Disclaimer: I do not own the Clique series or the characters. This is an idea that popped into my head earlier today.
It's after church and I text Cam to meet me in the nursery room, which is now empty. As I wait for him, a million things are running through my mind. How am I going to tell him my feelings for him? What if he pushes me away?
Cam Fisher, my one true love, is moving away. We had been serious for about six months and then things got awkward after I got addicted to pornography. I had gotten lots of help from my bishop (counterpart to Catholic priests) and I soon came out of it. But my feelings for Cam never left my heart. He was truly my world.
The door opens and he walks in, looking just as handsome as ever. I feel my heart leap into my throat as I try to figure out what to say.
"Ummmm…so…" IDIOT! Say something intelligent!
"What did you want to tell me?" Cam asked. His voice sounds like music to my ears. Just tell him….don't digress…just tell him.
"Well…I'm really going to miss you." I confess. Well…it's a start.
"I'll miss you too." He responds and an awkward silence fills the room.
"Cam…" I start and I can't hold it in.
I break down in front of him. He doesn't know what to do so he comes up with something logical. He pulls me into his arms and my heart breaks into a million pieces.
"Cam, I still love you. I love you more than all the stars in the galaxy. I've never felt anything so real before. Even after we stopped being serious, I still had feelings for you." I confess, able to control my tears.
"Claire…." Cam starts as we look into each other's eyes.
"I was never over you, Cam." I admit.
He doesn't say anything. He doesn't have to. He pulls me close and kisses me with a passion that I've never known. It starts to fill with anguish and despair as we realize that we'll never see each other again. Tears run down my cheeks and mix with his.
We pull apart from the kiss, but I'm still in his arms. "I wasn't over you either." Cam confesses.
The nursery door opens and both our mothers appear. Cam and I break our embrace and we walk out. After what seems like a long time, we go our separate ways…and we're both crying.
I know that I'll never see Cam again. He's moving far away. I know that I'll never see his eyes and how they're different colors. I'll never see his smile and how it's slightly crooked. I'll never be able to feel his spirit; his happiness. It breaks my heart to know that he's leaving.
And it breaks my heart even more after telling him how much I cared…care about him. Cam was my everything and much more. I just hope that one day, we will be reunited.
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