Lead singer of WAKE Bella has a serious complex. Is it necessarily a bad thing? No. Come along on the adventures of the band and romances that come along with their growing fame and media attention.

Why hello there! Fancy meeting you here!

So because I have no real talent, I would like to say here that none of the characters or the songs belong to me. I'll always include the songs names and artists in the ending note to give credit where credit is due!

Other than that I hope you enjoy and maybe possibly (should) post some reviews of what you think.

Chapter 1

Just when you think, you got me figured out

The season's already changing

I think it's cool, you do what you do

And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover

I'm a child, I'm a mother

I'm a sinner, I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell, I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease

I'm a goddess on my knees

When you hurt, when you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I've been numb, I'm revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know I wouldn't want it any other way

The crowd cheered. Yeah. That's right they're going fucking wild.

I turned around and smiled at my band mates. Rose had a glow and smile. Jasper had his hand raised in victory and Emmett, well Emmett was already out of his drummers' seat and tossing his sticks into the crowd.

Turning back to the crowd, with my signature smirk with my tongue peeking out of the corner of my mouth I bowed and showcased my band members with sweeping motions of my arms. I heard the cue for us to leave the stage and after one more smirk to the crowd I exited.

"Fuck Bella, the crowd loved that one." Jasper was still on his performance high.

"It's just how we scream bitch into the microphone." Rose smirked and chuckled.

"Um no I think it's all the leather she's wearing right now." Emmett smirked and I snapped my pants against my leg.

"The whole idea of a BadAss tour was genius to say the least." I sneered.

We all nodded in agreement. That was our plan. That was our angle. The majority of today's pop music was and getting women, doing drugs, and cars to be as blunt as possible. We worked so hard to just emphasize that we are all assholes and arrogant and were fucking cocky as all hell. This is how we stuck. This is how we shined. We all had the bad boy mentality and a no shit confidence.

That's the way it had always been. Singing AC/DC and Thin Lizzy songs in local bars and joints was how we started. Later came the creations we are now famous for. We had been together as a band for 13 years now. It all started when Rose and I decided to take guitar lessons for our 10th Birthday presents. That's all we did at recess, play our scales. Eventually Emmett and Jasper, our only other true friends, got bored of listening and decided to join in. It was almost fate that the only other instruments we had in that tiny elementary school were a bass guitar and a piano. Jasper took the bass guitar and Emmett the piano. We spent every recess for 2 years playing in the music room.

That could have been where our egos started to form. All of the children trying to peak in the room to see us playing, the countless children that had to 'go to the bathroom' just so they could try to catch a glimpse of us through the door. Maybe catch a few notes here and there.

Our passion and dedication to music eventually lead to the exertion of the district paying for new and larger instruments once we hit middle school. By this point we were all on full sized instruments finally and Emmett made his decision to play the drums. Partly from our harassment that the piano was a pussy instrument and for our rock band we needed a drummer. He really had no objections.

With our set, and the shear talent that we all had we were able to master songs and do small performances for the school and community. It was surreal when we found out that Ben, one of our mutual friends, decided he wanted to be a music engineer. We hopped on the chance to be his experiment and have him record and mess with our tunes. We had the music down, what we needed was vocals.

It only really came together after a sleepover we had at my house. I was halfway through rinsing out the shampoo in my hair singing along to the latest song we were singing, I was doing it jokingly with overly exerted attitude, sass that almost sounded bluesy. Next thing I knew Rose ripped away the shower curtain with a dumbfounded look on her face. She dragged my naked ass into my room, thank god I had grabbed a towel because I did NOT want to let my Emmett and Jasper a free show. Hey I was still my gangly teenager self.

Rose smacked me upside the head.

"Why the fuck have you been hiding your vocal talent Bella?! We can FINALLY push forward." Rose screamed at me.

"What are you talking about?" I laughed out "I was just messing around."

"Do it again. Now." Rose demanded. Jasper and Emmett were looking anywhere but at me but I could see they wanted to know what was going on.

"Every morning there's a halo hanging from the corner of my girlfriend's four post bed.

I know it's not mine but I'll see if I can use it for the weekend or a one night stand." I sang exasperated and in mock sarcasm. This was not happening.

"No Bella again. For real." She tossed me my robe and she picked up her guitar. She started "Every morning…" and I just sang along. I don't know what came over me but I was giving it the same sass and feel as I had in the shower.

I saw Emmett and Jasper look. Stare. Smile. Confidence washed over me and I started to dance in place. Might as well have fun.

Shut the door, baby, don't say a word

Every morning, every morning

When I wake up shut the door, baby, don't say a word.

Jasper even chimed in on whistling. The song was over and we were all nodding. It was the start of a definite adventure.

Of course we had our struggles our fights and our egos, but it all worked in the end. It all fell together though, when Ben was finally hired into a larger corporation. Along with his application, he admitted some of his finer work as an example of his talent, the submission just so happened to be one of our band.

Along with Ben's acceptance, WAKE, our band, was also signed.

The sound of fans in the hall was enough to bring me back to the real world.

"Let's get these signings done fast. I need to get to the after party and get some liquid in me fast." I smiled at the definition of how my night was going to end.

SO! What do you think? Good enough to continue?

Bitch - Meredith Brooks

Every Morning - Sugar Ray