A TRIP TO ROME

This is my very first Fan fiction I am sorry if it is rubbish but review and tell me what you think Many Thanks

Chapter 1

Nick had, had a strange few weeks really he was coming to terms with what had happened with Doctor Winters, and also Hansen this was his ED and not anything or anybody was going to take that away from him. He had come to respect Miriam and that she was his equal as joint clinical lead, they had this mutual respect for each other but deep down nick knew that he was missing something or someone but had he got it in him to forgive her.

It was a busy day in the ED they had three victims of an RTC to treat and Miriam had got on a study so nick was left to hold the fort not that he minded though it gave him chance to have that authority back over the ED, he was working in resus today with Dr Hanna which secretly he loved although he would never admit it to anyone he needed to be around her she did something to him that he couldn't explain.

"Mr Jordan how nice of you to join us we thought that you had forgotten about us" doctor Hanna said sarcastically.

"how could I forget about you Dr Hanna" he said as he looked at her lovingly and she looked at him and for one split second they were just nick and Zoe.

They were bought back down with the sound of the crash beep the patient they were treating had suffered a respiratory arrest, they worked on the women for 45 minutes but unfortunately she didn't make it.

As the end of the shift arrived Zoe went into the locker room to get her coat and handbag from her locker, she suddenly remember that she had got a date tonight she had met this guy in a bar and he had asked her out, she decided that she would go because one way or another she needed to get over Nick Jordan. Mean while nick returned to his office where he met Miriam had they liked to have a handover at the end of the shift just to make sure that everything had been covered. Nick offered to give Miriam a lift home in his new car "Well Nicky she said are you sure that you want to be seen out with an old trout" Nick laughed to himself

" Yes you'll do" Nick drove Miriam right to her door they exchanged goodbyes and nick drove off down the road. For some reason Nick decided that he would go for a drink he knew a nice little bar in town for some reason he didn't want to be alone tonight.

Zoe had been back to her flat had a shower put the tightest black pencil skirt on she had and a low cut top tonight she wanted to make an impression. She arrived at the bar by taxi about 10 minutes late she walked into the bar and noticed Danny standing at the bar she went up to him and he kissed her on the cheek.

"Do you want a drink" he asked " I'll have a glass of red please" Zoe went over to a quite little corner booth so that her and Danny could talk somewhere a bit quieter, so they could get to know each other a bit better. Zoe and Danny sat talking about things in general what they did for work their hobbies and interests but one thing kept coming back to Zoe throughout the evening he wasn't her Nick.

Nick arrived at the bar and ordered a glass of red wine he stood at the bar watching the world go by. All he could think about was Zoe his girl why hadn't he spoken to her about the whole baby thing, he had just let her slip through his fingers rather than admit how he really felt about her. Nick had just ordered another drink and he decided that he would go and sit down as he got himself comfortable and took his coat off he looked over into the corner and saw Zoe kissing another man his whole body shook he didn't know what to do he had never felt like this before, just as he was about to get up and leave Zoe looked across right at him she could see the hurt in his eyes.

She wanted to make him jealous so she kissed Danny again this time with more passion Nick was getting more and more angry he got up and walked out of the bar. God she made him so angry at times but god did he love her.

He started walking along by the river trying to clear his head but all he could think of was Zoe and the fact that he only had five years to live Five years he kept thinking he wouldn't of had that if Zoe hadn't of forged his signature on the consent form he had to find her and tell her how he felt he owned it to her. Nick was going to something that he would never really do unless forced he was going to tell her how he felt about her.

Nick went back to the bar and just as he went to open the door Zoe and Danny were walking out

" Dr Hanna is it possible to have a word with you in private work related im sorry that it is out of hours but it is really important"

" OK" Zoe said wandering what could possibly be so important Danny had decided that he would go and get an early night as he had an early start in the morning he had arranged that he would give Zoe a call in a day or so. Zoe and Danny said their goodbyes.

" Right then Mr Jordan what can be so important that you felt the need to drag me away from my date" Zoe was not amused

" We are" he said looking into her eyes " Oh so now you want to talk about us do you I mean now it's convient you go weeks and hardly speak to me and then I go out for the night to try and forget about you and how I feel and now you wanna talk" Zoe was getting more and more wound up with him.

" Oh so you wanna forget about me do you" he said looking rather hurt

"No of course I don't Nick but if I can't be with you then I need to move on"

" That is what you want is it Doctor Hanna" moving towards her she could feel his warmth and his scent god she had missed him.

" I want you it has always been you but so much has happened Nick" Zoe was getting quite tearful

" What do you want Nick" Zoe asked him what he wanted would he give her a straight answer instead of saying anything he moved closer towards her and pulled her in and kissed her slowly and tenderly increasing to passion he wanted her to know how much he wanted her and this seemed like the best way to show her.

" Nick calm down we are in a public place" she said he took her by the hand and led her out of the restaurant towards his car. He held onto her hand for dear life he didn't want this feeling to end, just as they approached his car Zoe slammed on the brakes

" Nick I want this more than anything" "That makes two of us then" Nick said "but I don't want it to just be about sex this time it has to mean something I can't loose you again" Nick had heard every word that she had said " you won't loose be again Zo I need you just as much as you need me the past few months have been hell living without you" "This time it is for keeps if you'll have me"

" Of course I'll have you" "good then shut up and kiss me" Nick said wanting to get back to what they had started in the bar. " I love you Zo" " I love you too" she said climbing into his car as she put on her seat belt on he turned and asked her "Stay the night with me " " I would love to and with that they drove back to Nicks apartment not really knowing what to expect only that they were now together just being Nick and Zoe.

Well there is chapter 1 review if you want me to continue and tell me what you think