Hello my lovely ducks! So yeah I know I need to update my kid's sister fic but I'm going through some stuff, not writers block so calm down. I promise I'll update soon. So enjoy. Please don't shoot!

Kid: miss. Midnight owns nothing *sob*

Me: come here sweet heart, its okay *hugs kid, patting his back*

~just a dream~

(kid P.O.V.)

It's been two weeks since I turned eighteen. I have my best suit on. This was supposed to be the day of my wedding . I turn to the passenger seat. Something barrowed something blue.

I pick up the box next to the items and look at our pictures. The first one is of our weird family. Liz and patty pushing me toward soul and tsubaki and blackstar doing the same to him. I smile faintly at the picture , my heart twisting slightly. This was of the day soul and I had started dating.

The next picture is of soul and I. soul is kissing my cheek and I'm blushing in his arms. This was last year, our third year anniversary.

The very last picture is of six months ago. I was crying and blushing and soul was down on his knee, looking at me with a pleading expression. It was the day purposed to me. We had gone to dinner with the gang and soul had purposed with liz and maka squealing in the background and tsubaki taking pictures.

He had promised me that we would marry as soon as he got back from the mission my father had assigned him two weeks ago. I had smiled and nodded. I just still can't believe. He had asked me to have a single red rose to the wedding, with is what I held in my hand right now.

I open the car door and take a deep breath, wiping my eyes trying to hide the tears. I walk slowly to the church smiling the best I could. With every step I felt a stab and a tear in my heart. I open the door to the church and look at my friends, as tears fell from my eyes. I hear the sound of the military band and the flower falls from my hand.

I get to the casket and fall to my knees in front of it. The tears just wouldn't stop and I whispered to soul as if he could hear me.

"Baby why'd you leave me? Why'd you have to go I was countin on forever, now I'll never know? I can't even breathe. It's like lookin from a distance, standing in the background. Everybody's sayin he's not coming home now. This can't be happening to me! This is just a dream"

My shoulders shook as sobs wracked my chest. Liz and patty walk over to me and got me back to my feet. They held me and my heart turned into dust as the shots rang out. Spirit or death sythe gave me a mournful look and handed me a folded up and I held on to the only thing I had left of him and what could have been. The band then started to play the saddest song I ever heard.

Baby why'd you leave me? Why'd you have to go? I was countin' on forever now I'll never know! I can't even breathe. It's like I'm lookin' from a distance, standing in the background and now everyone's sayin' he's not goin' home now. This can't be happenin' to me! This is just a dream!

This is just a dream!

~fin~

Ow! My heart hurts! Oh poor kid, this was meant to be sad so don't hurt me please!

Kid: no! soul can't be gone!

Soul: babe, it was just a fic, I'm fine

Kid: soul! *glomps*

Me: *takes pics* review please!