Dear Diary,
Why? Why am I so soft? How come I am so kind hearted? I whine and cry about every little mishap that falls into my path. Todd is right. I am a major crybaby. What the hell is the matter with me!? Does Cam Fisher even love me? He's probably only going out with me out of pity. Why did Massie Block let me in the Pretty Committee? I bet its because she feels sorry for me just like Cam. Just like everybody else. That's why I'm epsilon. Why can't I be an alpha? Why can't I just be like Massie She's rich, beautiful, flawless, popular, and all of the guys adore her. And what am I? Her little sidekick. Thrown behind into the dust. Nobody cares about me. But what if I just left? Left this sad place we call a world. No, that would be to selfish. Ha! There I go again, always thinking about other. Its not like they care about me so what does it matter, Well I'm going to stop caring. Maybe now it is time to start my own clique. Rule the entire Westchester social scene. I'll no longer be known as,
"That poor girl from Florida," Maybe now Massie can finally kiss my feet. And all of her little minions can follow. Massie Block, Alicia Rivera, Kristen Gregory, Dylan Marvil and ex- Claire Lyons. Because now I will rule Westchester. There will be no more Pretty Committee, no more Loser Beyond Repairs or as May-sie says "LBRs," just because they aren't wealthy, and no more Massie Elizabeth Block. Why did she trust me with all of her secrets? Because honestly, I could ruin that bitch's life just like… that.
Your's Truly
The future alpha, Claire Stacey Lyons. )