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Warning: As usuaaal, Bad Grammar!
Thanks my bestfriend, Ione-sama, for the song lyric! It suits their 'love life' perfectly…
Me: And don't call me "SICK" again, Ione-sama. I'm not sick
Ione: Well, you're sick.
Me: I'm not!
Ione: You are.
Me: I'm not!
Ione: You are!
Me: I'm not sick, except if my-freakin'-psycho-brother involved in it!
Ione: Oh, well.
… Just read this fic.
Why Roxas has to become Sora?
That thought always come in my head. Why Roxas has to become Sora? Why didn't he just live as 'Roxas', not as 'Sora'? Even though Roxas and Sora were same person, but for me, Roxas was different. He's special.
Why was he special…? Well… I don't know. He just… He made me like I have a heart. Yes… he did. I feel everything when we're together; even the 'heart' that I didn't have… I liked him. He and Sora were different. That brunette boy didn't know me. But Roxas knew me, knew me right.
It's not like I can't accept the reality, but… I don't know… Roxas was very, very special.
Perhaps the fate has demanded then I can't leave you…
Even though a thousand of stars have left me and the sun didn't even shine, I won't be able to forget you…
And I'm trying to forget it for a moment, forget everything that we have done…
I tried to forget them, to forget everything that me and Roxas have done, but I couldn't. I still kept Roxas in my own heart, even though I didn't have any… but I have. He has made me feel a 'heart'.
But, Sora, could you remember me? Could you turn back into Roxas again? Well… I knew you couldn't. But… hey, Sora, Roxas was your heart, was I right? Could Roxas hear me everytime I talk to you…?
Oh, love, please stare at me, I'm here to keep staring at you…
Even though I'm hurt because you've hurt me, I'm still hoping for you…
That's right. Either Sora or Roxas have hurt me, even though they used a soft way. But Sora has hurt me because he is Roxas' body but he didn't know me. And Roxas himself has hurt me because he's inside Sora but he didn't know me.
Yes, Roxas was special, but not just for me. He's the only Nobody who able to use 'light'. Roxas and Sora both were useful, for me and other Organization XIII's members. I felt… jealous? Even though he's Sora, not Roxas?
Maybe they're right if I'm not useful and you're too useful.
Even though sometimes it embezzled me, and the rainbow didn't even glow…
Your face is too pretty to be my hatred…
And I still loving you, you keep forgetting me.
I felt the Roxas-that-I-knew has gone from this world. For another Organization's members, Sora and Roxas both were special because they're the key-bearers. But my 'special' limit for him was completely different. So I always tried to turn Sora back into Roxas, even though he didn't remember me.
But it made me like Sora, but neither he nor Roxas could—or would—remember me. It made me feel quite sad, you know? So what was the mean of my entire life?
Can I live longer than him to say my love…?
Finish! Wow! Hey, wait. "Can I live longer than him to say my love"? Uh… too bad, you died before him, Axel. (Axel's fans, I'm sorry!!!) By the way, the italic words are the song's lyric.
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