A Poem behind Echizen Ryoma Cocky Brat Attitude

I have worn this mask for so long and I don`t want to wear it anymore.

But I'm I even ready to take it off? Or I'm I still afraid to handle the true

Can you handle the real me? Did you know you really did felt for someone who is pretty much a stranger to you still?

The person I showed you isn`t really me

I`m still afraid of what everyone will say if they see what am I really like

I often wonder

Will you still feel the same when you see what I'm I really like

Are you brave enough to take me on?

Are you brave enough to give the real me a chance

Cause once I remove this mask I am not going back, not going back to the guy that I am known for

It took all my strength to keep myself hidden from everyone

Can you take the risk? And get to know me? If you are thank you.

But I'm I really ready to remove this facade mask and show you what I am really like.

I don`t what to act broken anymore I don`t what this mask But I`m still afraid to trust and afraid that no one would like the real me

Behind the closed door, there is another close door that been waiting and want to be open But I'm I really ready to set this mask in the past

I'm still afraid of what people would think of me.

No more thinking of the past and I`m taking this mask off

If you already see it, you are really lucky because that means I trust you.

Can I afford to trust you? Can I finally be me

Can you see the real me and the real smile and not one I pretend to show or not

All I been doing is hide this mask and a mask that not even anyone can tell

But I think It time to remove this because I'm putting this mask away like I should have done years ago.
I'm still wondering if this right and right thing I'm doing

I'm afaird but I guess being near you make me stronger than I realize

I want everyone to see what you see behind the closed door

You took time and made me open up to you

You took the time and got to know real me behind this cocky mask

You took the time to make me trust you

I'm finally opening myself once again and it is because of you

You didn`t care what is behind the mask

You didn`t care how different I was

You still loved me

How did I get lucky too called you my love

You have proven that not everyone will judge you if you let them see what you really are

You don`t know how special you have become to me
you don`t know have much I thank you for seeing the real me

You don`t have much your smile mean to me

You don`t know how much a thrill is being near you
How much I enjoy it

You make me stronger, just being near you

As much I don`t want to admit it I fell deeply in love with you

Because you took the chance and get to know me behind the mask

A Mask a that hide me for what I am really like

People wonder why we got together

How we felt in love

Sometimes I want to say " because he took the chance to get to know me"

Our love didn`t begin right away

I use to be scared of opening to you because what I heard about you

I use to be scared off because of all the blackmail you have done

But I guess I got use to the sadist side of you

I love when you open your eye just open for me, not the threating one but the lovely one
I love when we have this thrill a thrill that can never get boring

But the most thing I love is that you can see past that mask and past the wall, I build up that protect me from everyone else.

You didn`t change how you act around me

And you still said you love me
I'm still wondering why and how you got me to open up to you

But I won`t change a single thing

Because I'm glad someone can see behind the mask

Because I'm not alone anymore

Because I have someone like you

Thank you for seeing me, not afraid to see what beneath my mask

But I'm most thankful for you loving me beneath this mask

Is it because you wear a mask too and mask that only disappear when there someone you care get hurt

I'm glad I can be one of those people
Even if I don`t say it yet you know you can feel it I love you Syusuke Fuji and more than you can ever know

Thank you for seeing what is behind my cocky brat Attitude because I haven`t felt lucky before but now I do because I have you

You have made me become who I am.
You made me stronger

You made me feel special
because you got to know me Behind my mask and never complain about it.