A/N: I don't do much in terms of short stories, but I still want to write. I know not many people read my fanfictions but if you do, please leave a comment?

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Lovely Complex, though I wish I was as talented.

Risa's Point of View

Water? Sweat? No. Tears. It is also fluid. Only with far more meaning. Its feelings that come in each drop is what I wish was never there. Yes, I wish I never, ever met Otani. It all began that day…

-Flashback-

I was walking to our date. Just as I turned the corner, that before I didn't know I cherish that much, but now I love because it was a corner of secrets. I turned, but saw Otani with another girl. Excuse me. I'm the only girl that should be around him except family. Got it? Because last time I checked, me, myself, and I are his one and only girlfriend. But no…. he was with another girl. And holy. She is so cute…extremely. Her hair is long. Her bangs are choppy, but fell in just the right places. Her eyes, amber and big. Her lashes, long, beautiful. She is about Otani's height. Perfect for him. Her attire of an over sized jacket, and stockings, makes her look more mature. But still innocent. And cute. Something I'm not. I love fashion. But I know I can't pull off that outfit. I know I can't have her long, sleek hair. And most of all, I know I can't have her height. Something sparked inside of me. I don't know it. Don't know that feeling. At first I thought it was jealousy. But no. Its not that feeling I got from it. No, the feeling I got was self-hatred. Hate myself for not being Otani's perfect pair.

"…she'll never know" Otani said, which snapped me back to reality. What? Who is that she? Me?

"Yes, but still I don't think this kind of relationship would be good." The too-cute-perfect-height-girl-for-otani replied. Wait. What relationship? Otani won't cheat. He's not like that kind of person.

"Yes, but that doesn't mean that she is good for me either…" Otani said. "I only stick with her because I bet my mother…"

"Oh,..that's true. She's not cute either."the girl replied.

"No she's not. You better go. Koizumi is going to come soon. Can't let her know what we're up to." Otani said.

"Yes, we can't…" the girl countered, as she smiled deviously, a smile I didn't knew existed on such a cute girl, then she kissed Otani and left. I was expecting the usual. Otani blushing and yelling after the girl. But all he did was sigh in satisfaction. He sighed in satisfaction. He never done that with me… no. He never had…he never. I thought this as I hid. I hid and snuck away with all my feelings. That's now how its supposed to end. He is supposed to help me like usual. He would to that. Not to my face but he would do that. So why hasn't her? Why hasn't he…then I thought back to the long hair. Then I thought back to the amber eyes. Then I thought back to her…

-Flashback Over-

So after that I've never showed at the date. I wished I did though. Because then I could at least ask what was going on. He hadn't called me either, not even a text. Zippo. So I wipe away my tears of love filled water, and I stand up. I reached for the phone. That's right. If he won't call, I will. I will find out what was going on. I'm not losing him again. I worked my hardest to get him. He is worth it. That's right. He is. I imagine Otani, when he would laugh, and smile. I imagine Otani when he lend out his hand to help me when I fell. I remember Otani, who loved me. As I waited for him to pick up, as I rehearsed what to say in my head…I'm sorry Otani. I'm an idiot…..Then I hear something that I wasn't expecting. I heard the call end. He hadn't picked up my call...

No…..

NO….

This isn't happening. That girl. Is bad news…I knew it.