"There is no way I can do this Edward!"
"Bella I don't understand! Please! Help me what am I doing wrong?"
"I can't describe it. I wish you would know that when you say you don't have a soul how much of a monster you make me feel like! It makes me feel like I have no chance with you because if you didn't have a soul I would love a monster. Do you really think I could love a monster?"
"No Bella, I-"
"No. See I couldn't love a soulless monster because if I did I would be a monster too."
"You are not a monster you love me anyone who loves has a soul."
"So you don't love me Edward?"
"What no! I mean yes I- Bella I never said that I didn't. I love you Bella."
"That's a lie because you just said that anyone who loves has a soul. Then you say you love me. Which implies that you have a soul. Now if you keep saying that you have no soul that means you can't love me. To be capable of love, you need a soul."
"…Wow".
"So…? Do you get it know? Do you get how I love you and how no matter what you've done everything you've done since then has made you a person whether you have no heartbeat or not. You are not dead! Because in my heart you will always live no matter what happens!"
That was two years ago. I still can't believe she did it. I can't believe she was the only person to convince me that we have souls. She sure was amazing. Even now as she lies beneath the snow covered ground. One truck. One truck was all it took. It hit her and that was it. She was gone. She is gone. Forever. I had no idea how to keep living. She made me promise that I wouldn't go to the Volturi. And there was no way in hell I would break a promise to her. She is my angel and the only thing that has kept me going the fact that I know she is helping me and that she has a spot reserved for my soul up in heaven. Makes me not scared of what will happen. After all, I'll get my angel back.