Hi this is a new fanfic, I have a writers block with the other fanfics. So I have wrote another fanfic with the help from DixieandJeff forever, please review and let me know what you think xx

Chapter 1

"The exam will be in a week's time, so make sure you revise"

That was what the teacher had told the class. Usually you will expect to be worried, nervous and a bit scared but that wasn't the case for Megan Parker. She is petrified of this exam, come on it was one of her main GSCE's and if she didn't get a grade C or above; she won't be able to go to the college she wants to go. So if she doesn't get a good enough grades she won't be going there.

She didn't even know why she was scared of the exam; it's not like she does badly in English but that was one of the main subject and she was already working at a level B. So why were she leaving scars on her arm?

No-one knew about the scars, not even her parents or her friends. She has been able to resist the temptation for ages but ever since she found out about the exam she just couldn't handle the temptation. She tried to talk to her parents about her exam before she started to self harm but they were always busy or at work.

She didn't really connect with her parents that well. She isn't one to talk to people about her life. Usually when she gets home from school she would sit in her room and listen to music and play on iPod/iPhone. She would try and ignore her annoying younger brother and sometime her parents.

School didn't help either, they were so nosey and there was just something about the school. Ever since she got into year 10 Megan didn't like it there but there was no point in leaving as she had her friends there and she was coming to the end of her school years. Now she is year 11 and she still doesn't like it there, it was like the school didn't care anymore.

She knows she has to stop and she tries but she can't its like the temptation has taken over her and she doesn't know how to stop it. She knows it's going to become a problem if she can never stop herself. Maybe she just needs to get the exam over and done with but that might not be all.