could feel it within me. I had fought this for so many months not waiting to take Kendall for my own needs but when he kissed me, I felt it within him as well, his soul was ready. I knew it was now and I knew I wasn't going to stop.

"Logie… Please I want you now…" Kendall whisper out. I pulled from him and took my shirt and pants off. I wasted no time. I brought Kendall's to me in a very hot and needy kiss. I moved my hands down his legs and pushed them open. I sat myself in between them and kissed Kendall one more time before I thrust into him. Kendall let out a whimper of pain. I couldnt stop myself his essence over came me.

"Sweetie I am sorry…" I said kissing his lips ever so softy. I pulled from Kendall and kissed his forehead before placing mine on his. "I love you Ken."

"I love you to babe…" Kendall smiled up at me and then I saw it in his eyes and I know this was it. "You can move…" I smiled and kissed his lips once more before I pulled out and thrust back in. Kendall threw his head back in pleasure. I knew this was going to change everything and once they find out I am will be cast out and hunted for what I have done to a human but I didn't care anymore. I have lost too many lovers in my life and I wasn't going to lose Kendall and what was to come. I would kill for him and if I must do again I will.

(Kendall POV)

A few hours had passed I am guessing because when I woke up it was dark outside. I leaned over and seen Logan out like a light and I smiled to myself. I had never seen Logan that forceful before. I mean he had been dominant before but earlier it was something else and I couldn't say I didn't like it. I loved Logan with everything I had. From the first moment, I saw him walk into class I felt as if I was drawn to him somehow and I still feel that way now. He is everything to me but when I looked into his eyes I see the eyes of a man that as seen many lives but I know that isn't possible. I kissed Logan on the head and turn to the clock and seen the time. "Damn it." I moved alittle bit and felt this shock come to my stomach. I held my stomach and sat there for a moment before I stood up. I looked to Logan once more and smiled. He hugged my pillow and mumbled something into it. I let a little laugh out and started walking towards the door when I felt a flutter within me. "Ok, shouldn't have eaten all those hot dogs with Carlos." I said holding my stomach. I turned the knob and walked into the dining room where I saw mom cooking, Katie and Carlos sitting at the table looking at something and James on the couch.

"Well, well look who finally got up from his nap." Katie said from her seat. I just gave her a look and walked towards my mom who had now turned to me.

"Sweetie you and Logan feeling ok, I came home and you were both asleep."

"Yea, their fine, they were just exhausted from their earlier activity." James said turning from the TV screen to look at me. I gave him a look of hate. Don't get me wrong he was still my friend but after fighting him for Logan we didn't get along as well as we used to. I knew James had a crush on Logan but so did I and knew I had to have him from the first moment our eyes landed on each other. I always knew that Logan belonged to me and I would do anything to prove that and I did. Logan chose me and that's all that mattered. But in that time it put a dent in mine and James friendship.

"What activity?" Mom asked me. I shot him another look. Mom kinda knew that Logan and I did things but I didn't think she knew we had sex and I wanted to keep it that way. "Kendall what is he talking about?" I turned from James who shot me a smirk before I turned back to mom.

"Nothing he is just talking nonsense that's all." I wanted his conversation to end.

"Oh ok it was nonsense, all the moaning and grunts coming from in there and you telling Logan (Harder) and…" That was it, I couldn't take this anymore. It's the same shit over and over again with him since Logan and I got together.

"Fuck you James! I am tired of this shit! Get over it, Logan picked me and not you! You just can't get over the fact that Logan does…" I was cut off when James stood up from the couch and made is way over to face me.

"No the only reason why Logan picked you was because you're a slut! You knew I liked Logan and you went for him anyways! Kendall Knight always as to win in everything even something he didn't want until someone else wanted it." I felt my blood boiling over. I felt rage run though me. I loved Logan always and always would. I went to raise my fit when James spoke again. "The only reason why he is with you he because he felt sorry for you, you came to him crying that night and that was it. You knew Logan can't stand to see you like that! Kendall he doesn't love you he just pitting you.

"James!" I heard everyone yelling.

I stood there with tears in my eyes. I couldn't move I was frozen in place. James couldn't be right. The night we got together, I was upset and went to Logan as I always did but that couldn't be the reason why. I felt the tears rolling down my face I went to move and as I did I saw Logan running up to me.

"Kenny what's wrong?" I didn't know what to say. Logan ran to me and threw his arms around me but I what felt wasnt his arms it was solf and warm. A feeling of pure love over came me I shoved my head in his neck and let go. I could feel myself shaking.

"James that's it room now!" I heard my mom yelling out to him and then a few second the door slammed shut.

"Ken what happened?" Logan pulled me from his chest and looked into my eyes and there I saw the worry and care he had for me. Logan moved his hands and wiped my tears away. "Sweetie whatever he said it isn't true and you know it." Before I could even say anything, I felt a pinch in my stomach. I backed away, held into the table, and blacked out.

(Logan POV)

I held Kendall as he blacked out. I knew it had happened the moment we made love but I didn't expect him to feel it this soon. I had carried Kendall to our room and laid him down. I told mama Knight that he was going to be fine. I told her, Katie and Carlos that it was due to stress. I knew what had cause Kendall to pass out and I was going to but I stop to it now. I kissed Kendall before I left the room. I marched down the hall and slammed open James and Carlos bedroom door. James jumped from his spot on the bed.

"Logan…" I walked up to James, grabbed him by his shirt collar, and threw him against the door.

"Don't you ever come near Kendall again James! I will not stand for it! He is mine and if you ever put any more doubt in his mind again you will learn the hard way. I love him not you!" I yelled into his face before pushing him back. I went to walk away when I felt his present. I turned back to James and seen that it was Gabriel standing before me. "I will not and I won't back down from him." I said standing my ground.

"You know what you have done his forbidden. Logan I can't stop what is to come. You are my brother I would do anything to protect you but this I can't not." I nodded my head. I knew my love for Kendall would bring heaven's wrath down a pond me.

"I love him and will not lose him to anything. If heaven is to come for me then so be it but I will not give up." I watched my brother smile at me.

"Always the bad seed, Logan she will be the one that will bring him to this world and she will have to make that choice. You know what will happen once she comes." I nodded my head but I was ready for this.

"I know… Now go before you are cast out for seeing me my brother." I hugged my brother knowing this would be the last time I seen him like this.

"Logan, be careful Kendall will need you and you know they will come for you from every angle." With that said he was gone and there was James looking at me. I narrowed my eyes towards James and walked out the room knowing that he will be one that will succumb to their power. I knew now that Kendall must know who I really i am.