First Phan fiction EVER! I'm so excited c':
I've really become interested in this couple~
Soooo this fanfiction... its probably going to be really different than any of the other phan fictions because I'm into writing long chapters and well, pretty deep stuff~
I have a full summary all written out but I'm writing another 'full' fanfiction at the same time so this will probably update bi-monthly~
I hope to make this rather long so I hope you're ready to stick out for the ride :)
Small warning the beginning is kind of boring :/ this is a meh chapter
Warnings; Mature themes(!) may be triggering; also future smut more than likely (Though I suck at writing smut so I dunno) c:
Oh yeah ahem this chapter is all from Dan's POV c:
I hope you enjoy~!
-Mina
I really wished it was possible to kill light. That it was possible to take a knife and literally jab it into the rays coming in through the window. At least the flat was still quiet I reminded myself as I flipped myself over to hide my head in the plush of my pillow. The pattering of rain was somehow enough to keep me wide awake though.
I groaned as I sat up having given up completely on sleeping. I reached for my phone that was laying beside my bed and checked the time.
"10:30..." I mumbled to myself setting the phone back down. Phil would be up in a matter of minutes meaning I didn't have much time left either way so I slipped out of bed and stumbled to the small bathroom connected to my room.
I slumped against the wall and yawned before turning the shower on. The heat of the water quickly created a screen of steam around me and for some reason I suddenly really didn't want a shower.
After a few moments of just standing there I stripped down and climbed in with a sigh. The water washed over my skin and woke me up a little but I was still in a bit of a daze. I lazily washed my hair and scrubbed down my body before climbing out and wrapping myself in a towel.
I dragged myself back into my room and sat down on my bed once more before pulling out my laptop and going on Tumblr. There was a subtle knock from my door.
"Yeah?" I shouted half heartedly being extremely caught up in my laptop.
"Okay, just making sure you got out of bed." He replied simply before strolling away to do whatever it was he did in the morning.
Mostly Phil was locked in his room in the morning, he normally didn't come out until around one in the afternoon at the earliest. I never really questioned what he did the assumption always was that he was probably just doing the same as me; continuing to supply his addiction to the internet.
I sat there until around twelve when I gave into my complete annoyance with my quickly curling 'hobbit hair' and walked back to the bathroom to straighten it. After I finished I decided it was only right to get dressed at that point and slipped some clothing on.
I sat back in front of my laptop but very quickly found hunger settling in. It was with a heavy sigh that I went out to the lounge to prepare myself some food and probably watch some t.v.
I began to paw through the cupboards finding myself uninterested in everything we had. I decided to see if Phil wanted to go have breakfast out. I dragged myself back down the hall and lightly pulled on the door knob, locked, as usual. This time I knocked.
"Yes Dan?" He shouted to the door nearly cutting himself off with a yawn.
"Want to go get breakfast somewhere with me? I'm starving." There was a long pause before his reply.
"Not today, I'm not feeling too well." I heard some light shuffling.
"Alright, see you later." I made my way back to the living room and slouched down onto the couch completely unsure what to do now. An idea came to mind, I pulled my phone out of the pocket of my skinny jeans and picked through my contacts quickly dialing the number and waiting until I heard a soft voice answer.
"Hello?" She answered sounding slightly distracted
"Hey Sarah, I'm hungry want to get some breakfast with me?"
"I think you forgot something important." She giggled lightly.
"What do you mean?" I questioned.
"I'm busy this morning and we have that date later tonight." I wanted to slam my head on the table at my stupidity.
"O-oh yeah..." My face burned as I realized I had completely forgotten, she had told me just yesterday she had important plans in the morning. It had been awhile since we had seen each other due to her lack of time lately.
"I have to go now, I'm really sorry, see you later~" She said in a bit of rush before suddenly hanging up, not even giving me the chance to say goodbye.
I groaned and slipped the phone back into my pocket. Phil and Sarah had both refused my offer, now what? I knew already that Pj and Chris both had plans as of that day. Pj had said just a few days before that both him and Chris were going to spend the day in Manchester.
I heard an awful squeaking noise and looked up to find Phil in the hallway. He shut his bedroom door softly behind him and made his way towards me. He hadn't taken a shower yet, it was very obvious. His normally neatly straightened hair flew in a multitude of directions and his normally bright blue eyes were dulled down by the purple bags lining his eyes.
"Hey." He offered a small greeting, waving his hand lazily.
"You look tired." I commented, not expecting a reply.
"Meh, do I?" He asked, tilting his head to the side. He was normally like this in the morning, a little out of it, a little off. It was easy to just simply put it as he wasn't a morning person, the mixture of obvious lack of sleep and slightly depressed attitude gave that away easily.
"Yeah, you do." He shrugged his shoulders and plopped down next to me.
"I think I feel better now, still want some breakfast?" He offered with a light smile, his smiles were always different in the morning. My face lit up, I wouldn't have to settle for cereal or toast.
"Yes, please!" I exclaimed with a little too much excitement.
"Okay, I still need to shower though." He sighed and laid back on the couch showing no signs of moving again any time soon. I lifted an eyebrow.
"Well then, maybe you should move I hear that's how you take showers." I teased, jabbing my finger into his side.
"Don't be so mean~" He whined, reaching out to push me away but failing as I moved to the side. "I'm being nice by going with you so be nice to me as well."
"Oh but that's not how it works~" I grinned before standing up and abandoning the couch to retrieve my laptop. Phil, as normal, didn't ask where I was going, he just sat back and relaxed.
I came back into the room only moments later with my laptop in hand to find him snoring quietly on the couch. I sighed, maybe I had put my hopes too high.
"Phil!" I shouted with annoyance. He shot up with one of his little 'Ah!'s and glared in my direction.
"What was that for?" He barked, clearly not happy that I had awoken him.
"Well, you said you would go with me, get your lazy butt up." I seated myself next to him once more, opening the lid to my laptop and opening up the internet.
"Your on your laptop now, why can't I just rest?" He huffed, puffing his cheeks out and continuing a steady glare.
"Well, that's because you still need to shower and I need something to do." I replied with a mocking tone, scrolling through a few pages.
"Fine, fine. I'll go take a shower..." He groaned as he stood up- wobbling a little with the effort- and making his way down the hall and back into his own room.
"Have fun~!" I shouted in the last few seconds before he closed his door I barley was able to catch his short reply.
"I'm not doing anything gross in there Dan!" I couldn't help but chuckle at that, Phil had a much more innocent mind than me. It was easy to hear the sound of his bathroom door slamming and the shower water running, I was worried for a moment he might go back to sleep.
It wasn't like Phil ever lied to me but he had a tendency to fall asleep at random times, mainly because he stayed up all night. I wouldn't know about his sleeping problems if it weren't for the random noises emitting from his bedroom that break me from sleep almost every night.
I once mentioned it and asked him to try and be quieter and at first he seemed to take it into deep consideration but it wasn't long before the pattern restarted, not that it mattered so much anymore. It had become rare for me to spend the night in my own room, I often spent most of my time at Sarah's except for as of late.
Sarah was my girlfriend of eight months and we had become very close, though I did have to admit at the time the relationship seemed to mostly rely on sex; something my viewers probably couldn't even imagine me doing. Despite this she and I had been previously talking about me moving in so I could get out of Phil's hair and help support her.
My parents supported the idea and it seemed most of my friends did as well, the only one opposed was Pj who claimed it was too early to jump into anything. I had thought through Pj's claim but I didn't exactly agree with it despite Chris backing it up and Phil having what seemed to be slight agreement. I just knew I wanted to do it and didn't want to let anyone hold me back, what was wrong with that?
I had blankly been scrolling through tumblr for what I thought was only a few moments but I discovered had actually been a good twenty minutes when Phil reemerged fully dressed and ready to go.
"So where are we going~?" He chimed, finally giving a full smile and returning to his normal self.
"Dunno." I simply shrugged, pulling my eyes from the laptop screen to close the lid and look to him.
"Really?" He exhaled deeply. "All that rush and you don't even know where we are going!"
"Well I wouldn't have to rush you if you had just gone." I made up a poor excuse, bringing my legs up on the couch so they could meet with my chest.
"Uh-huh." He gave me a blank stare before blowing a stray hair from his face and sitting back down beside me.
Only now did I notice that he was wearing one of his own shirts, the purple amazingphil one and instead of his normal skinny jeans he had a pair of knee length shorts. His hair had been smoothed out now and his once purple baggy eyes now were a even shade of pale. I'd never understand how those bags and his depressed mood just vanished the moment he washed up.
"What's with the shorts? It's not that warm out." I commented.
"I'm out of jeans, I seriously need to stop being lazy and do some laundry." He chuckled and looked towards me, his bright blue eyes meeting with my chocolate ones. "Just like someone else I know."
I titled my head to the side not at all understanding what he meant. "What do you mean?"
"You wore those jeans yesterday Dan." His smile widened when he saw realization hit me. He was right, I hadn't even noticed I was in such a daze that morning.
"Oh yeah..." I wasn't really sure what to say, I was surprised enough he had even noticed when I hadn't, then again Phil was thousands of times more observant than me, or even most human beings.
"So where to?" He repeated, the smile dropping from his lips once more.
"Dunno." I repeated with another blank shrug, Phil wasn't agitated though, it was hard to get him angry.
"How about..." He thought a few moments, staring off into space as if the air particles would give him an answer. "Starbucks?" He offered with a sheepish grin.
"We have that all the time..." I began to complain. "But, yeah, lets go." I always enjoyed Starbucks, it was a good place to have breakfast I couldn't deny it. Phil chuckled and swiftly stood from his seat, offering out his hand.
I denied the offer, picking myself up in a more clumsy manor as my legs had fallen into a sort of numb state. Phil simply shrugged at the rejection of his help and walked to the door, waiting for me to gather myself. I still had yet to get my wallet or coat so I held out one finger signaling him to wait and ran back down the hall to my room.
It was easy to find the two items among the mess on my floor. I slipped the flakey black object into my front pocket and began slipping the coat on as I walked back out. Phil was still waiting by the door and began to open it as I approached, sliding out into the building before I had even arrived at the door.
"Wait!" I shouted at him but he ignored me, allowing the door to close so I would have to reopen it myself. With a sigh I pulled the large wooden object open to find him waiting patiently behind it.
"Ready now?" He asked with a light grin. I only rolled my eyes in return and walked to the lift, attempting to leave him behind but still finding him close behind. He reached for the down button but I quickly intervened, pushing his hand away like a desperate child.
"Opps, sorry, I forgot your need to press the button." He laughed, watching the doors slowly open.
"Damn right." I replied simply, raising my head in a manor that mocked my own actions. Phil followed me into the lift, allowing me to once again press the button.
"So how are things with Sarah?" He suddenly asked, giving me his best look of interest.
"I think they are good? We have a date tonight so I'll finally see her again~" I couldn't help the excitement that entered my voice. Phil gave me a slight look of disappointment.
"I'm worried she might be doing something bad Dan..." He nearly whispered, looking to the floor to avoid my eyes. I didn't really understand what he meant.
"What?" I titled my head to the side attempting to get an explanation from him.
"Well I mean, normally when girls spend this much time away from their boyfriend they are doing something bad..." He looked to the wall, very obviously avoiding my eyes.
"Like what?" The conversation didn't make me as uncomfortable as it should of, my body felt no weight or fear despite the deepness of the conversation.
"Well, like..." He chewed on his lip a little. "Like cheating..."
I gave him a small look of disbelief and shook my head. "Don't worry about it she would never do anything like that." I reassured him with a small smile. He gave me a slight look but quickly dropped the subject probably not wanting to push me too much.
The doors opened then and we walked into the lobby and out the door in silence. Despite living in London now the streets were still about the same fullness as they had been in Manchester. People still rushed through the streets like mad men and cars were still packed together as tightly as they possibly could be.
"Which way is Starbucks again...?" I honestly couldn't remember, Phil had a better idea of how to navigate around London than I did, he had a much easier time finding his way around and remembering the directions.
"It's left, you really forgot?" I could tell he was suppressing laughter, I, of course, ignored it though.
"Yes I forgot! We just moved here!" I huffed and began walking down the street attempting to leave him behind but as normal he easily kept up with me.
"I really just want a white chocolate mocha~" He spoke once more grabbing my attention. "What are you going to get?"
"I'm not there yet, how should I know?" I sighed, weaving through the large mass of people. I knew the shop wasn't much farther down the street, we lived very close to it, all the more reason to go to Starbucks rather than somewhere else.
"Well, you should have like a normal right? You normally get a cappuccino you don't want one today?" He continued to question, it wasn't abnormal for him for him to put so much effort into filling the empty air, he never liked silence much.
"Dunno, maybe." I knew that was an extremely vague answer but I knew he wouldn't mind, he was good at finding ways to continue the conversation despite it. I caught the edge of the green Starbucks sign and began forcing my way through the crowd to get to the doors, Phil followed closely behind me.
I wasn't surprised to find the place packed, it normally was, neither was Phil. We both easily pushed our ways into the line looking vaguely at the menu both already pretty well knowing what we wanted. After a few moments of standing there in silence Phil tapped me on the shoulder to get my attention.
"Mhm?" I hummed turning to look at him.
"Want me to go find a seat or something? They are all filling up like mad." He offered, giving me a simple smile and looking to what seemed to be one of the only free tables left.
"Alright but don't you want something?"
"Yeah, just get me that white chocolate mocha." His smile widened.
"No food?"
"Nope."
"Okay." Every day routine. Phil squeezed out of the line and took his place at the small corner table for two quickly taking his phone from his pocket and going off elsewhere. I was stuck in line for what felt like an hour more before I finally reached the register and got my chance to order and pay.
When I approached the table and sat down awkwardly, attempting not to spill either of the cups I held or drop the small bag I held, Phil looked up from his phone almost instantly, taking his cup. We sat in silence for a few moments before Phil suddenly spoke.
"Hey, I just realized its friday." His voice was neutral, neither happy nor sad.
"Yeah it is, what about it though?" I sipped lightly at the scolding hot drink.
"What are you going to do about your new video?" I nearly jumped at the realization.
"O-oh! I forgot... opps..." I mumbled awkwardly putting down the cup and shuffling to get out my phone. "I'll just post something on twitter and do it tomorrow instead."
"Your fans won't be angry?" Phil titled his head a little to look at my phone.
"Mmmmm well, yeah they probably will be but what am I to do?" I looked up for a brief moment.
"Ah yeah, heh, nothing you could do." Phil laughed sounding a little out of place. I didn't reply, now caught in my phone and the words I was speedily typing across the screen.
"When is your date?" Phil suddenly asked bringing me back to the real world as I pressed 'post' on the tiny touch screen.
"Ah well, Sarah was thinking we would meet up around four so in a few hours, why?" I shrugged my shoulders nonchalantly and reached for the bag, finally feeling hunger once again.
"Oh, no reason, just wondering how much time you had to waste." I nodded slightly picking out the muffin I had ordered and beginning to nibble at it.
"Well I'll probably be leaving as soon as we get back, she lives kind of far off." I mostly said that to myself, I knew Phil probably didn't care when I left.
"Alright, so I'll see you tomorrow?" Phil inquired, closing his eyes and giving me a bright smile.
"Yup. She has plans tomorrow evening so I'll be back in the flat tomorrow night." I verified, putting the muffin back down and going back to the coffee. I could see Phil nod his head slightly from the corner of my eye before he took his phone back out and went back to whatever he was doing before I assumed.
The rest of breakfast was spent in silence, Phil spent the rest of his time on his phone and I spent the rest of mine thinking about the night to come in excitement. Somewhere in my thoughts halfway through the inquiries about llama spirits and the thoughts on my next video an idea came to mind.
"Hey tomorrow when I get home want to do our fifth Phil is not on fire?" I offered, attempting to restart the conversation.
"U-uh sure?" Phil didn't seem to know what to say, for some reason I felt like he didn't really want to do it.
"It's okay if you don't want to." I assured him with a wave of my hand before downing the last of my coffee.
"No, no its not that I don't want to I was just surprised." Phil waved his arms as if it would verify what he said more.
"Alright... if your sure." I didn't really believe him but what was I supposed to say? I had known for awhile now I had been over staying my welcome at Phil's flat, that's part of why I tried to spend as much time with Sarah as possible. Phil was obviously becoming tired of me, even if we were best friends everyone gets fed up with people if they are around them long enough. We did share the rent and it wasn't like I was there all day every day though so I wasn't too worried about it at the time.
Phil suddenly gave a yawn and stood, looking to me and smiling.
"I'm pretty bored, ready to go back?" He offered, giving a quick motion with his head to the doorway. I nodded and stood, pushing my chair in and grabbing my cup and the bag that held only the wrapper to my muffin now. I tossed the bag in the trash smoothly and set the cup on top, following Phil out onto the somehow less busy streets.
We walked in silence, Phil trailing behind me, attempting to keep up with my pace. The longer we walked the farther behind he fell.
"C'mon Phil!" I yelled back teasingly, throwing him a quick grin before speeding up. Somehow he fell in pace with me but then it turned into a battle, a battle of who could go faster and for how long. Neither of us won.
Living in London had its perks, it took us nearly a fourth of the time it used to take to get where we wanted to go. We were quickly back in the lobby of our apartment building. Phil pressed the button this time, sliding through the now open doors before I could chew him out.
"I should probably get ready now huh?" I sighed as we walked into our flat, Phil throwing the keys onto the counter and sliding into his room.
"Yeah." He yelled back lazily.
I easily slid into my room glancing around the cluttered floor for some of my slightly more 'showy' clothing for the night I had ahead. Skinny jeans and a T-shirt just didn't seem all that appropriate for a restaurant date.
I came up with a pair of black skinny jeans and a simple white button up shirt. It would have to do. I didn't actually own anything very fancy just skinny jeans, sweats, and shorts. None of which were very refined.
As I finished getting dressed I heard a mild thump from the hallway and I peaked out to find Phil on the floor. He grinned sheepishly at me, his hair falling over one of his bright blue eyes and masking the edge of his chin with a dark shadow.
"Ah," He began. "Sorry about that, I kind of slipped."
He chuckled lightly and grabbed the door knob to his room, using it to hoist himself up. I raised an eyebrow to him slightly but didn't say anything before turning around and making my way back to my room to find both my phone and my watch.
It took a few ages to find but buried in one of my randomly displaced piles of clothing was my phone that I had somehow forgotten to take out of my pocket and sat neatly on my desk was my wallet. I proceeded to take the piles of clothing and the few other items on my floor and stuff them into my closet. Shutting the closet door took quite a bit of effort because of the overflowing mess.
I checked my watch for the time, it was already two. I mentally sighed to myself as I walked over to Phil's room. I turned the handle but it was locked, again.
"Phil!" I shouted, not even bothering to just try knocking.
"Uh-huh?" He answered, pretty quietly for that matter.
"I'm leaving now! See you tomorrow, okay?"
"Okay." There was no more discussion past that. Things normally went this way, an awkward goodbye through the doorway and then I left. Despite being best friends we weren't really the touchy feely types outside of our videos, we always seemed to connect so much better when the camera was on.
I had tried to talk more with Phil but he always seemed to separate himself from me whenever I tried to have a real conversation with him. Things between us had gotten even more distant in the last few months, it seemed like Phil never really wanted to talk about anything anymore. I had given up on having discussing anything even vaguely deep with him months ago.
Don't get me wrong we still got along great and were very close things had just gravitated to a much more awkward state than I would have liked.
I strolled down the streets of London with ease, the route was basically burned into my brain. Halfway to my destination I checked my watch and found it was already three, I had somehow wasted an hour on what normally took twenty minutes. I shook my head of my old thought process and sped up.
What felt like ages of walking later I realized I should have probably taken the bus or the subway, or really anything other than walking the whole way I almost never walked for very simple reasons.
I had zoned out and it was so bad I nearly didn't notice when I had reached her apartment building. I sighed in relief and took a few seconds to rest before going through the revolving door and towards the awaiting lift.
I pressed the large up arrow and waited for the ding of the doors opening. There was another woman in the elevator with me, I gave her a brief smile before selecting the 6th floor. We rode in a sort of awkward silence, a few glances being exchanged between us.
I didn't hesitate to leave when it reached my floor. I walked down the completely empty hall examining each room number as I always had to until I reached B182. I took a deep breath and knocked lightly on the door. It opened with a small creak.
"Hello?" Greeted a sweet voice. I grinned.
"Hey!" I lunged into the wide open flat and turned around quickly so I was facing her. She had decided to wear a shiny aqua blue dress for the date it seemed.
"How was your day?" Her head titled to the side cutely and she gave me a wide smile. Her curled dirty blonde locks of hair fell to the side of her slender face and masked one of her dull gray eyes.
"It was kind of boring and yours?" I replied more politely then I liked to, things always started like this. Awkward and overly polite.
"Mine has been pretty great actually, I'm quite excited for our date." I don't know what is was but her voice agitated me sometimes when she talked like that. Too sweet, it felt, wrong?
"Me too." I replied sort of blankly before falling onto her strangely white couch. Her whole living room was almost purely white, it always felt odd to sit in it especially at night it felt kind of like a horror movie setting.
"I know it's early but want to get going?" She offered still holding the same overly sweet tone.
"Uh," I thought a few seconds. "Sure, I guess?" I didn't really have a reason why not so I just agreed.
Sarah suddenly became more alive and grabbed my arm, hooking it up with hers, and pulled me up with a rather painful tug. I groaned as I was dragged to the door by only my arm and out into the hallway.
"I'm excited now! Let's go!" She bursted out rushing me to the lift and all the way into the lobby. She only stopped to give me a quick peck while we waited for the doors to the lift to open again before pulling me out quickly. She was normally like this, energetic, loud, and quite... odd.
We had decided, after she calmed down, to just take a short walk around the block so we wouldn't be too early. It was rather enjoyable, we socialized and joked around the whole way.
When we finally made it around to the restaurant it was just barley six and we ended up being a little bit early. A waiter came over to seat us almost instantly and I found myself realizing the place Sarah has chose was a little scarily high class for me.
Once I looked at the menu my fear was almost instantly confirmed, I could barley afford a meal there from the looks of it. Almost every dish even just appetizers seemed to cost a good twenty dollars or over, it was terrifying for my rather small budget. I knew by the end of the night I would be broke or at least very close to it.
"What are you going to get Dan~?" Her voice interrupted my near panic attack.
"O-Oh I don't know..." I had lied though, I did know. It would be whatever was cheapest because I could eat pretty much anything.
The waiter came back a while later, it was probably obvious we were new and needed more time to look at the menu. I followed through with my plan of whatever was cheapest not even bothering to figure out what the meal actually was and Sarah ordered some sort of fancy fish.
"So," Sarah suddenly began, cutting herself off to make sure I was listening. "I'm really sorry and I know this is sudden but some things came up and you can't stay tonight, I hope that's okay." She was looking away from me as she said this, sheepishly hooking and unhooking her fingers.
"Yeah, I understand." I answered with my best fake smile. "In a couple of nights we will see each other again right?" I searched for reassurance.
"Y-yeah." The small stutter put me off a bit but I ignored it knowing it wasn't worth stressing.
This had become a common thing. Sarah just seemed to have a lot going on in her life at the time and I never asked because she just always seemed so withheld about it I figured she would tell me when she was ready.
"You're not mad at me right?" She suddenly piped up.
"No of course not!" I grinned to make it more believable, I really wasn't though.
"O-Okay..." We fell into an awkward silence after that. I just attempted my best to look around the room and not at her while she kept her eyes fixed on the red table cloth covering our small corner table.
"Here you go." Suddenly the waiter was back with two awfully small plates of food compared to the price I would be paying for them. We both gave our thanks and began eating in awkward silence.
"I'm sorry..." My head shot up.
"For what?" I was at a loss, what was there to apologize for?
"Y-you know making this all awkward and stuff. I just want to t-talk to you like normal." She was looking away from me as she said this.
"Then come on let's talk like normal. I went to Starbuck's with Phil today what did you do?" I tried my best to start a nice casual conversation.
"O-oh," She stopped a moment, finally looking up at me. "I visited my mother this morning y-you know and then I cleaned my flat up a little."
"How did the visit with your mother go?" I took a small bite of the odd still unknown dish sitting in front of me. It tasted kind of like some weird mix of a taco and shrimp fried rice.
"Good..." She trailed off after that going back into silence.
"How is Clover?" Clover was her dog. If there was any way to get her talking it was to mention her dog.
"Oh!" She suddenly perked up again, losing all of her previous awkwardness. "He's been great! The other day he did the funniest thing actually..."
I had stopped listening at this point, I laughed at the appropriate times and heard enough to know what comments to add to make sure she knew I was still interested. The rest of dinner consisted of her rather energetically telling me randomized stories about her dog, friends, and family.
Sarah had a tendency to do things like this. We were close but didn't have all that much in common although I was too afraid to admit it to myself I knew very well in my mind I would never love her nor was she the girl I would spend my life with. I knew this all but I ignored it, I kept myself in the dark. I wanted nothing but for the to be untrue.
The bill came somewhere in the middle of a conversation about her best friend and her doing some really stupid things. I opened it slowly, afraid to even see the number and with a heavy sighed I realized I was right. I could barley afford it. It was just barley low enough that I would have enough money for the bus.
We left the restaurant and I gave her a quick goodbye kiss before walking off into the night. Somehow it was now nine, the previously lit streets were now pitch black and I found myself just struggling to find a bus stop so I wouldn't have to walk home.
After what felt like hours of wandering (it was really only ten minutes) I found one and sat down on the small bench to wait. Somewhere in the time though I remembered I should probably inform Phil I was coming back after all. Last time I had failed to do so I nearly scared him half to death.
'Hey Phil, turns out something came up so I'm coming back tonight. See you soon. ps. It might be a few hours, gotta wait for the bus :('
I pressed the send button and laid back on the extremely uncomfortable wood. Surprisingly just a few moments later though the bus pulled up. I got up quickly and walked up the odd slanted stairs, throwing some change into the little coin dispenser and seating myself in the very front seat.
It didn't take long for me to realize the bus was completely empty besides me. It felt a little terrifying to be honest, alone on a bus. Rape, murder, sexual harassment, who knew what could happen. My phone vibrated a few moments later.
'Alright, see you soon then. :)'
I smiled lightly at the message and sat back in my seat, closing my eyes and relaxing. I was happy to be going home in a sense.
The bus suddenly jerked though and I heard a loud squeal. I shot up from my seat, that was the biggest mistake I could have made. I caught a glance of the mangled seeming body next to me before my vision went black and I lost consciousness.
Yup. Well I'm assuming some of you really feel confused now xD BAM!
Random action after such a boring chapter, it's just so wonderful ;u;
Okay on to the point! I'm really excited about this fanfiction,
like you have no idea. ACK
Also just pointing this out ignore the Sarah shizz this is very much a PHAN fiction so don't worry no annoying OC action I:
Uhhh I think that's all I have to say x3
See you soon (I hope~)
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING! -have some lion shaped confetti-
ps. Drop a Review ;u; (?)
-Mina