Tears.

Screaming,

Yelling,

tears stream down my face as the voices echo and slam agaist my door.

Tears,

they fall as I squeeze tight on to my favorite stuffed animal.

She screams,

he ignores.

Louder,

Louder,

Louder.

Ignore it Meredith,

just ignore it.

But I couldn't,

the intesity was enormous.

My emotions were thrown around,

parent to parent.

Tears,

they trickled down my face the day he left,

he couldn't take her screaming,

hollaring,

yelling.

I was left to be alone,

she was never there,

too busy for a life,

I ignored,

but it's too hard now,

never had a mother who cared,

I was her prized possesion,

not a child,

just a shelfed trinket,

forever abandoned on the shelf of lost love,

I wish,

I wish the tears would stop,

but they just keep on pouring,

uncontrollable,

Tears.