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He was out of breath as he hurried into the barn. It had taken him quite some time to drive out to the little farm where the wedding took place. Honestly he was pretty lucky to even be here right now. Someone had left their invitation in the attending's lounge and without it he wouldn't have any idea where the wedding was. That was the downside to refusing to get invited in the first place.

On top of that a storm had started when he was halfway there. It had been raining in a way that he could barely see the street in front of him and he had been lucky that he was an experienced driver otherwise he wouldn't have been able to come here right now. The storm wasn't as bad as the one this summer though.

Thinking back to the storm reminded him of the intention for his coming. Back then he been too blind to see what was right in front of him. He had refused to give April a reason because he was confused and still hurt. And could you blame him? After all she had accepted another man's proposal only hours before and he was still pretty shaken by the explosion.

If he was honest with himself though it had never been that. Sure, there was the fact that she was officially Matthew's fiancée by then but he was never the kind of guy that would let something like that keep him from getting what he wanted as selfish as it sounded.

No, he had acted the way he did because April Kepner had broken his heart. He was never one to be open about his feelings but he had told April twice what he felt and each time she had stepped on his feelings like she didn't care.

The thing was that he knew April and he realized that she hadn't meant what she had said. That was the way she was. But even with that knowledge he couldn't forgive her. She had been the first woman since Lexie that he had let in and even though they were never in an official relationship she had meant way more to him than any of his girlfriends before. He had felt way more for her than for any of them.

Maybe that had been the reason why he was so stubborn and couldn't forgive her. April Kepner was the first woman to truly break his heart.

He had had weak moments in which he almost forgave her and wanted to start over but by that time Stephanie had come along. Whenever he felt like he was going to crave in and follow his desire to just be with April he reminded himself that he had a girlfriend now with whom things were easy and not hurtful. (He had only now realized that it was never supposed to be easy.)

So when April had asked him to give her a reason he wasn't able to give her one because a) he never really forgave her and b) he was still heartbroken and too afraid to get his heart out there again.

At some point he had really started to believe that he had moved on, not because he really had but because he told himself long enough that he did.

Last week things did change though. As he met April's sisters and the bridal shower took place in the hospital he suddenly realized that there was really going to be a wedding. Somehow he had managed to push the thought into the back of his mind until then. That was until one week before the actual wedding. His mind had been occupied with the inner battle that was going on inside of him after that that he barely registered that he broke off with Stephanie. And although he came clear about his feelings in the following week he only decided to actually stop the wedding an hour ago.

But now he was a man on a mission, determined to stop the wedding and confess his feelings to her hoping for the best. Honestly, he wouldn't be surprised if she chose Matthew and became happy with him. She deserved it. But he couldn't only stand by without trying one last time.

He really hoped that the ceremony hadn't started yet so that he wouldn't have to tell her that he loved her in front of a huge audience. That wouldn't keep him from doing it though.

Either way he would have never expected what awaited him when he entered the barn.

It was loud and everybody was fussing around. It was chaotic and he was sure that April would never allow something like this at her wedding. She was too much of a control freak for that. Nobody really noticed him although he was totally out of place. He was only in casual clothes and totally soaked from the short way he made from his car to the church.

He was somehow relieved when he spotted Grey and Karev standing together and talking. He quickly made his way over to his friends trying to act nonchalant. Not that anybody was paying attention to him.

"What is going on ?", he asked as he approached them.

When Meredith and Alex saw him they looked as though they had seen a ghost.

"What?", he said irritated. He had really no time to deal with whatever the two had on their mind.

Alex was the first one to break out of his trance "What are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to April. Where is she?", he didn't beat around the bush. He had wasted enough time.

"I was about to ask you the same question.", Meredith retorted visibly confused.

"What do you mean?",

"The wedding was cancelled. April left about 15 minutes ago. She was going to the hospital to talk to you."

Somewhere between a little farm and a hospital in Seattle a car lay upside down in a ditch a few meters off the road. The heavy rain that was falling made it nearly impossible to see it from the road especially if you weren't looking for it. Inside the car was a woman in a wedding dress which was no longer white. Her frantic eyes looked around for some sort of help as she was trapped in the metallic prison. There was only one person on her mind before her world went black.

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