Should Have

by tazra

When tragedy strikes the team what will happen? Will it bring couples together or tear them apart. I don't own any of the characters except. Well you'll see.

Should Have

Oh god I loved her so much. Did she even know? No, probably not. A person like me and someone like her. I wasn't worthy of her attention, but then no one was. And I really was happy for her for awhile when she was with will but then I could see how he would start to show up later and later when we would get back from cases and how depressed she seemed and how gradually she stopped talking about him at all. And then there was that one time I went over to their house while she was out with the girl to confront will about his action and found him with a hooker. And then there was now. She was laying in hospital bed close to death because of me. Because of what I had told her. I had finally told what I had seen that one day in March. I can't believe that I had told her over the phone. I hadn't been there for her. Oh god WHY; WHY was I SO stupid! I never should have done that! I was so lost in my own world that I never even noticed her hand gently grip mine back.