We got something else wrong in the prophecy, my first love was never Eve, it was you Chloe, it always has been.
I keep replaying that moment in my head over and over and over again. We wasted so much time. I wasted so much time being afraid of him when I saw his real face, I should have known he would never hurt me but I was stupid. Teaming up with the priest was an awful idea but all the books said terrible things about Lucifer and who he was and what he did, I should have known better but here I sit alone, in Lucifers bed in the penthouse wishing things could be different. I know he isn't coming back, he needs to stay down in Hell to protect the world, a selfless act. I regret telling him he was selfish, this man, this devil, is the most selfless creature on this earth and I, Chloe Decker, am the most selfish. I don't care if the world gets taken over by demons at this point, I just want him. No. I need him. It feels like Lucifer and I were made for each other and I don't know how I'm going to go on without him. Sign. I lay back, the silk sheets still smell like him, I start to tear up again as I hug the pillow. He is perfect, I've never felt this kind of love before, not even with Dan and we were married for God's sake. God. Fuck you, God. " HOW DARE YOU TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME? HE DESERVES TO BE HERE. WITH ME" I shout at the sky when suddenly I hear the elevator ding, curious who it is I will myself to get out of his bed and peak to see who it could be. Eve. " Why are you here, Eve?"
She looks at me with shock, expecting Lucifer I suppose. " Chloe? Why are you so upset? Where is Lucifer?"
" He left. He's back in Hell so I hope you're happy. It's your fault that prophecy came true and I lost him."
" I'm so sorry, Chloe, I should have left when he told me. I wish we figured out sooner I was his first love, before I had the chance to ruin it." I laugh in her face. She still believes she was first love. Priceless.
" His first love was never you. He never loved you." I spat coldly.
" Of course it was me, Chloe, I was his first girlfriend after all" she rolls her eyes as she says that. " He told me that I was his first and only love, what you and Lucifer had doesn't even come close to what we have." I stare at her as she says that. She truly believes he loved her more than me. Her. As if. I start thinking back to a few days ago when Lucifer wanted to punish Tiernan and he was edging him on but the moment I told him to stop and touched him, he did. He listened to me. Not her. I'm suddenly filled with intense rage.
" Eve, get out. Now. I honestly can't deal with you, I've just lost Lucifer for all of eternity and I can't look at you especially after your epiphany outside the church about how you just loved who you were when you were with him but guess what? Lucifer and I loved who we were with each other. It was never one sided even when I had just seen his face and was so confused I knew that I loved him but I was stupid and wasted that time." I admit in defeat. Sign. I am stupid. There must be a way to get him back. Eve looks at me and I can tell she wants to argue but she just starts to walk towards the elevator. " You know what, Chloe? I know you're right. You and lucifer did have such a special connection and it threatened me but I am glad he found you for as long as he did, I know the time he spent with you was the best times of his existence. I hope you get to see him again one day and for what it's worth it, I'm sorry for what I did again." I give her a small nod and head back to his bed as I listen to her get on the elevator to leave. I miss him so much. I climb in his bed when I see a small note on his nightstand with a box. Quickly I jump up and grab the note.
" Detective, I hope you get this note. First off, I just need to tell you how deeply sorry I am for leaving you. That was the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire existence. It broke my heart to see you so broken but it filled my heart when you admitted to loving me, as selfish as that is. Chloe, you are my missing piece. I don't know how I will go on living without you which is why I wanted you to know I will do everything in my power to get back to you once I know it's okay to leave Hell. It's worse than I remember down here, it's so dark and dreadful especially without you but this place isn't made for a beautiful soul like you. Times like this I wish I could go back to the Silver City simply because I don't know what I will do when you no longer walk the earth. I don't have the comfort of knowing I'll see you again because I know I won't unless I find a way out. Soon. I'm not sure if I told you but the last time I was here was to save your life, to get the antidote for the poison, I killed myself to save you and even though I was only dead for about 2 minutes, it was forever down here, it kept me going knowing I'd see your beautiful face again and now I don't have that comfort. I will continue to do everything in my power to see you but if I don't find a way out, I need you to move on. I need you to live your life to the fullest and to make a wonderful home for that spawn of yours. Don't let me ruin your life. In the box you will find a feather, one of mine, if you talk to it I will hear you, Detective. I love you so much. I am so sorry I had to leave. I will love you until the day I take my last breath. Yours forever, Lucifer". Tears start to form in my eyes the second I finish reading the note. I grab the box and open it, the feather he mentioned is there, so white and beautiful. I hold it and close my eyes and gain the courage to speak. " Lucifer, I love you. I know your note says to move on but I can't. I'm broken without you. I hope I get to see you soon. I miss you so much." I start to cry so hard I can barely breathe at this point. Climbing back in to the bed I close my eyes when suddenly I see the feather start to glow.
Authors note- this is my first attempt at a chapter story. Making the first chapter shorter just to see if it's worth it to continue. All reviews are welcome.