Unbreakable

Chapter 1: Bloodshed

Integra watched her servant intently after she had let him drink a few droplets of her old maiden blood. He seemed to look for something, as his gaze left her and wandered to the closed door.

"She left a few minutes ago." Integra told him. "Surely she wanted to give us some privacy to catch up."

Alucard smiled smugly. "Of course she would. But I saw everything I needed through these few drops of blood. I don't want to keep you awake much longer, Master."

The old vampire wanted to leave the room, but Integra wasn't quite finished with him. "The Police Girl changed over the years. Don't underestimate her, servant. And above all, don't ignore her. She grieved the most over your disappearance."

Seras was almost as close as a younger sister to Integra, even if the looks didn't match anymore. Sir Hellsing looked rather like her grandmother.

"We'll see how much she changed; if she is a true vampire or still this little, frightened girl. Anyhow, it is my decision how to treat my very own servant… my dear Master."

Before he phased through the door, Alucard gave her one of his broad grins.

Integra feared that the peaceful days were over. Maybe there wasn't a new enemy, but her servants would keep her entertained. She looked out of the window and saw the sun rising. With a heavy sigh, she climbed back into her bed and tried to sleep at least a few hours, before her duties once again called for her attention.

A few weeks later…

Seras POV

My Master had finally returned. The first weeks with him were kind of hard. Most of the time he tried to challenge me to find out how well my skills had improved over the last thirty years and then he started to ignore me completely. I don't know what he did when he stayed in his chambers. Or he left his chambers without me noticing. Maybe he started collecting souls, after he had to kill all of them to be able to return into this realm. Sir Integra was also quite reticent and didn't seem to be in the mood to chat. I didn't want to annoy anyone at the moment so I as well kept to myself and tried to keep me occupied with cleaning my guns, chambers and drinking blood.

I lay already awake in my coffin, but I didn't really want to get up. It was my night off, but there wasn't really anything I'd like to do. I didn't mind serving Integra and the Hellsing Organisation, but sometimes it was simply too much. I often dreamed of being free, but in the end I couldn't bring myself to ask Alucard and Integra to free me. What if Integra didn't let me leave? Deep inside I feared to be imprisoned like Alucard. Even more I feared Alucard throwing me out of his life, if I ever drank his blood and became a true Nosferatu. A long time I've respected him like a mentor, a father maybe, but someday and I can't really pinpoint the moment, I started to feel more than mere admiration. I fell in love with my Master and I couldn't even tell him, due to his disappearance.

The only thing that would make me get up was the blood that hopefully awaited me on my little table in the middle of my little chamber. But the hunger hasn't set in yet, so I decided to stay in 'bed' a little longer.
Suddenly someone knocked on the lid of the coffin, almost as if they knocked on a door, to pursue entrance. Well, it would have been nice, if that someone had knocked on the door first…

I opened the lid to… no one. Somehow I had expected someone to stand in front of me, but there was no one. I rubbed my eyes a little and yawned.

"Good morning, Police Girl."

My Masters voice startled me and I looked at him in surprise. He sat at my little table and drank one of his blood packs. My two packs still lay in a little bucket filled with ice.

"Good morning, Master!" I answered and almost jumped out of my coffin. At least I was already dressed. I stopped changing dresses as soon as I learned to control my shadows. Once you mastered that trick showers and changing clothes wasn't really necessary anymore. The shadows could alter anything. It didn't stop me to bath from time to time or shop pretty clothes. Sometimes I liked to celebrate the humanity I had left.

"Do you need something, Master?" I asked him as I sat down on the remaining chair and grabbed one of my blood bags. As soon as I had it open I started to gulp down the red liquid as ladylike as possible, while looking at him innocently.

He on the other hand looked rather amused. A few nights ago, before the ignoring had begun, he had sat on that same spot and had pointed out that he still couldn't believe that I was drinking my blood regularly on my own. I've never seen him look at something in disbelieve like this before. Somehow it amused me. He didn't want to believe how much I had learned in his absence. But then again… it made me a little sad. It still gives me the impression that he thought me to be a weakling, unworthy of his attention and a shame for him. After all, he was my maker, my Master. All I ever wanted, was to make him proud. He should never again regret to have saved me.

It took him a while to answer as it seemed.

"Well, I have to admit it. You became a powerful Draculina. But tell me one thing." He looked at me with a mocking grin. The next thing he'd say would be hundred percent mean or offending. "How did you manage to stay a virgin all these years? You enjoy killing and drinking blood. You can manipulate the shadows and are stronger than I ever could imagine, after your weak start. I saw it in your mind, but you don't even think about men, or women for that matter."

Times change but one thing did not. I still managed to blush deeply, even though I was a real Nosferatu. There was a reason, why he couldn't see whom I desired. I could do much more than he thought. It was really simple: I blocked certain thoughts for him. If I didn't want him to see something on my mind, I simply wouldn't let him see it and only showed him what he needed to know.

"That is none of your business, Master!" I snapped and glared at him.
Now he laughed loudly. "At least you've grown some backbone, Police Girl!"

"There was no other way. With you gone, I had no other choice than growing up at one point."

I kept my humanity and still became a powerful vampire. Duh.

"I wish I could have witnessed you becoming this great vampiress. There is no night I don't curse that bloody Schrödinger." For a moment he stopped grinning. It really seemed to bother him. Usually he didn't talk about what happened all this years ago. Oh how I wished that he would have never disappeared in the first place. Maybe I still would be that naïve and little girl I used to be, but at least I could have been with him. Thirty years at his side… and the only wish I had now was spending eternity at his side. I wouldn't even mind staying his servant forever, as long as we were together.

"What are you thinking, Police Girl?" He suddenly asked. "Sometimes I wonder if you block me out of your head. That's not a thing a decent fledgling should do." And there it was again. That infamous grin I had missed so much, even if I wouldn't ever admit it.

"I am just glad you came back, Master." That's all I'd say. Just then I had finished the first blood bag and continued with the second one. "Was that everything? You know, it's my night off."

Slowly Alucard rose and walked around the table, just to stop right behind me. He placed his hands on my shoulders and squeezed softly. Once again I deeply blushed and was unable to stop my blood rushing into my cheeks.

"I am not even close to being finished with you." He must have bent down, because he whispered those words right into one of my ears. A slow shiver crept down my spine, when his hand crept up my neck, yanking my collar open and suddenly he stroked over the marks he had caused in the night of my turning.
"M-m-master…! What are you d-doing?" I managed to whimper and wondered what he was up to. He had never touched me like that and it made me feel a certain… need. It almost felt like bloodlust, but this need wasn't sheer hunger. I had felt it often when I lay awake in my coffin, thinking of Alucard and all the things I wished him doing with my body and my soul. A raw longing for his touch and his attention crept through my blood and bones. Surely my eyes had turned a dark shade of red. They always did when I used my powers or shoved my humanity way into the back of my mind.

Was I really so needy, to react to such a light touch of my Master?

All of a sudden I heard a deep chuckle.

"Oh my innocent Police Girl… there are still many things you need to learn. You can't simply lose all your self-control due to such simple caresses." I gasped for air I didn't really need to survive and tried to turn around, but his firm grip on my shoulder didn't allow any movement.

"Such a little distraction and your mind is open to read like a mere book. I was surprised by your skill – blocking certain grounds of your mind – but you weren't good enough. I saw it all. This little barrier you put up would have crumbled anyway if I really had tried to invade your mind."

With that every cell in my body froze; I stopped moving, breathing and my mind went blank. He saw it all? How could I have let my guard down like that?

What would he think of me now, knowing that I loved him more than anything ever?

"I wouldn't need those barriers, if you'd simply stay out of my head!"

Again he laughed and I felt him letting go off me. "Come to my chambers two hours before dawn if you dare, Police Girl. Tonight I'll show you everything you need to know."

With that he walked past me and phased right through the door, without looking at me again.

As soon as he had left my room I broke down and cried. Oh boy, I hadn't cried in decades and now I sat here… shedding blood red tears, because my Master behaved like a goddamn arse. Why did I even love that idiot? Oh…! I have asked myself this question hundreds of times already and may god help me, I have tried dating, but all I ever did was comparing them with my Master. Really, I couldn't explain it and I even have told Integra about my concerns. All advice she had to offer was, that my vampiric natured probably lusted for a powerful male. Even as he had vanished, no other man was good enough. I don't know if this craving could be love, but it certainly felt like love. How should I know? I never had been in love before. Sure, there were little crushes when I was still human, but real love? No. Also, I was still Seras Victoria and I wouldn't give up my virginity for just anyone. Although… I doubted that Alucard was the smartest choice. When he wanted, he could be charming and kind, but I rarely had seen this side of him.

What still remained were my Masters feelings. If he even had feelings at all that is.

Sighing I rubbed the tears off my cheeks and rose from my seat, speculating what my Master had planned for later tonight. Would he punish me for my displaced thoughts regarding our Master and Servant relationship? Or would he finally get rid of me?

End of Seras POV

"This is truly a beautiful night, Seras Victoria."

The old Count sat on his throne, legs crossed and a glass of his blood wine at his disposal. A low chuckle escaped his mouth, when he thought about the naughty things his innocent little vampiress tried to hide from him within her mind. Even before Millennium he had known that his fledgling was quite attached to him. She had refused to drink his blood several times and before she had greater control of her thoughts he had seen how her view regarding her Master had changed.

At first Alucard had been opposed by these thoughts. How could a weakling like her think he could be interested in her? Maybe he had turned her into a vampire with the need to have a companion once again, but after her repeating disobedience regarding the blood and her annoying humanity he lost all attentiveness in her. At some point, when she finally started to let her human past go, during the battle against Millennium, he could feel some kind of pride towards her.

Then, when Alucard had finally escaped this endless battle within himself, he met the new Seras Victoria. Even though she was the same little girl he had left, she now was stronger than every FREAK they had ever fought. The Police Girl had no problem with blood or killing and she had protected Sir Hellsing from harm in his absence. Nobody could have made her stay at Sir Hellsings side. Without her Master, she could have gone anywhere she liked, but she had preferred to stay at his masters' side. His dark heart had been filed with nothing than utmost pride and worship.

But the cherry on the cake were now those very feelings she harboured towards him. This left him speculating if she only felt this way, because she had never loved before, or if her feelings were influence by the bond they shared. The Master / Servant bond could be quite irritating for some vampires.

There was only one way to find out how he should move on with their connection. Alucard would release his little Servant tonight, if she liked it or not. And if the releasing evolved as he hoped, they would do much more than spill a little bit of blood.

Seras POV

The night had been painfully quiet, after the breakfast with Alucard. I was still scared what might happen to me and I tried to keep myself busy with reading the paper or my newest book. It all didn't help; all I could think of was my Master.

'Don't keep me waiting too long, Police Girl.' I heard my Master say out of nowhere. Startled I jumped off my couch and put the book aside. Without losing any more time, I phased through the wall, directly into Alucards chambers.

The room was almost empty; there were only his throne, a table and his pitch black coffin. On the table were his glasses, a bottle of wine, probably mixed with blood and two already filled chalices.

Cautiously I stalked closer and looked at him with mixed feelings.
Of course he wore his mocking grin. Without he wouldn't be himself I fear. But what really alarmed me, was what he didn't wear. All of his clothing was gone, except his trousers and his shoes. While blushing deeply once again this night, I approached him and he gestured towards one of the chalices. "Drink, Police Girl." In the meanwhile he grabbed the other one and took a sip, never taking his eyes off me.

Reluctantly I took the chalice and took a sip. Never before have I tasted hi blood wine. It tasted interesting, not as boring as bagged blood used to be, but it wasn't fresh blood either. Mostly I tasted the delicious wine. And it temporarily distracted me from inappropriate thoughts regarding my Masters choice of clothing.

"Before you ask, why I summoned you… I want you to drink my blood, tonight." He brusquely spat out the words I had feared so long.

"But Master I…"

"Do not even try to find any poor excuses." For a second his smirk had disappeared. "You and I will be connected for eternity. The only thing that changes is that you do not have to follow my orders. You can leave whenever you wish or you can remain at my side if that's what you want. Seras Victoria, you will now drink my blood of your own free will."

"You won't make me leave you?" I asked warily and looked at my feet. "I don't want to be alone."

When he chuckled softly, I looked up and found him smiling at me. Bloody hell, I couldn't even remember when he had smiled at me like this the last time. Such a caring smile…

"I promise. You can stay as long as you want. Would I have made you, if I hadn't wanted company? Now come closer."

Suddenly I sat on his lap, straddling him. I only had realized where I was when I touched his bare chest with my petit hands. Unsure what to do I started with gripping his shoulders and burying my face in the crook of his neck. Before I bared my fangs I inhaled deeply. The scent of my Master filled my nose and that was all I needed.

End of Seras POV

At first she didn't know what to do. Alucard found her shy behaviour rather amusing. But as soon as she had settled for drinking his blood her instincts had taken over. Abruptly her deep blue eyes shimmered in a beautiful shade of crimson and she mounted him without hesitation. After she had found the right position he could fell her breath against his throat. First she drew in his scent and a mere second later she bit down into his neck. Alucard sighed satisfied when he felt her taking the first sip of his ancient blood and swiftly wrapped her arms around his shoulders. Finally she took his blood and he could only guess how powerful she would be afterwards. Greedily she sucked of the wound she had caused and he began to softly caress her back, encouraging her to take a few more gulps.

Seras POV

Blood. Delicious blood. Never before have I tasted something that wonderful. I swallowed gulp after gulp until my Master unexpectedly removed my lips from his neck.

"You had enough." He told me and at first I hissed at him, but then he simply pulled me closer and I snapped out of the bloodlust, as he pressed my lips against his and hauled me into a heated kiss. After a few seconds of shock, I gave in and kissed him back. Soon the chaste kiss turned into a ravaging lip battle and soon tongues were involved. I hadn't even the time to question his intentions, when I once again wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed myself against his bare chest. His gloved hands roamed over my body, exploring my back, may thighs, my… ass and bloody hell, it felt so good! It didn't take long and my shyness was replaced by sheer hunger. When Alucard moved his lips over my jaw, further down to my neck, I gasped for air. Even though I didn't really need to breathe… I still was used to breathe. His devilish tongue licked over my neck before he pierced my skin at the exact same spot he had more than 30 years earlier. A heat awakened within my body and pooled between my legs; I was also able to feel Alucards arousal press against one of my thighs. A moan escaped my mouth when he let go of my neck and lapped the spilled blood off my skin.

"How very interesting, my little Police Girl." I heard him whisper and looked him in the eyes. Out of a sudden he grabbed me at my armpits and threw me over his shoulder, as he rose from his throne.

"Hey! What are you doing?!" I protested and smashed my fist without much force against is back. As a reply I got a wicked chuckle. "What could I possible do in a moment like this? Clearly, I am taking you to my bed. So stop to squirm around and let me devour you."

I stopped to wrestle him and was rather eager to find myself in that bed of his that I've never seen before. He walked straight through a wall and suddenly he grabbed my waist and lifted me onto a soft mattress. Shyly I looked up to him, since he stood before me and seemed to look me over.

"Get rid of your damn uniform." He demanded and once again I found myself obeying. With a snap of my fingers I let my attire vanish. I unexpectedly felt a little cocky and let everything disappear, all apart from my delicate bra and matching panties. "Those you can take off yourself, can you?"

Alucard laughed lowly as he crawled closer like a predator and to be honest, he was a predator through and through.

This night had changed everything. I finally received my Masters blood and he had taken my virginity. The Master /Servant bond that had existed between us had been replaced be something much stronger, even if I couldn't tell what it was. As always, Alucard was rather uncommunicative what this exactly meant for us, he simply claimed that I was his and always would belong to him. Not that I didn't want to stay at his side for eternity, I definitely wanted this, but he could at least be a little more charming. The again, if he'd be charming, he wouldn't be Alucard.

Between my thoughts I found him staring at me. As I felt the sunrise approaching, I fought to keep my eyes open and my mind focused, but it got harder and harder. Would he still be beside me, if I closed my eyes now?

"Don't fight it. I won't leave your side ever again, my queen."

A smile appeared on my lips as I let go and fell asleep in his strong arms.

End of Seras POV

To be continued...!

So. Not my first Hellsing fanfic, but the first I ever published! Don't be too mad if I made a few mistakes. English isn't my mother tongue that means I am constantly learning and improoving ;) Would love some feedback! Did you like it? Are you sad there wasn't a lemon? I am not quite in the mood for writing one, reading always, but... I don't know if I could do Alucards manliness justice :P Maybe I'll add one later.

Stay tuned, I am already working on the next chapter and... I hope it will be as hillarious, sexy and awkward as I imagine it is XD

I don't own Hellsing. Hellsing is the property of Kouta Hirano and is not my intellectual property. There is no financial gain made from this nor will any be sought. This is for entertainment purposes only.

See you soon,
Bercelak