Pain. That's all it is!
Just a dull, sick pain.
But it isn't that bad I guess,
I only feel like I've been hit by a train.
I can deal with it!
I'm a big girl!
I mean, some days I can hardly breathe
But His plan will unfurl!
Why all the medicine?
Why all the pills?
Doctors only say "we don't know.
Come back later. Now pay the bills!"
Is it really worth it?
Do people really care?
I can live with pain! Really!
But why meds? Life's just not fair!
I have a life!
And I am not afraid to die.
I'd rather have others relieved first!
I really don't know why...
Some days I could throw
All of my meds across the room!
Other days, I'm too weak to do so
All I can do is swoon.
I'm not afraid! Really!
So what if hypoglycemia,
Asthma, arthritis, cancer,
Tumers, ulcers or leukemia?
I'm not afraid.
I know where I'm going.
His plan still awaits.
Til then, I'll just keep on singing.