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This is an EXTREMELY cliché plot. Much like those you would see in Korean drama, but I simply love it when it comes to fics I really do hope you guys would enjoy this fic despite its BE (bad end)
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THE UNHEARD LOVE

Kise's POV

I, Kise Ryouta. Led a happy life. Happy with my job as a model, as the ace of my basketball team. And of course, being in love with the ace of Too Aomine Daiki. It had been one sided love all along. Our relationship stayed as friends or sometimes rivals on court and off court. I would always bug him to play one-on-one with me, though he finds me annoying for being noisy and all cheerful, I still loved to spend time with him. I didn't dare to confess as for his personality he would hate or even end our friendship if he found out that I had this type of feelings for him, and of course I don't want that. I want to stay the way we are right now, I am happy to be by his side, watch him play basketball, all his stunning moves and amazing power that I adore and admire. But it changed, I wanted him to know about my feelings towards him, I wanted to confess my love out loud to him, to let him know that I love him more than anything in this entire universe….

I was diagnosed with cancer when I decided that.

I was unprepared to receive a news like that, although both my grandparents have passed away due to cancer, I thought I would be lucky enough to live my life healthily. But no, I was wrong. My life was just starting to look better, I'm working hard to improve on my basketball in order to win Aominecchi, I have a bigger dream of becoming a pilot and most importantly to have him in my life.

"We are sorry to tell you that you only have 5 months left…"

But it seems like I can no longer fulfill whatever that I wanted. I have limited time, limited energy. I need him to know, before I run out and leaves this world.

I came to accept this slowly, my faith, the truth that I'm on the verge of death. I'm getting weaker, my body could no longer support from the heavy basketball training and the busy schedule as a model, but I am still trying hard to keep up, not giving up either of it, living the way I used to be, still bugging him to play one-on-one with me. I told no one about my condition, I don't want them to be worried. My dear and most beloved friends and teammates. I have been collapsing at work, my manager was really worried, she asked me if I am ill, of course I had to say no, I made up excuses saying that I am just too exhausted from practice or I forgot to eat lunch. Luckily she didn't suspect anything. I couldn't focus during training and my stamina became weaker, my skin lost its healthy glow, I was slim but I am starting to look anorexic. It was impossible for my teammates to not realize the change in me, especially my captain, Kasamatsu Senpai. He was mad at me for not being able to focus during training and questioned me about my weight, I couldn't find any excuses to make them less worried, "I am fine ssu~ Don't worry guys~" this had become my most frequent line….

20 days left….

At this point of time, I am too weak to take care of myself, I was forced to be hospitalized and of course, I lied again. To assure my teammates, I told them I would be on a business trip to Paris for a fashion tour for a few weeks, meeting all the famous designers and learning more about fashion. Captain was unhappy but he still accepted it, it was always so heart-warming to his see his messed up and angry face as he shouts at me for skipping so many practices, I could tell the worried tone in his voice, I knew how much they cared for me, and that's the reason why I didn't want them to be worried. I assured them I would be back to practice immediately after come back from Paris. About my job, I lied to my manager about the team going to America for an exchange program to improve our basketball skills. My manager said it was fine and that she would take care of everything before I get back.

Little did they know, that was my last good-bye…

Lying in the ward filled with white, it kind of gave me peace. I came to acceptance and waited for the days to pass. I cried lots, crying for my regrets and unfulfilled wishes. The loneliness was killing me as the physical pain grew. I want to see Aominecchi again, and tell him how I feel. I finally pick up my courage and decided to confess, I picked up my phone and texted him.

"Aominecchi~ could you come to the court now?~ the usual one~"

"huh… tsk.. 1 on 1 again?.. Im lazy to..."

"Pls?.. It wouldn't take long…~"

"tsk… fine"

I changed out of my hospital gown and into my own clothes, I used some foundation to cover up my unhealthy looking pale skin, before sneaking out of the hospital. I went to the usual court that we always play one-on-one at and waited for him to arrive. I saw his tall figure approaching as I calmed myself telling myself that I can do this. He stood in front of me.

"Where's the ball?...Don't you want to play one-on-one?"

"Actually no ssu… I want to tell you something….." I lowered my head in embarrassment

"huh?! You asked me to come out all the way here just to tell me something?!" He sounded really pissed, but I'm used to it.

"I-I like you…. Aominecchi….."

There was a few seconds of awkward silence before he spoke.

"Oi, Kise what are you talking about?... Don't be stupid…." He looked away

"I-I am serious ssu! I am in love with you! Aominecchi!"

"Don't be gross Kise, are you here to pull a joke on me?! Tsk….."

I knew it, he thinks its gross… I didn't hope for anything in the first place.

"I am serious ssu…. Believe it or not… That's all I want to say…..saiyonara…" I hurried away, turning my back on him, tears overflowed uncontrollably.

"Oi! Kise!"

I didn't dare to look back, I rushed and returned to the hospital. Returning to my dull ward, the familiar smell of alcohol. Emotionally racked and physically strained, I cried. A lot, more than I have ever had in my entire life. Although I had expected that answer from him but I didn't expect it to hurt this much.

I had no last resort, but one, and that is what is waiting for me. Death.

Confessing to Aomine was the last thing I want to do before I die, despite the many unfulfilled dreams that I had. And now, I have completed that last thing I want to do, I don't see the reason to continue this physical and emotional pain on myself. Perhaps, just maybe, if Aominecchi had accepted my feelings I would gain my hope to live and to recover from this impossible illness, or at least be happy for the last moments of my life. But now, I have lost everything, my love, my admiration, my desire to stay in this world that held no meaning to me anymore.

I called for the doctor, moments later he came in with a thin piece of paper in his hand, it reads, 'Organ Donation'. The doctor handed me the piece of paper and under the column for 'Organ of donation' I wrote down, 'heart'. I thought, maybe my heart will bring someone else love and happiness. I signed the paper and passed it back to the doctor, he sighed and asked, "are you sure about this?..." I nodded biting my lips, I didn't want myself to regret this….