Disclaimer: No, I still don't own Harry Potter. Why does J.K. Rowling
torture me so?!
Authors note: This is more or less a drabble on what Sirius is feeling at a certain moment in time. The whole thing is what he is thinking. Just so you know, he's kinda crazy. Okay? Enjoy! Read and Review!
I, SIRIUS BLACK
I must remind myself. I am Sirius Black. Harry Potter will save me. My love Harry Potter will save us all. I cannot remember the last time I saw the sun. It seems so long ago. Maybe it has only been a year give or take a few months. I am dirty and my hair is in dire need of a trim along with this beard.
I Sirius Black will not give in. I am stronger than what they think I am. They try to take away food. I am still stronger than they are. There is one thing they cannot take from us. The hope. A hope that Harry Potter will save us. That is what keeps me, Sirius Black alive. I know Harry will come through that door and save me. I will hold him in my arms until I die...I am Sirius Black. Lover of Harry Potter.
But I am trapped. In a cage with Remus Lupin, Tonks and various others. They don't talk like I do. They keep to themselves. No one knows where we are. I am the strongest one. They want to give up in only 5 days. I've been here much longer. I am a survivor. I, Sirius Black, am a survivor. They are weak. I call out to them. Remus! Tonks! No answer. They must be asleep.
But it is weird Remus is laying in the same place he collapsed last night. I will shake him awake. Remus wake up it is me Sirius Black. His body is cold. No...you can't be Remus. No, I Sirius Black will not let you die Remus. Harry Potter will save us! Just hold on. Harry Potter will save us from these Death Eaters and our prison. No...keep up hope Remus! Harry Potter will save us...
What are these things falling from my eyes? I recognize these. I had these when James Potter died. No. I Sirius Black will not shed tears. I am strong. Remus Lupin was not. Is anyone alive? Are you all too weak to live? Someone please answer me. Why won't someone answer me! I am Sirius Black and we'll be saved by my lover Harry Potter.
I hear a voice. Yes. It is I Sirius Black! I am a survivor! I hear the footsteps of someone running. Yes. It is I Sirius Black! Help me! I cannot see anything but I hear the footsteps. Someone is closer. Sirius Black is alive! I cannot stand any longer.
I hear the familiar voice. Their arms are around me and they are saying my name. Sirius. Sirius. Sirius. Is it James? James...No James is dead. No it's Harry. My love Harry Potter. I am his Sirius Black. I Sirius Black did not give up hope. I Sirius Black survived. I am Sirius Black. Now I can rest. I am with Harry Potter. I Sirius Black am happy and with my lover Harry Potter. Hold me Harry. Hold me. I am Sirius Black...
The End.
So...uh...was it okay? Let me know! Review!
Authors note: This is more or less a drabble on what Sirius is feeling at a certain moment in time. The whole thing is what he is thinking. Just so you know, he's kinda crazy. Okay? Enjoy! Read and Review!
I, SIRIUS BLACK
I must remind myself. I am Sirius Black. Harry Potter will save me. My love Harry Potter will save us all. I cannot remember the last time I saw the sun. It seems so long ago. Maybe it has only been a year give or take a few months. I am dirty and my hair is in dire need of a trim along with this beard.
I Sirius Black will not give in. I am stronger than what they think I am. They try to take away food. I am still stronger than they are. There is one thing they cannot take from us. The hope. A hope that Harry Potter will save us. That is what keeps me, Sirius Black alive. I know Harry will come through that door and save me. I will hold him in my arms until I die...I am Sirius Black. Lover of Harry Potter.
But I am trapped. In a cage with Remus Lupin, Tonks and various others. They don't talk like I do. They keep to themselves. No one knows where we are. I am the strongest one. They want to give up in only 5 days. I've been here much longer. I am a survivor. I, Sirius Black, am a survivor. They are weak. I call out to them. Remus! Tonks! No answer. They must be asleep.
But it is weird Remus is laying in the same place he collapsed last night. I will shake him awake. Remus wake up it is me Sirius Black. His body is cold. No...you can't be Remus. No, I Sirius Black will not let you die Remus. Harry Potter will save us! Just hold on. Harry Potter will save us from these Death Eaters and our prison. No...keep up hope Remus! Harry Potter will save us...
What are these things falling from my eyes? I recognize these. I had these when James Potter died. No. I Sirius Black will not shed tears. I am strong. Remus Lupin was not. Is anyone alive? Are you all too weak to live? Someone please answer me. Why won't someone answer me! I am Sirius Black and we'll be saved by my lover Harry Potter.
I hear a voice. Yes. It is I Sirius Black! I am a survivor! I hear the footsteps of someone running. Yes. It is I Sirius Black! Help me! I cannot see anything but I hear the footsteps. Someone is closer. Sirius Black is alive! I cannot stand any longer.
I hear the familiar voice. Their arms are around me and they are saying my name. Sirius. Sirius. Sirius. Is it James? James...No James is dead. No it's Harry. My love Harry Potter. I am his Sirius Black. I Sirius Black did not give up hope. I Sirius Black survived. I am Sirius Black. Now I can rest. I am with Harry Potter. I Sirius Black am happy and with my lover Harry Potter. Hold me Harry. Hold me. I am Sirius Black...
The End.
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