Universal Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-gi-oh! Gx, or the song used here.
Johan watched the clouds as he sighed, looking for answers. Judai had been rather quiet lately which was unlike the Judai he knew. Was it the duel with Yugi? Was he still weak from the last duel with his evil twin?
Either way, something was bothering Judai, and he had to get to the bottom of it.
I wish he would open up to me. Johan thought as he got off the grass.
Johan sighed as he continued walking away from his favorite park. Now that they had both graduated they wouldn't get to see each other every day and night, and that hurt him so much. Johan could remember the first time they met each other at duel academy. He had never met anyone else who could see duel spirits so when Judai told him that his Amethyst Cat was pretty he was surprised.
"I miss the old days, whatever happened to them?"He muttered to himself.
There's a possibility
All I gone get is only your stare
So tell me when you hear my heart stop?
You're the only one that knows.
Tell me when you hear my silence.
"Johan, are you alright?"A.C. asked while looking into his eyes.
Johan didn't answer the cat because he was too sad to speak.
He and Judai had gotten into a fight and now they weren't speaking to each other.
"Johan, please answer me."A.C. begged. Johan remained silent as he continued to walk in the park. He was hoping to leave town and the park but before he could make it out of the park he sat down on the cool, white bench as salty tears came from his eyes as he remembered all the times he had with him.
"Johan!" a much younger Judai called, wearing a red jacket with white lines crossing his shoulders. He had on some red pants to match the shirt, and he was battling for his soul. The brunette's spiky brown hair had red highlights in it even back then, but was different was that he didn't have Yubel inside his soul.
"Johan!" He called again, this time coming closer to him.
Johan called Judai's name as he waited for him to find him inside his duel monster.
Johan continued to cry as he thought of Judai who was now gone forever. Judai was one of the few friends he had, and now he was gone, just like he was when he had hurt Judai. Johan had never thought losing Judai would hurt this much to cause him to cry everytime he is reminded of him.
"Judai!"Johan screamed as more tears came from his eyes. He couldn't be happy without Judai, the one person who understood him for him.
I miss you Judai, please come back to me, I'm sorry. I need you.
"Johan?" A familiar voice called. Could it be? It can't be. Am I dreaming? Johan thought, figuring it was his mind playing tricks on him.
"Johan, why do you refuse to look at me?"The voice asked again.
Johan didn't believe it yet so he looked up at the figure before him that looked like Judai.
"Johan, are you alright?" the figure that looked like Judai asked.
Johan put his fingers in Judai's hair to see if he was real, and when he felt real hair he cried into Judai's chest.
"Gomen Nasai, Johan. (1) I didn't know that I could hurt you this much."Judai whispered while rubbing Johan's back in an effort to comfort him.
"It's alright Judai, it was a stupid fight. Just don't leave me again."Johan sighed.
Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of time
To decide
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest Of my life?
"Come Johan, let's go home."Judai muttered while stretching out his arm to offer to Johan to help him get up. Johan took his hand and used it to get up, and then he let go of it.
A/N: Gomen Nasai is I'm sorry in Japanese. Also, please leave me a review to help me improve.
